Black Saint - Arc 2 - Chapitre 6
Title : Black Saint
Arc 2 - The Meaning Of That Happiness
Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13 (For languanges in some chapters)
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima ; NakaChii ; OkaYama ; more will come as the story evolves..
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary for Arc 2 : Another meeting, another parting.. When the heart was on the verge of breaking down completely, could he still find the true meaning of happiness ?
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ The second arc's name and main plot was actually inspired by Honey L Days' song, The Meaning Of That Happiness, which then I used as the title of this arc.. There will be new characters appearing and
some revealing of the old characters as well~ Hope you'll like it~
~~~Arc 2 - Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You~~~
Kota frowned worriedly as he saw the untouched lunch on the table, before turning his head back to his Young Master.
"Bocchan, aren't you going to eat ?"
Ryosuke sighed tiredly before he stood from his seat and walk away.
"I'm not hungry."
"But Bocchan !" Kota called out. "You haven't eaten anything since yesterday night, and it had started to worried me."
But no words comes from Ryosuke's mouth, so Kota decided to continue.
"You might get sick like this. So please, even if it's just one bite, please eat something."
Ryosuke seemed like he's contemplating Kota's words, but after a few minutes standing in silence, he resumed his track.
"I'm tired, Kota. Please leave me alone."
And before Kota could stop the boy, he had disappeared already.
"Bocchan..."
***
"Keito ?"
The called man just smiled and raised his hand to the person standing in front of him.
"Yo, Ryosuke."
"What are you doing here ?"
Keito shrugged as he leaned back on the couch. "Visiting you, of course. What else ?"
Ryosuke heaved a breath before he seated himself on the couch across Keito.
"I was just worried. You didn't show up for days, and won't even answer my call. So I decided to drop by your house, or rather, mansion." Keito finally explained properly.
Ryosuke nodded his head as he took the cup from the table and took a sip.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to worry you and all. I just, needed some times alone." Ryosuke said tiredly.
Keito frowned as he saw how Ryosuke's hand trembles slightly as he picked the cup, but said nothing about it nevertheless.
"I've heard about it." He spoke lowly.
"Eh ? What are you talking about ?"
"About your brother. I've heard from him."
Ryosuke's figure stiffened at the mention of his brother before he put the cup back down and looked away.
"I won't judge anything about this, but if you'll let me give you a piece of advice, I really think you should speak with him." Keito narrated softly, as if afraid he might hurt Ryosuke while speaking about the seemingly sensitive issue. "You know, to put an end on everything."
"Keito, I-"
"You missed him, Ryosuke." Keito cut him off. "And I don't have to be a genius to know it. It's all written on your face. With the way you tried to avoid him, and by the the look on your face, everyone could tell that you missed your brother. Badly that it hurt."
Ryosuke said nothing as he just lowered his head down, trying to convey his emotions.
"You should stop running away. Because that's just so not you. The Ryosuke I know would face all his problems head-on. Instead of running away from it."
The younger boy then lifted up his face and stare at Keito intently. "You don't understand ! You know nothing about me so stop telling me things !" He spat coldly, despite the unshed tears brimming on the corner of his eyes.
Keito smiled softly before he stood on his seat and approached the younger boy.
"But I do know you." He whispered serenely. "You're just afraid of being left out, again. That's why you avoided your brother, now that he's right in front of you."
He then gave Ryosuke one last smile before bowing down and proceeded to leave.
"Why-How could you said that ?" Ryosuke's broken whispers stopped Keito from leaving completely.
"Because this situation is similar with what had happened between you and Nakajima." Keito gave a low chuckle. "And since it's you, I just had to butt in."
Keito then walked to the door and opened it slightly.
"So that the same thing won't happen the second time."
***
Ryosuke sighed as he walked aimlessly around the city. He was tired of Kota's constant bugging about how worried he is concerning his health. He was just losing his appetite a bit, what's the big deal about it anyway ? So now, Ryosuke decided to escape from his butler's grasp after his classes ended just a few minutes ago and roam around the town to clear his head for a bit.
He just walked randomly, passing random people and random stores, with his headphone blasting his favourite songs from his iPod. Humming the melody of the song softly, Ryosuke then made a turn to the nearest park and took a seat on the empty bench. He casted his eyes to the people around, before leaning back and stared into the blue sky.
"It's going to rain soon, you know."
Ryosuke almost jumped, but managed to refrain himself from doing so before he turned to his offender and is about to yelled at him when the newcomer flashed him a wide smile.
"You should return home soon."
Ryosuke frowned weirdly at this person currently sitting beside him. He scanned the figure's appearance from head-to-toes, only to frown deeper.
"Don't you think you're a little too old to do this kind of cosplay ?" Ryosuke asked bluntly.
The newcomer pouted. "Rude, aren't you ?"
Ryosuke raised an eyebrow as he pay another look on the other person. "You looked like you're around twenty to me. Perhaps more. And I never saw any twenty-years adult wearing a pumpkin outfit. Complete with a pumpkin hat and pumpkin earrings."
"It's Halloween season." Came the happy reply.
"Which had passed already, long ago. It's almost Christmas in case you didn't know, so a Santa outfit would be more fitting if you decided to do a cosplay." Ryosuke almost spat with a tint of sarcasm in his voice.
"Ah, now you mentioned it." The figure grinned. "Nice advice ! I'll be sure to wear my Santa outfit from tomorrow onwards."
"It was a sarcasm." Ryosuke rolled his eyes. "And who the hell are you anyway ?"
"Tsk. You really should watch your languange, boy." The figure flicked his fingers. "And for your information, I was just doing someone a favour. A friend of mine asked me to tell you that it's going to rain soon, so that you'll hurry home and not got caught on the rain. You should be thanking me."
Ryosuke just scoffed as he stood from his seat. "Well, thanks. But I don't feel like listening to some random man. And not to mention that the random man is as weird as you are." And then he walked off, leaving the figure amused.
A few minutes later, found another figure approaching the still amused person who then tap his shoulder.
"Please forgive him. He might look like that, but he's actually a good person."
The other figure gave a chuckle as he finally stood. "This is the first time anyone would recognize me as a man at the first meeting. This boy really is interesting."
The taller figure was surprised at first, before he broke into a smile. "You should go, Yuu. I'll wander around for a bit."
The man called Yuu smiled knowingly before he nodded his head and leave.
***
Stretching his hands up, Ryosuke yawned while keep on walking. And because of this, he failed to notice a figure walking in front of him and bumped himself to the figure before he fell butt first to the ground.
"Ah, I'm sorry ! Are you alright ?" The man asked worriedly.
Groaning in pain, Ryosuke just nodded his head as he took the offered hand before he felt himself being pulled up.
"Really, you haven't change a bit. Still as clumsy as usual."
Ryosuke felt his body stiffened as the voice finally registered into his head. Looking up, he widened his eyes at the sight of his older brother smiling at him.
"It would be bad if you got into big trouble because of your clumsiness, right ?" His brother then reached behind him to dust off the dirt on his clothes.
"Yuya ?"
The older man smiled. "Yes, it's me, little brother."
Ryosuke gasped before he looked down to his feet.
"I-I've got to go." Ryosuke is about to leave again, but found his hand being pulled by his brother, preventing him from running away.
"Ryosuke, we need to talk." His brother lifted his face to make him look into his eyes. "Please."
Biting his lower lip, Ryosuke knew that from the bottom his heart he wanted to hear from Yuya. To know about everything. Especially after the coversation he had with Keito before. But-
"I can't." He whispered with a strained voice. "I'm not ready." And with that, he pulled his hand away from his brother's grasp. "I'm sorry."
And so Ryosuke ran.
"Ryosuke, wait !"
He heard how his brother is calling his name and chased after him, but he just can't bear to be with his brother now, after a long time. His brother was the reason why he ended up this way. As the cold and antisocial Yamada Ryosuke people came to knew. As one of the leader of the most dangerous underground organization. And despite knowing that his brother had nothing to do with all of that, Ryosuke couldn't stop himself from blaming the older brother figure he used to cherish.
Ryosuke finally stopped running once he's sure that he managed to get away from his brother already. He released a breath before slumping down tiredly against the wall behind his back, feeling his energy suddenly drained from him. He opened his closed eyes as he felt droplets of water suddenly fell on his face. Looking up, he saw the previously bright blue sky turned dark, indicating the rain that had already fell down slightly.
Sighing, Ryosuke find himself unable to care. He's just tired of running. Be it running away from Kota, running from his problems, running from Yuya, or running from this stupid rain. If the sky decided to rain now, then so be it.
As if hearing him, a sound of lightning strike could be heard from afar, before the drizzle turned into a heavy rain. Ryosuke closed his eyes tiredly, not even bothering to find himself a shelter as he just slumped deeper on the ground.
For the next few minutes, Ryosuke felt contended in hearing the sound of splashing water against the ground, as if lulling him.
Taking a deep breath, Ryosuke finally decided to leave. He can't stay there forever. He has to walk back home eventually so that Kota will stop worrying about him. But as he tried to lift his body up, he suddenly felt his vision blurring. He managed to caught himself from falling with the support of the wall behind him. And when his stomach growled, Ryosuke knew that aside from his contacts with the rain, his empty stomach was the reason why his body felt this weak. Shaking his head to clear his blurred vision, Ryosuke tried to walk a few steps. Only to fail miserably when he lost his balance and he fell.
Not having the wall to support his body this time, Ryosuke braced himself before he collapsed to the hard ground, only to found himself against the softness of someone else's body. Unconsciously, Ryosuke inhaled the comforting scent of his catcher and smiled contendedly.
"Didn't someone told you before that it's going to rain soon ? Really, you should've learn to listen to other people's advices more." Came a soft voice from the figure who saved him.
Ryosuke frowned. From his blurry vision, he could only make out a face hidden under a hoodie. He reached out a hand to lift the hoodie away and showed the face of his catcher.
"You..."
But before he could continue, Ryosuke felt himself being consumed by the darkness.
~~~End Of Arc 2 - Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You~~~
Another torture for Ryosuke.. And another person he met on the way~
Fufufu~
Arc 2 - The Meaning Of That Happiness
Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13 (For languanges in some chapters)
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima ; NakaChii ; OkaYama ; more will come as the story evolves..
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary for Arc 2 : Another meeting, another parting.. When the heart was on the verge of breaking down completely, could he still find the true meaning of happiness ?
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ The second arc's name and main plot was actually inspired by Honey L Days' song, The Meaning Of That Happiness, which then I used as the title of this arc.. There will be new characters appearing and
some revealing of the old characters as well~ Hope you'll like it~
~~~Arc 2 - Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You~~~
Kota frowned worriedly as he saw the untouched lunch on the table, before turning his head back to his Young Master.
"Bocchan, aren't you going to eat ?"
Ryosuke sighed tiredly before he stood from his seat and walk away.
"I'm not hungry."
"But Bocchan !" Kota called out. "You haven't eaten anything since yesterday night, and it had started to worried me."
But no words comes from Ryosuke's mouth, so Kota decided to continue.
"You might get sick like this. So please, even if it's just one bite, please eat something."
Ryosuke seemed like he's contemplating Kota's words, but after a few minutes standing in silence, he resumed his track.
"I'm tired, Kota. Please leave me alone."
And before Kota could stop the boy, he had disappeared already.
"Bocchan..."
***
"Keito ?"
The called man just smiled and raised his hand to the person standing in front of him.
"Yo, Ryosuke."
"What are you doing here ?"
Keito shrugged as he leaned back on the couch. "Visiting you, of course. What else ?"
Ryosuke heaved a breath before he seated himself on the couch across Keito.
"I was just worried. You didn't show up for days, and won't even answer my call. So I decided to drop by your house, or rather, mansion." Keito finally explained properly.
Ryosuke nodded his head as he took the cup from the table and took a sip.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to worry you and all. I just, needed some times alone." Ryosuke said tiredly.
Keito frowned as he saw how Ryosuke's hand trembles slightly as he picked the cup, but said nothing about it nevertheless.
"I've heard about it." He spoke lowly.
"Eh ? What are you talking about ?"
"About your brother. I've heard from him."
Ryosuke's figure stiffened at the mention of his brother before he put the cup back down and looked away.
"I won't judge anything about this, but if you'll let me give you a piece of advice, I really think you should speak with him." Keito narrated softly, as if afraid he might hurt Ryosuke while speaking about the seemingly sensitive issue. "You know, to put an end on everything."
"Keito, I-"
"You missed him, Ryosuke." Keito cut him off. "And I don't have to be a genius to know it. It's all written on your face. With the way you tried to avoid him, and by the the look on your face, everyone could tell that you missed your brother. Badly that it hurt."
Ryosuke said nothing as he just lowered his head down, trying to convey his emotions.
"You should stop running away. Because that's just so not you. The Ryosuke I know would face all his problems head-on. Instead of running away from it."
The younger boy then lifted up his face and stare at Keito intently. "You don't understand ! You know nothing about me so stop telling me things !" He spat coldly, despite the unshed tears brimming on the corner of his eyes.
Keito smiled softly before he stood on his seat and approached the younger boy.
"But I do know you." He whispered serenely. "You're just afraid of being left out, again. That's why you avoided your brother, now that he's right in front of you."
He then gave Ryosuke one last smile before bowing down and proceeded to leave.
"Why-How could you said that ?" Ryosuke's broken whispers stopped Keito from leaving completely.
"Because this situation is similar with what had happened between you and Nakajima." Keito gave a low chuckle. "And since it's you, I just had to butt in."
Keito then walked to the door and opened it slightly.
"So that the same thing won't happen the second time."
***
Ryosuke sighed as he walked aimlessly around the city. He was tired of Kota's constant bugging about how worried he is concerning his health. He was just losing his appetite a bit, what's the big deal about it anyway ? So now, Ryosuke decided to escape from his butler's grasp after his classes ended just a few minutes ago and roam around the town to clear his head for a bit.
He just walked randomly, passing random people and random stores, with his headphone blasting his favourite songs from his iPod. Humming the melody of the song softly, Ryosuke then made a turn to the nearest park and took a seat on the empty bench. He casted his eyes to the people around, before leaning back and stared into the blue sky.
"It's going to rain soon, you know."
Ryosuke almost jumped, but managed to refrain himself from doing so before he turned to his offender and is about to yelled at him when the newcomer flashed him a wide smile.
"You should return home soon."
Ryosuke frowned weirdly at this person currently sitting beside him. He scanned the figure's appearance from head-to-toes, only to frown deeper.
"Don't you think you're a little too old to do this kind of cosplay ?" Ryosuke asked bluntly.
The newcomer pouted. "Rude, aren't you ?"
Ryosuke raised an eyebrow as he pay another look on the other person. "You looked like you're around twenty to me. Perhaps more. And I never saw any twenty-years adult wearing a pumpkin outfit. Complete with a pumpkin hat and pumpkin earrings."
"It's Halloween season." Came the happy reply.
"Which had passed already, long ago. It's almost Christmas in case you didn't know, so a Santa outfit would be more fitting if you decided to do a cosplay." Ryosuke almost spat with a tint of sarcasm in his voice.
"Ah, now you mentioned it." The figure grinned. "Nice advice ! I'll be sure to wear my Santa outfit from tomorrow onwards."
"It was a sarcasm." Ryosuke rolled his eyes. "And who the hell are you anyway ?"
"Tsk. You really should watch your languange, boy." The figure flicked his fingers. "And for your information, I was just doing someone a favour. A friend of mine asked me to tell you that it's going to rain soon, so that you'll hurry home and not got caught on the rain. You should be thanking me."
Ryosuke just scoffed as he stood from his seat. "Well, thanks. But I don't feel like listening to some random man. And not to mention that the random man is as weird as you are." And then he walked off, leaving the figure amused.
A few minutes later, found another figure approaching the still amused person who then tap his shoulder.
"Please forgive him. He might look like that, but he's actually a good person."
The other figure gave a chuckle as he finally stood. "This is the first time anyone would recognize me as a man at the first meeting. This boy really is interesting."
The taller figure was surprised at first, before he broke into a smile. "You should go, Yuu. I'll wander around for a bit."
The man called Yuu smiled knowingly before he nodded his head and leave.
***
Stretching his hands up, Ryosuke yawned while keep on walking. And because of this, he failed to notice a figure walking in front of him and bumped himself to the figure before he fell butt first to the ground.
"Ah, I'm sorry ! Are you alright ?" The man asked worriedly.
Groaning in pain, Ryosuke just nodded his head as he took the offered hand before he felt himself being pulled up.
"Really, you haven't change a bit. Still as clumsy as usual."
Ryosuke felt his body stiffened as the voice finally registered into his head. Looking up, he widened his eyes at the sight of his older brother smiling at him.
"It would be bad if you got into big trouble because of your clumsiness, right ?" His brother then reached behind him to dust off the dirt on his clothes.
"Yuya ?"
The older man smiled. "Yes, it's me, little brother."
Ryosuke gasped before he looked down to his feet.
"I-I've got to go." Ryosuke is about to leave again, but found his hand being pulled by his brother, preventing him from running away.
"Ryosuke, we need to talk." His brother lifted his face to make him look into his eyes. "Please."
Biting his lower lip, Ryosuke knew that from the bottom his heart he wanted to hear from Yuya. To know about everything. Especially after the coversation he had with Keito before. But-
"I can't." He whispered with a strained voice. "I'm not ready." And with that, he pulled his hand away from his brother's grasp. "I'm sorry."
And so Ryosuke ran.
"Ryosuke, wait !"
He heard how his brother is calling his name and chased after him, but he just can't bear to be with his brother now, after a long time. His brother was the reason why he ended up this way. As the cold and antisocial Yamada Ryosuke people came to knew. As one of the leader of the most dangerous underground organization. And despite knowing that his brother had nothing to do with all of that, Ryosuke couldn't stop himself from blaming the older brother figure he used to cherish.
Ryosuke finally stopped running once he's sure that he managed to get away from his brother already. He released a breath before slumping down tiredly against the wall behind his back, feeling his energy suddenly drained from him. He opened his closed eyes as he felt droplets of water suddenly fell on his face. Looking up, he saw the previously bright blue sky turned dark, indicating the rain that had already fell down slightly.
Sighing, Ryosuke find himself unable to care. He's just tired of running. Be it running away from Kota, running from his problems, running from Yuya, or running from this stupid rain. If the sky decided to rain now, then so be it.
As if hearing him, a sound of lightning strike could be heard from afar, before the drizzle turned into a heavy rain. Ryosuke closed his eyes tiredly, not even bothering to find himself a shelter as he just slumped deeper on the ground.
For the next few minutes, Ryosuke felt contended in hearing the sound of splashing water against the ground, as if lulling him.
Taking a deep breath, Ryosuke finally decided to leave. He can't stay there forever. He has to walk back home eventually so that Kota will stop worrying about him. But as he tried to lift his body up, he suddenly felt his vision blurring. He managed to caught himself from falling with the support of the wall behind him. And when his stomach growled, Ryosuke knew that aside from his contacts with the rain, his empty stomach was the reason why his body felt this weak. Shaking his head to clear his blurred vision, Ryosuke tried to walk a few steps. Only to fail miserably when he lost his balance and he fell.
Not having the wall to support his body this time, Ryosuke braced himself before he collapsed to the hard ground, only to found himself against the softness of someone else's body. Unconsciously, Ryosuke inhaled the comforting scent of his catcher and smiled contendedly.
"Didn't someone told you before that it's going to rain soon ? Really, you should've learn to listen to other people's advices more." Came a soft voice from the figure who saved him.
Ryosuke frowned. From his blurry vision, he could only make out a face hidden under a hoodie. He reached out a hand to lift the hoodie away and showed the face of his catcher.
"You..."
But before he could continue, Ryosuke felt himself being consumed by the darkness.
~~~End Of Arc 2 - Chapitre 6 - Don't Want To Think About You~~~
Another torture for Ryosuke.. And another person he met on the way~
Fufufu~