i can honestly say there has been 2 people that have actually been here for me the past few days. kendall and mat. i feel really selfish for wanting people to actually ask how i've been doing. alot of my 'friends' haven't even noticed that i've been gone, or really sick, or anything ( Read more... )

my cousins took me to go see The Hitcher tonight. It definitly wasn't the best movie i've ever seen, but it was a shitload better than the last one i went to. when we left, it was snowing so much. it kept getting in my eye ( Read more... )

r.i.p anna "ollie" graziano. i love you more than you could imagine.

edit;i just got back from my aunt's house. i never realized how big my family was. i have alot of cousins, too. it was so weird without Ollie there. I kept turning around thinking she'd be there. And everyone would keep saying how my eyes would remind them of her. i have the same ( Read more... )

i left kayla's before 9 in the morning, and caught a plane.
i'm in new york right now. i feel so much at home.

i usually love going to airports. i love watching the people. this time, it was just fucking upsetting. my dad went to go get my sister a snack and while i was sitting there doing my homework a really cute boy came and sat next to me. he looked at my ipod and we started talking about music, and we liked the same things. he kept telling me how ( Read more... )

my mom left to the airport today. sucky good-bye.

my day has been going pretty good, i just burnt my ear with a curling iron though.

i get to make my 'life' decision this sunday.
it might be for the best. i know it will be.

all i gotta say my niggas iz,

FOUR FAT BITCHES IN DA PHONEBOOTH!
FOUR FAT BITCHES IN DA PHONEBOOTH!

DONT PLAY WID US DONT PLAY WID US

FOUR FAT BITCHES IN DA PHONEBOOTH!

sam & autumn showed up at my house last night. i screamed. sam came over to let me in on something and for me to help her with some personal "business". we went to the store, came back, laid on my bed for awhile then autumn and sam tried convincing me to get out of the house. i really didn't want to go anywhere but they went through my closet, ( Read more... )

i went to a show in peachtree city lastnight after getting lost and turning around a million times. i met up with erin, autumn, and kristin. i got to see zach perform, and hang out with sean yan. kyle d and i were inseperatable. we went "backstage" and walked in on john in the bathroom while practicing before he played. i thought it wasn't fair how ( Read more... )

i'm sick of hearing how great of friends, my friends are with people that were once my friends. i don't want to hear about melissa. i don't want to hear about andrew. i don't want to hear about jesse or daniel or bryan. they stopped talking to me for some god damn reason so why the hell would i want to hear about how you talk to them still. or hang ( Read more... )