I'm iN LoVe WiTh YoU...yOu SiLLy tHiNg...
I'm in love with you, you silly thing
Anyone can see
What is it with you, you silly thing
Just take it from me
It was not a chance meeting
Feel my heart beating
You're the one
Valentine's Day..........I'd be lying if I said I was always happy this time of year. The day is something I've never liked, mainly because I never had anyone to spend it with. I remember I used dread it actually. Because all around me, I'd see happy couples walking hand in hand, smiling, looking into each others eyes, sharing soft kisses and whispers of love. I remember I used to see them and think, would I ever find someone who'd make me happy and whole?
You could take all this, take it away
I'd still have it all
Cause I've climbed the tree of life
And that is why, no longer scared if I fall
When I get lost in space
I can return to this place
Cause, you're the one
Then, when I was least expecting it and when I completely gave up on trying to find happiness in a guy, he came along and completely swept me off my feet. When we met, neither he or I had the intention of being together. We met through a chance; both connected by a friend. I never intended to find love in this short summer romance that bloomed day by day. I remember he and I used to stay up nearly all night, just talking about anything and everything. Within a few weeks, we were what you could call inseparable. I felt happiness whenever I saw him, and I was down when I didnt. My parents noticed a change in me; they said I became happier...so did most of my friends. I remember there was a time when I could have lost him, maybe forever, but for some reason, I kept fighting for him...I didnt want to give up. Maybe, all along, my heart felt he was something special. Maybe we both did, but were afraid to admit it, not wanting to take a chance in being hurt again. And we did finally take that chance. Each day we spent together, I felt myself getting closer and closer to him. Before I knew it, he became my boyfriend, and I couldnt have been happier. The doubts and fears, of course, were still there, but a part of me, the part that said Let go, take a chance, let yourself find happiness silenced those doubts. And so I did.....
Nothing fails
No more fears
Nothing fails
You washed away my tears
Nothing fails
No more fears
Nothing fails
Nothing fails
So this Valentine's Day, I will be happy for the first time. I'll stop looking at other couples' happy smiles and hugs, and be able to concentrate on my own. My heart will no longer feel empty and hollow...I wont feel alone. Because of him, this Valentine's Day is the first one that matters to me...it's the first one thats special. I dont think there'll ever be enough words to describe everything he means to me. I sometimes find myself thinking of the future and what will happen months from today...I know I wont like the future. I dont know whether we'll be together or apart; happy or sad, but in the present, the one thing that I do know....is that I'm happy.
I'm not religious
But I feel such love
Makes me want to pray
When I get lost in space
I can return to this place
Cause, you're the one
[[I was lost without you]]