So that happened.

[zolac_no_miko]

Welp. Alex and I broke up. He felt that I wasn't spending enough time with him/making him a big enough priority in my life... which is valid. He thinks maybe I'm at a place in my life where I don't have time for that sort of relationship, which is also probably true. (Then again, it has pretty much always been true of me that I don't make time

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[sirona_gs]

I... get where you're coming from. Maybe the timing just wasn't right? I mean, you gotta do what you gotta do for yourself, though, and you're on a fucking spectacular path right now, and so excited about where things are going, which is wonderful. Still, no one wants that. :( I'm sorry, darling. <3 I want to cuddle you like Mr and Mrs Suit cuddle each other. <333

[zolac_no_miko]

It's hard to say how much is timing and how much is just me. I'm just... not interested in bending my life around another person's, and there are very few people on the planet who are okay with that, much less actually want that. My conclusion based on past experience is that, as far as the Average Joe is concerned, I am an AWESOME person, but kind of a shitty girlfriend, heh.

*cuddles you back* Thank you, darling. I'm okay. Yesterday was sucky, but it would've been sucky regardless of any break-ups. I'm very happy about my life right now in general, and while part of me is regretful about how this turned out (because I like him a lot, he was kind of a keeper, seriously, this guy was almost perfect boyfriend material as far as I'm concerned... almost) and part of me is... kind of a lot relieved. Boys are great but 90% of the time I'm just a lot more comfortable and happy not being tied to one.

[sirona_gs]

I get it, trust me. I get it so well. I'm a lot like that, too -- pretty laid back about the whole thing. I tend to take them as they come, as long as there's mutual affection and respect I'm pretty much down with whatever. And yes, I realise that that, too, makes me not-quite-girlfriend material. That's not a bad thing, that you don't want to tie your life to someone else's. Not a bad thing at all. I suppose it's all about compromises, and what you're willing to compromise on, on both sides.

I guess it just wasn't right? Mind you, I'm the last person you want to take relationship advice from, so. :)

[look_alive]

AWH BABY I just saw this, I'm sorry. I seriously haven't checked LJ in over a week, fml.

You know I adore you and I love you and I will forever and that's really not a fucking question. I mean for serious, woman.

Always glad to be of assistance. I mean, you spent about fifteen years mitigating my insecure bullshit, so.

♥

[zolac_no_miko]

Yeahno it's cool, I'm more or less in the same place, like I said.

I know, and I don't doubt that at all, never ever, don't even worry... but I just really needed to hear it out loud that day. Or see it in writing, actually, whatever. So. Thank you. ♥♥♥