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i'm sick of it. i'm sick of this whole ordeal. i'm sick of people being sad and angry. i'm sick of hurting people even though i really try not to. i'm sick of people telling me i'm mind-gamey and confusing. i'm sick of people trying to figure me out. i'm sick of people WANTING to figure me out. I DON'T WANT YOU TO FIGURE ME OUT, GODDAMNIT, IF I DID, I WOULD TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there is ONE person that KNOWS me, only one. and when he dies no one will. and that's the way i want it. if there is one thing that i know i want, it's that. i'm sick of people telling me i don't know what i want.