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i got to take my mind off things for abit tonight after work when i hung out with people but the instant i got into my car i just went back to the way i was last night. i really dont know what im supposed to do with myself. i just wish i could wake up out of this. i feeling pretty empty and incomplete right now. i just dont feel right. welll. yeah ( Read more... )

i cant stop shaking right now, and my eyes havent been dry for the last two hours. it hurts right in the pit of my chest and i just cant stop thinking. im lost. im alone. i dont know. i dont know anything. it just hurts and i cant get it to stop. i want to vomit but theres nothing inside me to come up. everything from the last year just keeps ( Read more... )

tonight was a good night at the fair. it really helped take my mind off things. thanks libby, alicia, and steve. well bed now because this little boy is all tuckered out.

i dont even know what to feel right now im just empty and lonely right now and i have no clue what to do with anything. im starting to feel like i dont belong. i dunno oh well ijust feel like crap. whatever

just got back from the anniversary party at lizzies house and i have got to say it flipping rocked my socks off. i love that whole family their all such awesome people and incredibley nice. just make me realize how much more lucky i am to have emily in my life and to really be happy ( Read more... )

so its looking like i may be spending this year in good ol' barre Vt since my college decided to give me zero money for finacial aid since my mom got the forms in two days late. dont really know how to feel abotu this one but ill just have to see how it unfolds. the only thing i know is that ther is no way im letting my parents get second jobs to ( Read more... )

so due to lack of interest, conflict of scheduals, and many other things sarah and my birthday party this firday has been canceled. it may be done later this summer if we can plan it but for rithg now we are not doing it. well thats about all.

Come one! come all to seth and sarahs birthday bash on july 8th! we will be haveing this years birthday party at my grandfathers house this year in east barnard VT. so needless to say we will need afew people who would like to drive so far for sure there is just me but my car can only hold so many people and by that i mean 5 including me.... unless ( Read more... )

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