Make You Smile - Fifth Smile
Title : Make You Smile
Fifth Smile
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : R
Pairing : YabuYama [brotherhood] ; One-sided!HikaYama ; hinted!YamaJima
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : Yabu Kota is a newly grown-up boy whom Father just married to a woman he came to love as a part of his family. From this marriage, Kota met his new Mother's son, namely Yamada Ryosuke, who seemed to cannot speak and doesn't like to smile. But Kota found the boy lovely just the way he is. That was why, Kota vowed to himself, that he will make Ryosuke smile again and again, as he unveil the past of the his new brother.
Author's Note : This was requested by
suzaku20 . She owns the title, the plot, the choice of characters, and simply the whole story. I only helped her realizing the plot~ XDD
Warning : There will be indecent things happened in this chappie.. And no, it's not going far because the story would be different if so... Anyway, if you find it offending, feel free to skip this chappie~ And yeah, this chappie is a 'Flashback'.
Make You Smile
Fifth Smile
"See you tomorrow !" Ryosuke wave at his hand at his friends before half-running to his house's direction. He should have been home since an hour ago. But no one expected the extra lessons would take this long. Sighing, the boy just increase his pace so he could be arrived at home as soon as possible.
But it seems like that the nature has another plan for him. Just about 10 minutes after his run, the sky had turned cloudy, and droplets of rain are pouring hard on the ground before he knew. Slightly cursing, he quickly find shelter close to him. Under a rather abandoned house's roof, just beside an abandoned alley. He groans as he found himself in a rather dangerous place. He's dying to move and find some other shelter, in a more crowded place, but decided to go against it and just wait here, hoping the rain will be stopping soon.
He's never the healthiest boy among his friends. Actually, he tends to get sick easily. His mother once told him, that his susceptible condition was because he was born prematurely, but in time, he would be as healthy as the others. It's just, at the time being, he must be careful. And that was why he decided to stay despite being in a deserted place with no one to call if he ever needs help. He'd been soaked already, he couldn't risk getting any colder and being bedridden the next day. Not when the exam is near.
Ryosuke sigh as he warily check on his watch. It'd been almost half an hour since the rain had started, and it doesn't show any sign of stopping soon. He now regretted leaving both his umbrella and cellphone at home. But he was late this morning. And he just found out that he missed his umbrella and phone half-way. There's no way he could be arrived at school on-time if he took a detour back home to retrieve his belongings first.
"I wish I accepted Yuto-kun's offer to ride with his bike home together, That way, even if we both forgot our umbrellas, we would be together." He sighs once again, before shuddering over the cold rain.
"Ojou-chan ?" Suddenly, a familiar voice showed up in front of him. And as Ryosuke looks up, he sees an older boy showed up in front of him, with his hand holding a huge umbrella above his head.
Ryosuke groan. This was certainly not a first for someone to mistook him as a girl, and he didn't really mind it because he realized it himself that he is indeed, looked like a girl. But this certain boy is an exception.
"Sorry, I'm not a girl." He denied sarcastically.
"Is that so ?" The boy seemed surprised. "Well, I'm sorry then. But you really looked like a girl there."
Ryosuke pout at the comment. "Yeah ? Well, you're not the first one to say that."
The older boy laugh crisply. "I see."
Ryosuke just pout more at this. "Anyway, if you don't have anything else to do with me, you may leave now."
The boy seemed amused by Ryosuke's behaviour. "Pardon me. But really, my intention was to ask you, whether you wanted me to bring you home or not. Because you seemed very cold and need a ride home soon."
"I'm fine here, thank you." Ryosuke rejected irritatedly.
"Are you really ? Because you're trembling hard here as we speak." The boy put a hand on Ryosuke's shoulder.
Ryosuke is contemplating the offer. The boy was right. The cold had gotten over him and he knows he would still be sick if he was to stay longer here any longer. And the boy here is actually nice, though his comments are annoying. But he doesn't like this boy because he teased him a lot. But then again, as long as they walk in a crowded place, he won't dare to do anything weird, right ? And beside, his house is not that far away from this place. Just another 20 minutes of walk, and he will be safe home.
"So, what do you think ?"
Ryosuke sigh as he gives another shudder. "Fine. My house is not that far away anyway. I would take your offer. And, thank you, for helping me out."
"Lead the way then !" The boy beamed cheerfully.
And so, the two of them are walking under the rain together toward Ryosuke's house in silence. Ryosuke feel the older boy's stares at him once in a while, but ignore it all the way.
"You know, you have a beautiful voice."
Ryosuke was stunned at this. "Ha ?" He asks dumbfully.
"Well, I don't mean to offend, but you really have a beautiful voice. Your face is kinda girly, but your voice is rather deep. And it was cool, but cute too at the same time. Added to your appearance, it makes you a perfect beauty." Explained the older boy.
"Well, thank you. But somehow, I wasn't feeling all impressed at that." Said Ryosuke flatly as he continues walking forward. But when the wain start touching his skin once again, he realized that the boy had stopped walking. Turning his face around, he watch the boy confusedly. "Senpai ?"
Without a warning, the older boy had already slammed Ryosuke's smaller figure to the nearest wall. Ryosuke wince at the impact, before glaring at the older boy's face.
"What are you doing, Senpai ?! Let me go !" He demands angrily.
"You know, Yamada, I've been watching you all these times. Always. From when you first stepped out of your house, until you get inside it again at the end of the day. I saw how you happily playing around with your friends at school. I also saw how your friend, -Nakajima, is he ?- flirted with you every moments you two are together. And it pained me. Because I was the first to knew you. I was the first to knew your beauty-self. I was the first ! And now, I want to claim what is mine..." The older boy whispers huskily.
Ryosuke shake his head as he kept on pushing the boy away, but to no avail. Tears streamed down his face as he was engulfed in fear. Panickedly glancing around, he found that they were standing in a deserted road. No wonder, since the rain had been real heavy, people mostly wanted to stayed inside.
"No, please ! Stay away from me !" Ryosuke tried to protect himself from the stronger older boy. He doesn't want this. Heck, he didn't even understand half of the boy's words. One thing for sure, is that he's terrified as hell.
"And your voice... You don't know how much your voice turned me on... I suffered long enough because of you, Yamada Ryosuke... Don't you agree ?" Lust is the only thing Ryosuke could see from the older boy's eyes. The usual playfulness had disappeared.
"No ! No, please, don't !" Ryosuke cried hysterically as he felt the older boy start ripping his shirt. "No ! Help ! Please, anyone ! Help me !"
"Shhh... It's okay, Yama-chan... I won't hurt you..." The older boy make a smirk as he start touching Ryosuke's white skin.
Ryosuke shuddered, both by the cold and by the older boy's touch. His tears flows more as he knows that he's all alone and can't do a thing to get himself out of this situation. His small whimpers doesn't seemed to mind the older boy as he hungrily stares at his little body.
"You're still a kid, yet you have this beautiful body." The older boy started before advancing to kiss him fully on the lips.
Ryosuke closed his eyes as he had already resigned to his fate. That's it. He's done for. But the touch he dreaded to feel was never coming. Instead, he felt the other's weight start to move away from him. Fearfully, he squinted his left eye only to see the older boy covering his face in agony before he fell on the ground.
"I... Yamada, I... God, what did I do..." Ryosuke could hear the other mumbling desperately.
"S-senpai ?" He asks hesitantly.
"Just go, Yamada ! Go before I lose my mind once again !" The older boy ordered him.
"But Senpai- "
"Just GO !" The boy screamed.
Feeling his fear creeping back, Ryosuke take a few steps away, before dashing his way home. Forgetting his worry towards the rain. As he runs, the memories from a while ago kept on replaying on his mind. That was real close. He never thought that his Senpai would do something indecent like that. He can't imagined of what might happen if the older boy didn't realized over his things. He might have already been raped by now. Thank God, the older boy still got his senses.
As he imagined how his goofy-playful Senpai suddenly turned into a beast like that, tears are once again staining his face. He just couldn't believe it. It was true that he doesn't like the older boy for he always teased him to no end, but he could be a dependable and caring older brother too when necessary. The older boy had always been there to help him for as long as he could remember. He just couldn't believe that someone he believed would do something like that to him.
"And your voice... You don't know how much your voice turned me on..."
"My voice..." Ryosuke trailed off quietly. "I don't need it anymore... I don't want my voice anymore..." He wailed to himself.
Crouching down on the cold street, Ryosuke hugs himself close as he start to piece things through.
"I'm going to protect you, Yama-chan ! Promise !"
Ryosuke cries harder as he remembers that one moment the older boy vowed to his small, insecure self. And he had trusted him back then, so much, only to be slapped with this reality.
"I'm not, I'm not gonna use my voice ever again ! And I won't let myself to believe older boys ever again ! They're all betrayer ! They could only promise you that they will protect you, but those are all lies ! Lies !" He screams quietly.
And for who knows how long, he stayed in that position, until the chilly night breeze hit his body and he shuddered from it. Looking up, only then he realized that the rain had stopped. Sluggishly, he stands up on his feet, and start walking home.
The reaction his mother showed one she saw him standing by the doorway was to be expected. But before she could fuss over him, he quickly fled to his bedroom. He discarded his wet and scattered clothes before grabbing the first pyjamas he found on his cupboard. Not even minding that he's all wet and dirty, he plopped himself on his bed. Trying to blanked his mind from any disturbed thoughts, the tears had once again, stubbornly flowing from his eyes. He hugs his pillows close as he cries himself to sleep that night, mouth constantly repeating the same syllables over and over again; "Hikaru-senpai... why... ?"
~~~~~tbc
Nothing much to say.. Sorry if you found spelling or grammar errors. English was not my mother's languange, and I was too lazy to beta-ed this fic~
Anyway, I'm waiting for your review minna~ *chuu*
Fifth Smile
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : R
Pairing : YabuYama [brotherhood] ; One-sided!HikaYama ; hinted!YamaJima
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : Yabu Kota is a newly grown-up boy whom Father just married to a woman he came to love as a part of his family. From this marriage, Kota met his new Mother's son, namely Yamada Ryosuke, who seemed to cannot speak and doesn't like to smile. But Kota found the boy lovely just the way he is. That was why, Kota vowed to himself, that he will make Ryosuke smile again and again, as he unveil the past of the his new brother.
Author's Note : This was requested by
suzaku20 . She owns the title, the plot, the choice of characters, and simply the whole story. I only helped her realizing the plot~ XDD
Warning : There will be indecent things happened in this chappie.. And no, it's not going far because the story would be different if so... Anyway, if you find it offending, feel free to skip this chappie~ And yeah, this chappie is a 'Flashback'.
Make You Smile
Fifth Smile
"See you tomorrow !" Ryosuke wave at his hand at his friends before half-running to his house's direction. He should have been home since an hour ago. But no one expected the extra lessons would take this long. Sighing, the boy just increase his pace so he could be arrived at home as soon as possible.
But it seems like that the nature has another plan for him. Just about 10 minutes after his run, the sky had turned cloudy, and droplets of rain are pouring hard on the ground before he knew. Slightly cursing, he quickly find shelter close to him. Under a rather abandoned house's roof, just beside an abandoned alley. He groans as he found himself in a rather dangerous place. He's dying to move and find some other shelter, in a more crowded place, but decided to go against it and just wait here, hoping the rain will be stopping soon.
He's never the healthiest boy among his friends. Actually, he tends to get sick easily. His mother once told him, that his susceptible condition was because he was born prematurely, but in time, he would be as healthy as the others. It's just, at the time being, he must be careful. And that was why he decided to stay despite being in a deserted place with no one to call if he ever needs help. He'd been soaked already, he couldn't risk getting any colder and being bedridden the next day. Not when the exam is near.
Ryosuke sigh as he warily check on his watch. It'd been almost half an hour since the rain had started, and it doesn't show any sign of stopping soon. He now regretted leaving both his umbrella and cellphone at home. But he was late this morning. And he just found out that he missed his umbrella and phone half-way. There's no way he could be arrived at school on-time if he took a detour back home to retrieve his belongings first.
"I wish I accepted Yuto-kun's offer to ride with his bike home together, That way, even if we both forgot our umbrellas, we would be together." He sighs once again, before shuddering over the cold rain.
"Ojou-chan ?" Suddenly, a familiar voice showed up in front of him. And as Ryosuke looks up, he sees an older boy showed up in front of him, with his hand holding a huge umbrella above his head.
Ryosuke groan. This was certainly not a first for someone to mistook him as a girl, and he didn't really mind it because he realized it himself that he is indeed, looked like a girl. But this certain boy is an exception.
"Sorry, I'm not a girl." He denied sarcastically.
"Is that so ?" The boy seemed surprised. "Well, I'm sorry then. But you really looked like a girl there."
Ryosuke pout at the comment. "Yeah ? Well, you're not the first one to say that."
The older boy laugh crisply. "I see."
Ryosuke just pout more at this. "Anyway, if you don't have anything else to do with me, you may leave now."
The boy seemed amused by Ryosuke's behaviour. "Pardon me. But really, my intention was to ask you, whether you wanted me to bring you home or not. Because you seemed very cold and need a ride home soon."
"I'm fine here, thank you." Ryosuke rejected irritatedly.
"Are you really ? Because you're trembling hard here as we speak." The boy put a hand on Ryosuke's shoulder.
Ryosuke is contemplating the offer. The boy was right. The cold had gotten over him and he knows he would still be sick if he was to stay longer here any longer. And the boy here is actually nice, though his comments are annoying. But he doesn't like this boy because he teased him a lot. But then again, as long as they walk in a crowded place, he won't dare to do anything weird, right ? And beside, his house is not that far away from this place. Just another 20 minutes of walk, and he will be safe home.
"So, what do you think ?"
Ryosuke sigh as he gives another shudder. "Fine. My house is not that far away anyway. I would take your offer. And, thank you, for helping me out."
"Lead the way then !" The boy beamed cheerfully.
And so, the two of them are walking under the rain together toward Ryosuke's house in silence. Ryosuke feel the older boy's stares at him once in a while, but ignore it all the way.
"You know, you have a beautiful voice."
Ryosuke was stunned at this. "Ha ?" He asks dumbfully.
"Well, I don't mean to offend, but you really have a beautiful voice. Your face is kinda girly, but your voice is rather deep. And it was cool, but cute too at the same time. Added to your appearance, it makes you a perfect beauty." Explained the older boy.
"Well, thank you. But somehow, I wasn't feeling all impressed at that." Said Ryosuke flatly as he continues walking forward. But when the wain start touching his skin once again, he realized that the boy had stopped walking. Turning his face around, he watch the boy confusedly. "Senpai ?"
Without a warning, the older boy had already slammed Ryosuke's smaller figure to the nearest wall. Ryosuke wince at the impact, before glaring at the older boy's face.
"What are you doing, Senpai ?! Let me go !" He demands angrily.
"You know, Yamada, I've been watching you all these times. Always. From when you first stepped out of your house, until you get inside it again at the end of the day. I saw how you happily playing around with your friends at school. I also saw how your friend, -Nakajima, is he ?- flirted with you every moments you two are together. And it pained me. Because I was the first to knew you. I was the first to knew your beauty-self. I was the first ! And now, I want to claim what is mine..." The older boy whispers huskily.
Ryosuke shake his head as he kept on pushing the boy away, but to no avail. Tears streamed down his face as he was engulfed in fear. Panickedly glancing around, he found that they were standing in a deserted road. No wonder, since the rain had been real heavy, people mostly wanted to stayed inside.
"No, please ! Stay away from me !" Ryosuke tried to protect himself from the stronger older boy. He doesn't want this. Heck, he didn't even understand half of the boy's words. One thing for sure, is that he's terrified as hell.
"And your voice... You don't know how much your voice turned me on... I suffered long enough because of you, Yamada Ryosuke... Don't you agree ?" Lust is the only thing Ryosuke could see from the older boy's eyes. The usual playfulness had disappeared.
"No ! No, please, don't !" Ryosuke cried hysterically as he felt the older boy start ripping his shirt. "No ! Help ! Please, anyone ! Help me !"
"Shhh... It's okay, Yama-chan... I won't hurt you..." The older boy make a smirk as he start touching Ryosuke's white skin.
Ryosuke shuddered, both by the cold and by the older boy's touch. His tears flows more as he knows that he's all alone and can't do a thing to get himself out of this situation. His small whimpers doesn't seemed to mind the older boy as he hungrily stares at his little body.
"You're still a kid, yet you have this beautiful body." The older boy started before advancing to kiss him fully on the lips.
Ryosuke closed his eyes as he had already resigned to his fate. That's it. He's done for. But the touch he dreaded to feel was never coming. Instead, he felt the other's weight start to move away from him. Fearfully, he squinted his left eye only to see the older boy covering his face in agony before he fell on the ground.
"I... Yamada, I... God, what did I do..." Ryosuke could hear the other mumbling desperately.
"S-senpai ?" He asks hesitantly.
"Just go, Yamada ! Go before I lose my mind once again !" The older boy ordered him.
"But Senpai- "
"Just GO !" The boy screamed.
Feeling his fear creeping back, Ryosuke take a few steps away, before dashing his way home. Forgetting his worry towards the rain. As he runs, the memories from a while ago kept on replaying on his mind. That was real close. He never thought that his Senpai would do something indecent like that. He can't imagined of what might happen if the older boy didn't realized over his things. He might have already been raped by now. Thank God, the older boy still got his senses.
As he imagined how his goofy-playful Senpai suddenly turned into a beast like that, tears are once again staining his face. He just couldn't believe it. It was true that he doesn't like the older boy for he always teased him to no end, but he could be a dependable and caring older brother too when necessary. The older boy had always been there to help him for as long as he could remember. He just couldn't believe that someone he believed would do something like that to him.
"And your voice... You don't know how much your voice turned me on..."
"My voice..." Ryosuke trailed off quietly. "I don't need it anymore... I don't want my voice anymore..." He wailed to himself.
Crouching down on the cold street, Ryosuke hugs himself close as he start to piece things through.
"I'm going to protect you, Yama-chan ! Promise !"
Ryosuke cries harder as he remembers that one moment the older boy vowed to his small, insecure self. And he had trusted him back then, so much, only to be slapped with this reality.
"I'm not, I'm not gonna use my voice ever again ! And I won't let myself to believe older boys ever again ! They're all betrayer ! They could only promise you that they will protect you, but those are all lies ! Lies !" He screams quietly.
And for who knows how long, he stayed in that position, until the chilly night breeze hit his body and he shuddered from it. Looking up, only then he realized that the rain had stopped. Sluggishly, he stands up on his feet, and start walking home.
The reaction his mother showed one she saw him standing by the doorway was to be expected. But before she could fuss over him, he quickly fled to his bedroom. He discarded his wet and scattered clothes before grabbing the first pyjamas he found on his cupboard. Not even minding that he's all wet and dirty, he plopped himself on his bed. Trying to blanked his mind from any disturbed thoughts, the tears had once again, stubbornly flowing from his eyes. He hugs his pillows close as he cries himself to sleep that night, mouth constantly repeating the same syllables over and over again; "Hikaru-senpai... why... ?"
~~~~~tbc
Nothing much to say.. Sorry if you found spelling or grammar errors. English was not my mother's languange, and I was too lazy to beta-ed this fic~
Anyway, I'm waiting for your review minna~ *chuu*