4 yrs later and we have learned that if we were attacked again it'd probably go the same way. I'm glad that past doesn't get in the way of vulnerability...

i feel worse for the embassy bomb victims in Africa then for the twin towers victims...

Maybe I’m an optimistic (well on some things), maybe I tend to suffer from nostalgia, or maybe I’m an idealist. Either way i assume that as everyone goes off to college I won’t completely lose touch with them. I assume we'll all drift apart, but still there's the winter break get-together, spring break, and the long aesthetic summer season that ( Read more... )

As soon as I dialed his number, I suddenly remembered how much my voice bothered him; the malevolency in the sigh he gave after he heard it made it painfully obvious. To him I was like raindrops intruding on an otherwise sunny day, like a passing truck spurting diesel on his morning run, somewhere before hell and after tolerable is where I stood in ( Read more... )

Futon was the only thing she'd let her warm tearful tan face touch, after we snatched the cradle from her boney three-year old hands. It was where she watched, garbage men dissemble her cradle and the childhood it contained, and that's how she got the name. As she got older, she was kaka to the eight year old boy who courted and divorced her at the ( Read more... )

Takefiveella: if ur uncertain about a relationship would u get married
livechair: I dont exactly know how you define uncertain
Takefiveella: not sure
Takefiveella: uneasy
Takefiveella: insecure
Takefiveella: all that junk
livechair: Than no
Takefiveella: that's what i thought
Takefiveella: but then i realised
livechair: what?
Takefiveella: u might think im ( Read more... )

There is nothing in this world to hope for except hope itself.

On the top of the musty abandoned buildings that bordered the cracked streets of every town and city; lovers vowed that everlasting ambiguity was better than provisional poverty and on the dusty plains where their motionless bodies landed, spouts of wheat would later grow aesthetically

Notes on Nigeria ( Read more... )

I have way to many thoughts going through my head and they are getting worst and worst. Tommorow I'm going to nigeria for a week then i'll be back in this hell hole, i mean beautiful suberia paradise.

i'll leave you with  something i wrote a long time ago:

I hope good intentions guide you as you glide through in the depths of hell for those sinful ( Read more... )

why i hate walking alone at night ( Read more... )

If you read this you must answer!!!
Do you think I'm mean or rude to people because i think they're inferior to me in any way?