Black Saint - Arc 1 - Chapitre 31
Title : Black Saint
Arc 1 - Definition of Bestfriends
Chapitre 31 - Because You're My Friend
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13 (For languanges in some chapters)
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima ; NakaChii ; OkaYama ; more will come as the story evolves..
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Black Saint, an underground organization which involved many kind of underground jobs the upperground people could have asked for. A place where two boys were struggling withing their own destiny while trying to find their own definition of something called 'Bestfriends'.
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ This story was inspired by an idea my bestfriend had this long time a go, and I kinda want to give it a go, in my own version of course.. I asked for his permission to use his idea, and thank God that he agreed~ XDD
Hope you'll like the story~ And comments are always appreciated~ XD
~~~Chapitre 31 - Because You're My Friend~~~
Ryosuke bit his lower lip. His heart is a mixed of feelings. On one side, he doesn't want to hear what Yuto wanted to say. But on the other side, he was curious to find out what's the story is. Taking a deep breath, Ryosuke leaned back on his pillow and closed his eyes.
"Go on, Yuto. I'm listening."
He could feel Yuto smiled on his side, before the boy took a deep breath and begin his story.
"You do know about my past, right ?" Yuto asked, which was answered by a nod by Ryosuke. "My family was massacred, right before my eyes, by some unknown being I used to called beasts. I almost lost my life as well that night, but I was being saved by some man who then took care of me and raised me. From Loki-san, as what my saviour wanted me to call him, I learned this underground world. Naturally, I followed his lead and join the underground world myself."
Soon after I joined the Organization, Loki-san was killed, leaving me all by myself. Losing so many people the hard way so early, I was turned into a disclosed person. I chose not to be too attached to anyone so that it won't be painful when that someone left me. That was the main reason of why I refused my real feelings toward you, always reminding myself that you're nothing more than my acquintance, despite everything that had happened between us."
"Yeah. And that's how we ended up like this." Ryosuke said almost sarcastically.
Yuto laughed crisply before continuing. "Indeed. But you see, my real story begins from here on." Yuto's smiling face suddenly turned serious here. "A couple of months ago, I found Loki-san's old stuffs. And between them, was an old journal book filled with his thoughts. As old-fashioned as it might seem, it was from that journal I found out the truth about my family's massacre years ago."
Ryosuke frowned as he caught sadness flashed in Yuto's eyes.
"The one who was behind it all was this very Black Saint Organization. And it was actually Loki-san himself, the one I looked up to as my saviour, who mercilessly killed my family. Knowing that, I couldn't helped but feeling angry, and disappointed. And so, out of anger, I started roaming around underground organizations, and seeked for the truth about my family's massacre, since I was sure that I won't find a thing from the inside. In return of gaining those resources, I told those guys things concerning our organization's secrets. Nothing vital, but enough to have them satisfied. I might have wanted to revenge the organization for ruining my life, but this organization was a place that raised me as well. So, as expected, all I did was but a silly betrayal."
Ryosuke said nothing, as he only stared deeply into Yuto's figure.
"And about Chii, I just wanted you to know that the reason why I've became so attached with him was because he somehow resembled my younger brother. So I felt like I could be myself when I'm with him and talk just about anything. I told him about our organization's existence because I knew that he could be trusted. It's just, because he's different." Yuto finished with a sigh.
"Why- are you telling me these ?" Ryosuke asked finally.
Yuto smiled. "Because you're also different. I've told you before, that you're special to me, Yama-chan. That's why I wanted to tell you everything."
***
Chinen sighed deeply as he laid his head on the wooden desk. The class is about to start in a few minutes, but he doesn't feel like studying at all. He just, wanted to be alone. After everything that had happened, and Yuto's decision, it's just, too much for him.
"Is this seat open ?"
Almost jumping from his seat, Chinen lifted his head and answered frantically. "A-ah, yes !" Looking up, he met eyes with Ryosuke's, who looked amused by his act. "Yamada-kun ?!" He yelled.
Ryosuke scrunched his nose as he seated himself down on the seat beside him. "You're too loud as always."
Blushing, Chinen looked down in embarrasment. "Sorry."
"Don't be. That's who you are, after all." Ryosuke commented curtly before taking out his books from inside his bag.
Losing all words, Chinen just watched Ryosuke who began to open one of the books to a certain page and start reading. Realizing that the book he was reading filled with some languange he couldn't comprehend, Chinen gave up and sighed.
"Yamada-kun ?" He asked almost hesitantly.
"What ?" Came the quick reply.
"Why are you returning to this college ?" He took a careful glance and watched whether the older's face is changing or not.
"Why do you ask ?"
Chinen pouted. "Well, for one, Yuto-kun's no longer here. And so I thought that you have no other reason to stay."
Ryosuke stopped his reading as he turned his face toward the younger boy. "Well, since I took all the troubles to get here, I thought I might as well do it until the end. Who knows I might actually learn something here."
"I see." Chinen nodded his head in understanding.
"Beside," He could hear Ryosuke sighed as he continue. "I think this would be a good reason to reject my parents' order to have me follow them in their so-called business trip."
Chinen chuckled at the remark the older boy was making. "Ah, by the way, how are you doing ?"
He caught Ryosuke frowned at the question before the said boy shrugged nonchalantly.
"It's nothing really."
Chinen nodded, and just in time as their lecturer entered the room and signaling the class that the lecture is about to begin. Both boys fell into silence as they listened to their English literature teacher's lecture. Around 20 minutes into the lecture, Chinen began to steal glances to the boy sitting beside him.
"Yamada-kun ?"
"What is it now ?" The boy responded calmly, as he seemed like he's trying to stifle a yawn.
"Did you- did you hear from Yuto-kun ?"
Ryosuke turned his gaze toward the smaller boy, eyeing him intently.
"If it's about Yuto leaving the organization you are talking about, then yes, I've heard from him."
"Oh." Chinen commented shortly, feeling a little surprised at how calm Ryosuke could be about this matter. "Then, how do you say about it ?" He asked carefully.
"Even if I have tons to say about this, it's not like it would change a thing anyway." Ryosuke shrugged. "That's Yuto's life. So it's up to him to decide."
"Aren't you, worried ?" Chinen asked, rather fearfully.
He watched how Ryosuke sighed before the boy leaned back on his chair. "Of course I was, and still am, worried about his decision. But then again, I have decided to trust him, and his decision. No matter how stupid, or unreasonable it was."
Chinen bit his lower lip. "Why ?"
"Because he's my friend. He might be stupid and all, but he's still my friend."
Ryosuke closed his eyes as his mind wander to the conversation he just had with Yuto last night.
"But worry not, he will still be around for a while. He still has times to think over things." Ryosuke sighed. "Though I doubt there will be anything which change his decision anymore."
***
Staring up at the starry sky, Yuto sighed in relieve.
"Now I know why Yama-chan liked to stay like this so much. The wind felt so good indeed."
He chuckled to himself before closing the window and turned around. He's going to miss this place. And most of all, he's going to miss his 'friends'. Both Chii and Yama-chan. And perhaps some other people. Thinking about it almost brought Yuto back into tears.
Looking at the three envelopes in his hands, Yuto took a deep breath. He then proceeded to walk out his house. And as soon as he's out, there stood the person he had expected to come, though not actually the one he really wanted to see.
"Finally make up your decision, Nakajima-kun ?"
Yuto's face hardened at the figure currently walking closer to him.
"So, what's your answer ?"
Yuto said nothing to answer the man's question. In contrary, he just kept a keen eye on the man stood a few metres away from him. After his previous encounters with the guy, Yuto found himself still amused by how this man looked.
A polkadot leggings under bright blue shorts with which fell on his knees. Combined with purple-and-white stripped shirt behind an obvious pink wool jacket with bunny design on the chest. Added with the rainbow shoes and slightly visible blue socks, the man just looked amazingly childish right now. And anyway, what's with those bunny backpack and hairpin ? Is he a bunny-lover or something ?
"I've decided." He said finally.
"Yes ?" A smile could be seen formed on the man's lips as Yuto's face hardened more.
"I don't want to have it end like that."
"Nice decision." Commented the man shortly. "I know it's hard. To be vanished into thin air like you were never exist. It was worse than death itself. But considering your situation, I should say that it's all for the best."
"Yeah." Yuto agreed half-heartedly.
The Neverwhere, for once, actually smiled symphatetically and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"You're doing this to protect the ones you cared about. At least you're aware of that, Nakajima-kun."
~~~End Of Arc 1~~~
Finally~ I've met an end for this story~
Well, not actually but- at least the first one was over~
There is still an epilogue, which is like some desserts of the story, unless, it's not that sweet, I suppose..
Oh, well..
Enough with the meaningless blabbering~ I hope you enjoy the story and please look forward for the epilogue and of course, the second arc of the story as well~
Thanks for reading everyone~ *waves*
Arc 1 - Definition of Bestfriends
Chapitre 31 - Because You're My Friend
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13 (For languanges in some chapters)
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima ; NakaChii ; OkaYama ; more will come as the story evolves..
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Black Saint, an underground organization which involved many kind of underground jobs the upperground people could have asked for. A place where two boys were struggling withing their own destiny while trying to find their own definition of something called 'Bestfriends'.
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ This story was inspired by an idea my bestfriend had this long time a go, and I kinda want to give it a go, in my own version of course.. I asked for his permission to use his idea, and thank God that he agreed~ XDD
Hope you'll like the story~ And comments are always appreciated~ XD
~~~Chapitre 31 - Because You're My Friend~~~
Ryosuke bit his lower lip. His heart is a mixed of feelings. On one side, he doesn't want to hear what Yuto wanted to say. But on the other side, he was curious to find out what's the story is. Taking a deep breath, Ryosuke leaned back on his pillow and closed his eyes.
"Go on, Yuto. I'm listening."
He could feel Yuto smiled on his side, before the boy took a deep breath and begin his story.
"You do know about my past, right ?" Yuto asked, which was answered by a nod by Ryosuke. "My family was massacred, right before my eyes, by some unknown being I used to called beasts. I almost lost my life as well that night, but I was being saved by some man who then took care of me and raised me. From Loki-san, as what my saviour wanted me to call him, I learned this underground world. Naturally, I followed his lead and join the underground world myself."
Soon after I joined the Organization, Loki-san was killed, leaving me all by myself. Losing so many people the hard way so early, I was turned into a disclosed person. I chose not to be too attached to anyone so that it won't be painful when that someone left me. That was the main reason of why I refused my real feelings toward you, always reminding myself that you're nothing more than my acquintance, despite everything that had happened between us."
"Yeah. And that's how we ended up like this." Ryosuke said almost sarcastically.
Yuto laughed crisply before continuing. "Indeed. But you see, my real story begins from here on." Yuto's smiling face suddenly turned serious here. "A couple of months ago, I found Loki-san's old stuffs. And between them, was an old journal book filled with his thoughts. As old-fashioned as it might seem, it was from that journal I found out the truth about my family's massacre years ago."
Ryosuke frowned as he caught sadness flashed in Yuto's eyes.
"The one who was behind it all was this very Black Saint Organization. And it was actually Loki-san himself, the one I looked up to as my saviour, who mercilessly killed my family. Knowing that, I couldn't helped but feeling angry, and disappointed. And so, out of anger, I started roaming around underground organizations, and seeked for the truth about my family's massacre, since I was sure that I won't find a thing from the inside. In return of gaining those resources, I told those guys things concerning our organization's secrets. Nothing vital, but enough to have them satisfied. I might have wanted to revenge the organization for ruining my life, but this organization was a place that raised me as well. So, as expected, all I did was but a silly betrayal."
Ryosuke said nothing, as he only stared deeply into Yuto's figure.
"And about Chii, I just wanted you to know that the reason why I've became so attached with him was because he somehow resembled my younger brother. So I felt like I could be myself when I'm with him and talk just about anything. I told him about our organization's existence because I knew that he could be trusted. It's just, because he's different." Yuto finished with a sigh.
"Why- are you telling me these ?" Ryosuke asked finally.
Yuto smiled. "Because you're also different. I've told you before, that you're special to me, Yama-chan. That's why I wanted to tell you everything."
***
Chinen sighed deeply as he laid his head on the wooden desk. The class is about to start in a few minutes, but he doesn't feel like studying at all. He just, wanted to be alone. After everything that had happened, and Yuto's decision, it's just, too much for him.
"Is this seat open ?"
Almost jumping from his seat, Chinen lifted his head and answered frantically. "A-ah, yes !" Looking up, he met eyes with Ryosuke's, who looked amused by his act. "Yamada-kun ?!" He yelled.
Ryosuke scrunched his nose as he seated himself down on the seat beside him. "You're too loud as always."
Blushing, Chinen looked down in embarrasment. "Sorry."
"Don't be. That's who you are, after all." Ryosuke commented curtly before taking out his books from inside his bag.
Losing all words, Chinen just watched Ryosuke who began to open one of the books to a certain page and start reading. Realizing that the book he was reading filled with some languange he couldn't comprehend, Chinen gave up and sighed.
"Yamada-kun ?" He asked almost hesitantly.
"What ?" Came the quick reply.
"Why are you returning to this college ?" He took a careful glance and watched whether the older's face is changing or not.
"Why do you ask ?"
Chinen pouted. "Well, for one, Yuto-kun's no longer here. And so I thought that you have no other reason to stay."
Ryosuke stopped his reading as he turned his face toward the younger boy. "Well, since I took all the troubles to get here, I thought I might as well do it until the end. Who knows I might actually learn something here."
"I see." Chinen nodded his head in understanding.
"Beside," He could hear Ryosuke sighed as he continue. "I think this would be a good reason to reject my parents' order to have me follow them in their so-called business trip."
Chinen chuckled at the remark the older boy was making. "Ah, by the way, how are you doing ?"
He caught Ryosuke frowned at the question before the said boy shrugged nonchalantly.
"It's nothing really."
Chinen nodded, and just in time as their lecturer entered the room and signaling the class that the lecture is about to begin. Both boys fell into silence as they listened to their English literature teacher's lecture. Around 20 minutes into the lecture, Chinen began to steal glances to the boy sitting beside him.
"Yamada-kun ?"
"What is it now ?" The boy responded calmly, as he seemed like he's trying to stifle a yawn.
"Did you- did you hear from Yuto-kun ?"
Ryosuke turned his gaze toward the smaller boy, eyeing him intently.
"If it's about Yuto leaving the organization you are talking about, then yes, I've heard from him."
"Oh." Chinen commented shortly, feeling a little surprised at how calm Ryosuke could be about this matter. "Then, how do you say about it ?" He asked carefully.
"Even if I have tons to say about this, it's not like it would change a thing anyway." Ryosuke shrugged. "That's Yuto's life. So it's up to him to decide."
"Aren't you, worried ?" Chinen asked, rather fearfully.
He watched how Ryosuke sighed before the boy leaned back on his chair. "Of course I was, and still am, worried about his decision. But then again, I have decided to trust him, and his decision. No matter how stupid, or unreasonable it was."
Chinen bit his lower lip. "Why ?"
"Because he's my friend. He might be stupid and all, but he's still my friend."
Ryosuke closed his eyes as his mind wander to the conversation he just had with Yuto last night.
"But worry not, he will still be around for a while. He still has times to think over things." Ryosuke sighed. "Though I doubt there will be anything which change his decision anymore."
***
Staring up at the starry sky, Yuto sighed in relieve.
"Now I know why Yama-chan liked to stay like this so much. The wind felt so good indeed."
He chuckled to himself before closing the window and turned around. He's going to miss this place. And most of all, he's going to miss his 'friends'. Both Chii and Yama-chan. And perhaps some other people. Thinking about it almost brought Yuto back into tears.
Looking at the three envelopes in his hands, Yuto took a deep breath. He then proceeded to walk out his house. And as soon as he's out, there stood the person he had expected to come, though not actually the one he really wanted to see.
"Finally make up your decision, Nakajima-kun ?"
Yuto's face hardened at the figure currently walking closer to him.
"So, what's your answer ?"
Yuto said nothing to answer the man's question. In contrary, he just kept a keen eye on the man stood a few metres away from him. After his previous encounters with the guy, Yuto found himself still amused by how this man looked.
A polkadot leggings under bright blue shorts with which fell on his knees. Combined with purple-and-white stripped shirt behind an obvious pink wool jacket with bunny design on the chest. Added with the rainbow shoes and slightly visible blue socks, the man just looked amazingly childish right now. And anyway, what's with those bunny backpack and hairpin ? Is he a bunny-lover or something ?
"I've decided." He said finally.
"Yes ?" A smile could be seen formed on the man's lips as Yuto's face hardened more.
"I don't want to have it end like that."
"Nice decision." Commented the man shortly. "I know it's hard. To be vanished into thin air like you were never exist. It was worse than death itself. But considering your situation, I should say that it's all for the best."
"Yeah." Yuto agreed half-heartedly.
The Neverwhere, for once, actually smiled symphatetically and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"You're doing this to protect the ones you cared about. At least you're aware of that, Nakajima-kun."
~~~End Of Arc 1~~~
Finally~ I've met an end for this story~
Well, not actually but- at least the first one was over~
There is still an epilogue, which is like some desserts of the story, unless, it's not that sweet, I suppose..
Oh, well..
Enough with the meaningless blabbering~ I hope you enjoy the story and please look forward for the epilogue and of course, the second arc of the story as well~
Thanks for reading everyone~ *waves*