FlOwErS n HeARtS...FaTe's No LonGeR sHoOtInG DaRtS
Today...was absolutely perfect.
In the morning, when I was sitting in our usual seats at the library, Spencer came up behind me, hugged me, gave me a kiss, and when I turned around I saw him standing there holding a pretty pink rose in that pink fluffy paper stuff. It was so sweet. Ive never gotten flowers from a guy before, so that made it that much mroe special. I love the atmosphere of Valentine's Day. Everyone is happy and cheerful..all the usual drama just seems to leave for one whole day and let everyone be happy. School was school..what can I say. Teachers gave us more work than usual, but it is MOnday. I got candy from friends, so I was hyper as crud the whole entire day. At the start of practice, Matt didnt want to run since he was sick, so we just talked to coach and left. He dropped us off at Spencer's house, and he and I had the house to ourselves for about an hour and a half. Around 4 Matt came back and took us back to my place. There, Spencer gave me the rest of my presents when I gave him his. He got me some beautiful heart-shaped earrings to match with the bracelet he got me for Xmas, candy, and a very sweet card with a personal message that almost made me cry. He stayed over until about 8:30. During the whole time, we were inseparable. I honestly dont think there was a time I wasnt in his arms or he in mine. After we took him home, I remember on the way when he and I were just sitting in the back seat, I didnt want him to leave my side at all....*sigh*. When I got home, Mom came down to my room and showed me what Ron got her...(diamond earrings and a gorgeous pink necklace). She obviously saw that I was beaming with happinnes, so she smiles and hugs me, and goes, "Spencer is a really nice guy. You two are good together." I think I'll have to agree on that one.
Over all, this was definetely the best Valentine's Day I've had...mainly because this is the first time I was with someone. On the way home, I ermember sitting in the car and thinking, I dont deserve to be this happy. But then a thought occured to me. Maybe I do deserve it. Life's been pretty harsh on me in the past, and maybe it's about time I got some sunlight in my shadow of a life. Maybe it's time for me to realize that I can be happy and completely let go of my worries when I'm with someone. Maybe, just maybe, my heart has finally found what it's been longing for for so long.
I dont think I've ever felt so content and happy.
Well anyway,
I'm extremely tired and I still have a bit of homework...but I'll jsut go to bed and do it tomorrow.
Night!
Happy Valentine's Day!