Title: Surrender
Author: 123cariad
Characters: Noah Mayer & Dr Reid Oliver
Rating: Nc17
Word Count: 2,345 One Shot
Disclaimer: ATWT characters are owned by Telenext; no copyright infringement intended.
Beta: 123cariad. all mistakes are mine and only mine
Artist: Me hope you like
Warnings: M/M SEX ,small amount of blindfold use , and ice cubes lol
Summary: Dr Reid Oliver never gives up control could Noah Mayer be the one to make him surrender
Surrender
His breath hitched his heart stops for a beat, a warm breath caresses the full length of his body sending his mind into another parallel universe that consist of just the two of them.
His body burns with anticipation every nerve, every muscle; every sinew is primed ready to explode. His skin tingles, with wild electrical impulses each one delivering its own unique sensation...
He feels the make shift blind fold loosen, moving from its position. He gasps hoping to glimpse the cause of all this pleasure, his hearing is in tune with every moan , every groan that engulfs the room, his hands reach out blindly but are quickly slapped away...
'I told you not to move!' the silky smooth voice washes over him adding another dimension to this unexpected experience , 'Do that again and I will stop !' the voices is demanding and forceful ,Reid groans out loud in frustration his heart beating faster with every second that passes.
'ARE-YOU-LISTENING-TO-ME 'he re-enforces his command , punctuating every word with a single nip along his hip bone , Reid nods his head in reluctant agreement to far gone to utter a single word , he wills his hands to stay still , the very thought of this exquisite torture not continuing is something his mind and body will not comprehend .
'Well done... Dr Oliver' his rich smooth voice wraps Reid up in a cocoon of want and desire , he whimpers out load at the loss of contact , his hips buck forward naturally seeking out a touch , a breath , a bite anything to bring back that contact and the over powering sensations that are engulfing his body.
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A deep throaty chuckle escapes from his captor 'Maybe we need to cool you down a bit! Dr Oliver'a wave of desire shoots straight to his groin ...
A loud hiss fills the Room I don’t know if it’s me or my skin , as the cold object makes contact with my inflamed body, a trail of ice encircles my right nipple my body arches up begging for more...
I gasp loudly followed by a deep guttural moan , I desperately try to even out my breathing but god this is killing me, with each new sensation, my body is literally going to explode , a warm breath proceeds to blow over my cooled , over sensitised skin … goose bumps erupt , leaving behind in their wake total abandonment.
A trickle of cooled water drips slowly down my rib cage , with each small movement I make.
My breath catches in the back of my throat, my hands fist into the damp sweat drenched sheets beneath me, I desperately try to centre my body, focus my mind but it’s no use ,my mind is floating… floating above us looking down onto the picture of want and desire below..
My body writhes beneath Noah’s touch 'Fuck Noah.... Please' I beg, I have no idea what I’m begging for, I never beg, I never ask for anything, but at this moment I really couldn’t care. I want ... what do I want ?.... God I want everything , I want Noah to touch me , to kiss me , to drive me off this earthly plain into another realm, a realm of unbridle passion ..
I'm Dr Reid Oliver. I never lose control I am the one that’s always in charge, I’m the one that tells people what to do, they listen to me, I give the god damn orders ... ... this is all new to me I have never given myself over completely, to another person, I am laying myself open , baring my soul . Giving part of myself that I have never given before.
Noah is different, Noah has this way of getting me to succumb to his every whim, his every request, and with just one look Noah can reduce me to a quivering mess of goo.
My breath falters, I’m finding it hard to keep my mind focused and my body to stay still , every instinct is telling me to move, grab hold and not let go, but Noah is a man of his word .
I don’t want this to end.
My skin contracts... small figure of eight movements dance across my stomach my body cries out for more-more -more... my cock is aching..... It needs to be touched.....It needs friction.... It needs release.... Fuck I need to cum..... I need this torture to end.
Yet I need it to continue, I want Noah to drive my body past its limits, I need to learn to let go. I need to let someone else take control and that person is Noah and only Noah.
Noah’s hand moves further down my body. My heart is beating like a freight train, the blood is pounding in my ears, and every breath I take becomes desperate.
Those lean fingers are gliding over every muscle, mapping out my body , it’s as if Noah is memorizing every curve , every bump , every little blemish that is there , imprinting them in his mind.
The cold path makes it way slowly, incitingly down towards my groin. My body has a mind of its own and desperately wants to squirm with each movement, Noah makes my body so receptive, it responds to every little touch.
'God' a breathless plea leaves my lips , Noah's tongue licks and bites down hard onto my nipple , the erect bud puckers tightly standing to attention . I recoil back into the bed , as the pain intensifies, for that split second my impulse is to escape , as reality resurfaces and the need to take control pushes forward .
I grip the bed sheets, fighting the urge to move I can feel Noah looking at me, his gaze burning deep into my soul...
'Aww, baby did I hurt you' he asks in that teasing annoying tone he has when he knows I am about freak, this is followed by an even louder more annoying chuckle.
'FUCK. YOU. NOAH!' I blurt out before my brain can catch up with my mouth 'NO! It’s you that is going to be fucked not me' he has that unsure menacing edge to his voice, I stop moving ... now is the time to take back control , to let him know I have had enough.
'Unless you want me to stop' worry and concern are held within his voice, his thumb tenderly brushes across my lips showing me the love I know is there, that will always be there.
I seek out this contact willingly; a small gentle whimper escapes against his thumb telling him my answer. A gentle acceptance that this has to go on I have no other option the loss of this now would be my undoing.
He moves closer if that is even possible , his lips skimming across my jaw line , his hand gently caress the inside of my thigh , our bodies seem to melt into one being , into one existence ..
I can’t breathe … his very essence is engulfing me , taking me over; my will power has given up and deserted me , like a traitor sneaking away in the night .
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Noah is my only thought, the only thing in this god damn world that means anything to me , I love my job who wouldn’t, my position gives me power, makes me the boss man, makes me the one everyone loves to hate , God do I get off on that control, the best orgasm times 10 couldn't compare to getting a snivelling intern to cower at my feet.
But that was back then. Way back when I didn’t have .. what do they call it… yeah , that’s it a heart.
Noah has changed things , Noah entered my life like a tornado and cleared the way for me to want other things , to want something new , something I never thought I would ever want or need … someone to want me , someone to love me unconditionally , dare I say it a relationship .
This six foot something man all broad shoulders, lean muscle, goofy smile and eyes that reach into the depths of my soul , pulling out emotions I didn’t even know existed has made me simply want to live.
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His hands play my body like a musical instrument , fingers strumming their way slowly and confidently along , fine tuning every inch of my skin and like a master of his art , Noah knows how to make my body sing .
'Do you like this baby ? ' he asks, his breath ghosting across my ear, his tongue licking a strip on that most delicate spot of skin behind my ear, his fingers finding that place, that one place that will make my body sing out loud, my only response is to push down, 'I take that as a yes ' he breathlessly smiles as he proceeds to run his finger across my most intimate area, 'God .. Reid you feel so damn good' .
'I'ma gonna fuck you so hard,make you feel so good ' he commands, bravado evident.
I know he’s nervous , I can hear the tremor in his voice , I know every note , every tone of that voice , this is a first for him , it’s a first for us , fuck ! it’s a first for me, I haven’t let anyone do this since my college days . My nerves are well hidden behind that emotional wall I build so well.. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second Noah is removing that wall brick by God damn brick, I feel myself crumble.
I breath out heavily , my breath flowing across his shoulders, I can feel his response instantly, a shiver runs the full length of his body , he lets a low wanton moan escape from those kissable lips.
I squirm uncontrollably to let him know I want more, bearing down on his fingers , the fingers that are probing , stroking and enticing me to open up in every way possible , encouraging me to let my defensives down allowing him access to every part of me ... mind , body and soul .
A cool sensation hits my eyes, the warmth once held there by the blind fold is gone, I realize that he’s removed it, 'I want you to look at me when I make love to you' his voice is gentle , his domineer changed, making love to me without physically touching me, his words making me melt the more he speaks.
'Reid, Reid look at me baby please' he cajoles , encouraging me to open my eyes to look at him , I breath in steadying myself , centring my focus , allowing myself to see me through his eyes , to see the want , the desire and longing I know will be emulating back to me from every pore .
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Noah is unique, he is a person that has broken down all my defensive, I am still that son of a bitch at work, the control freak, the person who everyone loves to hate, but with Noah I can dare to be the person I know was once inside, that carefree person that just wants to love someone and have them love them in return.
'Yeeees, Noah, there, right there' I groan out through gritted teeth , forever trying to keep some semblance of control, he moves his fingers slowly , ever so slowly hitting that sweet spot every .. Single..time.
His intense gaze makes the heat rise dramatically throughout my body making me tremble , 'I got you baby, I got you' he repeats over and over again his lips caressing along my jaw, small butterfly kisses delicately placed in a random patterns , his stubble scraping across my skin adding to the wealth of emotions he is selflessly delivering.
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'Noah , pleeeeease ' I beg again , this time I know what I want , this time I know what I need, I need him to take me completely , make me his.
I want to feel this man . This man who I am giving myself to totally , I want to feel him buried so deep inside me , so deep that I will not know where he ends and I begin , our bodies melding together becoming one entity.
'Look at me Reid Look at me now' he demands cupping the side of my face stroking my cheek with his thumb, I know this is the moment, the moment that I relinquish all my control , giving it and myself to Noah and only Noah without question.
That small amount of doubt that has played in the back of my mind is being push further and further away. I look up into his eyes, those beautiful eyes that are the windows to his soul, the soul I want to love me for the rest of my life.
'Relax baby, relax ... I got you, I got you … let go for me, just... let... go' he whispers in my ear , encouraging me to trust him , asking me to understand that he will catch me if I fall .
And I will fall , I know this without a doubt , I will fall off that pedestal he has put me on , I'm far from perfect , I know this . He knows this , and he is still willing to take the risk , putting his trust and faith in me … Dr emotionally challenged .
I have passed the point of no return with each thrust he makes I surrender , I surrender to his touch , I surrender to his love , I surrender to him.
I surrender....