Ao ~Blue~
Title : Ao ~Blue~
Part 1 - A Wish Upon A Star
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YutoYama [from now on, I'm going to use this call for this pairing.. >,< ]
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Ever since he was a little child, he had always loved the stars.. Ever since he was a little child, he had always wanted to be a star.. But as he grew up, big and famous and at the top -finally a star- he wished that he never wished to be star since the very beginning..
Author's Note : I gave up on writing a proper summary.. So just let it be~ XD Well, anyway, this is my new multi-chaptered fic dedicated for our one and only Ryosuke's birthday.. The title was inspired from Honey L Days' song with the same title, Ao ~Blue~ .. Please listen to the song as you read the story~
So, hope you enjoyed this~ >,<
Ao ~Blue~
Part 1 - A Wish Upon A Star
‘Ever since I was a little boy, I had always loved the stars. In the middle of the night, I would always climbed down my bed to gazed at the stars from my open window, and sometimes, fell asleep there with a smile framing my face. I will always got some scoldings from my mother by the morning for being reckless, but I could be careless about it. I loved the stars. So much that I’d wish I could be one someday. From Ultraman to an international soccer player, they were all my childish image of what being a star means, those I tried to become. And after years of hardworks and struggles, I am finally a star now, in a way. But now that I’ve tasted the glam of it, I started to dislike it -no, I hate it. Because in the exchange of being a star, came the dark which would swallow me, slowly and quietly, so when my light is not strong enough, it would erase me completely, into nothingness. And it scared me, that I wished I was never a star in the first place...’
The young man who stood silently by the road sighed as he pulled his hat lower. He is tired as hell from all the neverending activities he had for a while, but today when he thought he could finally get his well-deserved rest, his bouncy friend suddenly came over with a huge grin on his face right after the practice was dismissed. He planned on ignoring the boy and went with his plan, but cannot bring himself to did so as he listened to what the boy needed to say. And that’s what brought him standing there, waiting for the light to turned green with Yuto on his right.
But it seemed that he was too engrossed in his own thinking that he failed to see the blinking green light above his eyes and the people walked in a hurry past him while he stood there unmoving. Only when he heard his name being called -or rather shouted- that he was brought back from his reverie and into reality. And he widened his eyes in surprise at seeing his company at the other side of the road already before he quickly glanced upward to know that he could still make it to cross the road.
He walked hastily, trying to get to the other side of the road as soon as possible, while silently cursing of why the street seemed strangely bigger today. But before he could reach half of the road, he heard a loud horn from his side and some panicked calls of his mate. The young man braved himself to see, and immediatelly regretting it as he saw a black sport car speeding it’s way and to where he stood. He closed his eyes a second later, bracing himself as to what will be happening. And then, all he knew is pain and he knew no more.
“NO ! YAMA-CHAN !”
***
When the young man opened his eyes, he felt pain all over his body. From the corner of his eyes, he could see people rushing around him on his sides. He tried to call out for anyone, but found it difficult even just to breath, so he gave up and tried to inhale as much of air as possible from the provided oxygen mask around his face. In return, he let out a sound of discomfort which seemingly brought the attention of the people around him.
“He’s awake !” Someone called out and he could see a new guy coming into view.
“Yamada-kun, can you understand me ?” The new person asked him.
The boy tried to move his head but found himself unable to. So he blinked slowly to respond the man.
“Good. You are already in the hospital, so everything will be alright.” The man tried to cheer him up with a smile, which left him frowning.
Without he could ponder about it, he was then wheeled into a room where there are even more people rushing here and there. The room he’s in must have been the treatment room, the young man thought as he tried to look around as much as he could with all the limitations he has. And he never saw any other place this hectic as people started talking one after another.
“Yamada Ryosuke-kun, 19 years old. He was hit by a car when crossing the road. He suffered from head injury, as long as some other minor injuries. In shock. He was unconscious when the ambulance came, but his consciousness has returned as he arrived here.” The man who talked to him before spoke.
“Yamada-kun, you will feel a little prick on your arm, so please bear with it for a moment.” And indeed, he felt a prick on his arm.
“I will be doing ‘ECHO’.” Someone said and soon, he felt something poking around his stomach area.
“Yamada-kun, we will start your treatment in a moment, so it is okay for you to sleep now.” Someone told him with an assuring smile, so he just did as he was told. Strangely, from the little things he did since he woke up in this hospital, he felt unbelievably tired, so sleep comes easy as soon as he closes his eyes.
***
The second time he opened his eyes, he found himself staring at an unfamiliar white ceiling above him and some beeping voice from some machines he could not recognized. He tried to move, but even the slightest movement of his finger caused him great pain all over his body. And just as he was about to look around the room he’s in, he saw a head popped out from the side which immediately showed relief as their eyes met.
“Are you awake ? It’s a relief.” The man said with a sigh. “I’ll call a doctor.”
He was about to call the man when he realized that something being inserted into his throat which prevented him from even let out a single sound. So the young man could only watch the back of the other man as he walked away.
But it wasn’t too long before he could see the man’s face once again, tailing closely behind a couple of a man and a woman who seemingly to be a doctor and the nurse who approached his bed.
“Hello Yamada-kun, my name is Saijou. Do you feel hurt anywhere ?” The doctor asked as he used his stetoschope to check on his chest.
The boy nodded his head slowly, and received a smile from the doctor as a respond.
“I see. I heard nothing wrong in your breathing, so we will took off the intubation and replaced it with an oxygen mask to help you breathe. It would be a little uncomfortable, but I would like you to cope with it for a while, okay ?” The doctor told him kindly and he could only nod as the man proceeded to take the thing inside his mouth out expertly.
A second later, the nurse took the tube away and he was left in a coughing fit with the doctor standing by his side patiently. On his other side, the young man from before stood worriedly while giving his chest a small pat to somehow ease him out from the painful coughs. Which doesn’t really help if he has to be frank.
“Can you try lift both your hands up and grasp the air for me ?” The doctor asked him and he did as he was told. “Slowly.” The man told him before he smiled and nodded his head in satisfaction. “Now your feet. One at the time. Try lift your right foot.” The doctor nodded as he did so. “Okay, now try move the fingers on your right foot.” It was painful, but he still managed. “Good. Now lift your left foot and do the same.” He then lowered his right foot back before lifted his other foot and repeat the same procedure. “That’s good.” The doctor smiled again before he reached the end of his bed.
“Yamada-kun, I will ask you a few questions now. Can you please cooperate with me and answer honestly ?” The doctor pulled the file from his bed end as he spoke.
“Yes.” The young man answered hoarsely.
“Perhaps, you should drink something first to relieve your throat ?” The doctor offered as he signed the nurse to get a glass of water which is soon being delivered to his room. The boy let the other young man to help him up, as he gulped the refreshing liquid down his throat in delight.
“Are you feeling better now ?” The doctor asked him, and he gave the man a nod as an answer. “Very well. Now, Yamada-kun, do you know where you are ?”
“Hospital.” The boy answered confidently.
“Then do you know why you’re here ?” The doctor asked him again.
The young man frowned at that. Now that he thinks about it, why did he ended up in a hospital bed ?
“Eh ? Why did I ended up here again ?” He voiced out his confusion which earned him a look of concern on the doctor’s face.
“You don’t remember ?” The doctor tried to urge him, but he still could recall nothing concerning the incident which caused him to be lying here. He frowned as the doctor wrote something in the file in a rather troubled expression before he stared back at him. “Then, do you recognized this person ?” He pointed at the young man at the other side of his bed.
He frowned at that. “Uhm, I’ve been wanting to ask this since before, but you don’t seem to be the hospital’s personnel. Who are you if I may ask ?”
And when the said person stared at him with disbelief look plastered on his face, he knew that something was wrong with him.
~~~tbc
Alright, so how was that ? >,<
Oh, I've got something to tell you.. Since I will be focusing on this fic and another one-shot at the time being, Black Saint's updates will be a little delayed.. I will get back to it after I finished this project first~ So please be patient~ >,<
Comments are appreciated as always, everyone~
Part 1 - A Wish Upon A Star
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YutoYama [from now on, I'm going to use this call for this pairing.. >,< ]
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Ever since he was a little child, he had always loved the stars.. Ever since he was a little child, he had always wanted to be a star.. But as he grew up, big and famous and at the top -finally a star- he wished that he never wished to be star since the very beginning..
Author's Note : I gave up on writing a proper summary.. So just let it be~ XD Well, anyway, this is my new multi-chaptered fic dedicated for our one and only Ryosuke's birthday.. The title was inspired from Honey L Days' song with the same title, Ao ~Blue~ .. Please listen to the song as you read the story~
So, hope you enjoyed this~ >,<
Ao ~Blue~
Part 1 - A Wish Upon A Star
‘Ever since I was a little boy, I had always loved the stars. In the middle of the night, I would always climbed down my bed to gazed at the stars from my open window, and sometimes, fell asleep there with a smile framing my face. I will always got some scoldings from my mother by the morning for being reckless, but I could be careless about it. I loved the stars. So much that I’d wish I could be one someday. From Ultraman to an international soccer player, they were all my childish image of what being a star means, those I tried to become. And after years of hardworks and struggles, I am finally a star now, in a way. But now that I’ve tasted the glam of it, I started to dislike it -no, I hate it. Because in the exchange of being a star, came the dark which would swallow me, slowly and quietly, so when my light is not strong enough, it would erase me completely, into nothingness. And it scared me, that I wished I was never a star in the first place...’
The young man who stood silently by the road sighed as he pulled his hat lower. He is tired as hell from all the neverending activities he had for a while, but today when he thought he could finally get his well-deserved rest, his bouncy friend suddenly came over with a huge grin on his face right after the practice was dismissed. He planned on ignoring the boy and went with his plan, but cannot bring himself to did so as he listened to what the boy needed to say. And that’s what brought him standing there, waiting for the light to turned green with Yuto on his right.
But it seemed that he was too engrossed in his own thinking that he failed to see the blinking green light above his eyes and the people walked in a hurry past him while he stood there unmoving. Only when he heard his name being called -or rather shouted- that he was brought back from his reverie and into reality. And he widened his eyes in surprise at seeing his company at the other side of the road already before he quickly glanced upward to know that he could still make it to cross the road.
He walked hastily, trying to get to the other side of the road as soon as possible, while silently cursing of why the street seemed strangely bigger today. But before he could reach half of the road, he heard a loud horn from his side and some panicked calls of his mate. The young man braved himself to see, and immediatelly regretting it as he saw a black sport car speeding it’s way and to where he stood. He closed his eyes a second later, bracing himself as to what will be happening. And then, all he knew is pain and he knew no more.
“NO ! YAMA-CHAN !”
***
When the young man opened his eyes, he felt pain all over his body. From the corner of his eyes, he could see people rushing around him on his sides. He tried to call out for anyone, but found it difficult even just to breath, so he gave up and tried to inhale as much of air as possible from the provided oxygen mask around his face. In return, he let out a sound of discomfort which seemingly brought the attention of the people around him.
“He’s awake !” Someone called out and he could see a new guy coming into view.
“Yamada-kun, can you understand me ?” The new person asked him.
The boy tried to move his head but found himself unable to. So he blinked slowly to respond the man.
“Good. You are already in the hospital, so everything will be alright.” The man tried to cheer him up with a smile, which left him frowning.
Without he could ponder about it, he was then wheeled into a room where there are even more people rushing here and there. The room he’s in must have been the treatment room, the young man thought as he tried to look around as much as he could with all the limitations he has. And he never saw any other place this hectic as people started talking one after another.
“Yamada Ryosuke-kun, 19 years old. He was hit by a car when crossing the road. He suffered from head injury, as long as some other minor injuries. In shock. He was unconscious when the ambulance came, but his consciousness has returned as he arrived here.” The man who talked to him before spoke.
“Yamada-kun, you will feel a little prick on your arm, so please bear with it for a moment.” And indeed, he felt a prick on his arm.
“I will be doing ‘ECHO’.” Someone said and soon, he felt something poking around his stomach area.
“Yamada-kun, we will start your treatment in a moment, so it is okay for you to sleep now.” Someone told him with an assuring smile, so he just did as he was told. Strangely, from the little things he did since he woke up in this hospital, he felt unbelievably tired, so sleep comes easy as soon as he closes his eyes.
***
The second time he opened his eyes, he found himself staring at an unfamiliar white ceiling above him and some beeping voice from some machines he could not recognized. He tried to move, but even the slightest movement of his finger caused him great pain all over his body. And just as he was about to look around the room he’s in, he saw a head popped out from the side which immediately showed relief as their eyes met.
“Are you awake ? It’s a relief.” The man said with a sigh. “I’ll call a doctor.”
He was about to call the man when he realized that something being inserted into his throat which prevented him from even let out a single sound. So the young man could only watch the back of the other man as he walked away.
But it wasn’t too long before he could see the man’s face once again, tailing closely behind a couple of a man and a woman who seemingly to be a doctor and the nurse who approached his bed.
“Hello Yamada-kun, my name is Saijou. Do you feel hurt anywhere ?” The doctor asked as he used his stetoschope to check on his chest.
The boy nodded his head slowly, and received a smile from the doctor as a respond.
“I see. I heard nothing wrong in your breathing, so we will took off the intubation and replaced it with an oxygen mask to help you breathe. It would be a little uncomfortable, but I would like you to cope with it for a while, okay ?” The doctor told him kindly and he could only nod as the man proceeded to take the thing inside his mouth out expertly.
A second later, the nurse took the tube away and he was left in a coughing fit with the doctor standing by his side patiently. On his other side, the young man from before stood worriedly while giving his chest a small pat to somehow ease him out from the painful coughs. Which doesn’t really help if he has to be frank.
“Can you try lift both your hands up and grasp the air for me ?” The doctor asked him and he did as he was told. “Slowly.” The man told him before he smiled and nodded his head in satisfaction. “Now your feet. One at the time. Try lift your right foot.” The doctor nodded as he did so. “Okay, now try move the fingers on your right foot.” It was painful, but he still managed. “Good. Now lift your left foot and do the same.” He then lowered his right foot back before lifted his other foot and repeat the same procedure. “That’s good.” The doctor smiled again before he reached the end of his bed.
“Yamada-kun, I will ask you a few questions now. Can you please cooperate with me and answer honestly ?” The doctor pulled the file from his bed end as he spoke.
“Yes.” The young man answered hoarsely.
“Perhaps, you should drink something first to relieve your throat ?” The doctor offered as he signed the nurse to get a glass of water which is soon being delivered to his room. The boy let the other young man to help him up, as he gulped the refreshing liquid down his throat in delight.
“Are you feeling better now ?” The doctor asked him, and he gave the man a nod as an answer. “Very well. Now, Yamada-kun, do you know where you are ?”
“Hospital.” The boy answered confidently.
“Then do you know why you’re here ?” The doctor asked him again.
The young man frowned at that. Now that he thinks about it, why did he ended up in a hospital bed ?
“Eh ? Why did I ended up here again ?” He voiced out his confusion which earned him a look of concern on the doctor’s face.
“You don’t remember ?” The doctor tried to urge him, but he still could recall nothing concerning the incident which caused him to be lying here. He frowned as the doctor wrote something in the file in a rather troubled expression before he stared back at him. “Then, do you recognized this person ?” He pointed at the young man at the other side of his bed.
He frowned at that. “Uhm, I’ve been wanting to ask this since before, but you don’t seem to be the hospital’s personnel. Who are you if I may ask ?”
And when the said person stared at him with disbelief look plastered on his face, he knew that something was wrong with him.
~~~tbc
Alright, so how was that ? >,<
Oh, I've got something to tell you.. Since I will be focusing on this fic and another one-shot at the time being, Black Saint's updates will be a little delayed.. I will get back to it after I finished this project first~ So please be patient~ >,<
Comments are appreciated as always, everyone~