Infinity - Seventh Chance
Title : Infinity
Seventh Chance
Author : rei *me*
Rating : pg
Pairing : HikaBu [friendship] ; YabuYama & HikaYama [parentship ?]
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : there are infinity chances spread ahead of us, if we just would see..
Author's note : Another fic presented for you.. It was mostly about HikaBu.. well, this was their POV after all.. but since i'm a Ryosuke-biased, his apperance was kinda important too here.. *whacked*
Author's note 2 : I'm so sorry for the lack of update nowadays.. No reasons will be given.. Only me to blame.. TToTT Anyway, douzo~
Infinity
Seventh Chance
Opening his eyes slowly, Ryosuke begin to make around of his whereabout.
'I'm in my ward already. What had happened I wonder.'
He props his elbows and slowly getting up and sit on his bed. Slowly he moves back and leans on his pillows.
'I remember going out to Sugihara-sensei's office. But then before I could knock, I heard Yabu-kun's voice from inside. He was talking with Sugihara-sensei about...'
At this realization, his eyes dilated and sweats start to break and gliding down his face.
"Uso..." He whispers in a chocked voice as his hands reaching out to clutch on his head. "Sonna..." He grips his head tight. "It can't be true..."
"But, 5 years is short enough ! And now you're telling me that Ryosuke only has 2 years left to live ?!"
That angry voice of Yabu echoed in his mind as more realization rushed in.
"I only have 2 more years to live..." He grips on his head tighter. "I still want to dance and sing with the others... I still want to watch my sisters' marriages and see their families... Their children... I still want to spend more times with my friends... Just fooling around with each other... I still want to fall in love... To have children on my own... To have a family on my own... I still... I still..."
"And now you're telling me that Ryosuke only has 2 years left to live ?!"
"I DON'T WANT TO DIE !!! ARRRGGGHHHH !!!" He screams in frustation. He kicks his blanket away. Throwing things from his bedside table. He gets down from his bed, ripping his IV drip in the process and pushes things away. "NO !!!!!"
Before Ryosuke could do more, the door of his ward opened and come rushing a panting Yabu.
The older boy seemed to be stricken by the sight before his eyes, but another scream coming from Ryosuke bring him back out of his daze. Quickly, he rushed toward the panicked-boy and hold his arms to stop him from pushing and throwing things.
"Yama-chan stop ! Please stop !" He yells at the other boy.
"No ! Let me go !" The younger boy struggle out of his death grip with tears streaming down his face.
"Yama-chan ! Please, listen to me ! Stop this and calm down !" Yabu shake his body desperately.
"NO !! LET GO OF ME NOW !!!" Ryosuke continue with his struggles.
"RYOSUKE !" Unconsciously, Yabu throw his left hand up and slap the boy hard.
The stinging pain on his cheek seemed to surprised Ryosuke greatly as he stops struggling and just drop to the ground with his head down. His figure is shaking badly as he starts to cry harder.
Holding his shaking left hand close to his own chest, Yabu take a few deep breaths before slowly crouching down and pull the other boy in a comforting hug.
"I-I'm sorry Yama-chan, I didn't mean to hit you. But I don't know what else to do to make you calm down." The older boy sigh heavily. "I-I'm at lost. Why did you do, all of these ?"
Snuggling deeper into Yabu's chest, Ryosuke could only mutter his chocked muffles. "I don't want to die."
Can't quite hear of what Ryosuke was saying, Yabu pull back a bit and make a frown. "What did you just said ?"
Looking up with his red eyes, Ryosuke repeat his words, "I don't want to die."
And Yabu could do more but to widen his eyes in surprise.
***
"Here Kota."
Sighing deeply, Yabu take the can offered to him.
"I'm not actually in the mood for anything." He stares at the can of warm milk in his hand.
"But you ought to take something inside your stomach ! You haven't been eaten anything since this afternoon and it past midnight already ! At least drink this milk !" Cooed the other boy.
"How can I possibly think about myself when someone I care is struggling with his life ?" Kota inquire.
A sigh escape from the other boy's lips. "Look Kota, I know how you feel, but you have to take care of yourself. Because if not, who will take care of our boy ?"
Silence fell between the both of them.
"Gomen." The older boy finally break the silence.
"Eh ? What for ?"
"For always making you worried." Yabu sigh deeply. "We were supposed to be strong and taking care oof Yama-chan, but instead, I was always being overly sentimental and did nothing in the end."
A playful smirk decorating the other boy's face before he stands and walk away. "Well, it can't be helped right ? Since a woman's feelings are much more sensitive of those of a man."
Spurting the drink he just gulp down a second ago, Yabu stand from his seat and chase over the younger boy. "What are you trying to say, Hikaru ?!"
Without saying anything, Hikaru just run away from the older boy's wrath while laughing heartily.
"Hey ! No running in the hospital !"
~~~~tbc
SHORT !! but pls don't kill me.. i still need to finish this up first.. XDD
review please~ and do just anything to make me update faster~ *whacked*
Seventh Chance
Author : rei *me*
Rating : pg
Pairing : HikaBu [friendship] ; YabuYama & HikaYama [parentship ?]
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : there are infinity chances spread ahead of us, if we just would see..
Author's note : Another fic presented for you.. It was mostly about HikaBu.. well, this was their POV after all.. but since i'm a Ryosuke-biased, his apperance was kinda important too here.. *whacked*
Author's note 2 : I'm so sorry for the lack of update nowadays.. No reasons will be given.. Only me to blame.. TToTT Anyway, douzo~
Infinity
Seventh Chance
Opening his eyes slowly, Ryosuke begin to make around of his whereabout.
'I'm in my ward already. What had happened I wonder.'
He props his elbows and slowly getting up and sit on his bed. Slowly he moves back and leans on his pillows.
'I remember going out to Sugihara-sensei's office. But then before I could knock, I heard Yabu-kun's voice from inside. He was talking with Sugihara-sensei about...'
At this realization, his eyes dilated and sweats start to break and gliding down his face.
"Uso..." He whispers in a chocked voice as his hands reaching out to clutch on his head. "Sonna..." He grips his head tight. "It can't be true..."
"But, 5 years is short enough ! And now you're telling me that Ryosuke only has 2 years left to live ?!"
That angry voice of Yabu echoed in his mind as more realization rushed in.
"I only have 2 more years to live..." He grips on his head tighter. "I still want to dance and sing with the others... I still want to watch my sisters' marriages and see their families... Their children... I still want to spend more times with my friends... Just fooling around with each other... I still want to fall in love... To have children on my own... To have a family on my own... I still... I still..."
"And now you're telling me that Ryosuke only has 2 years left to live ?!"
"I DON'T WANT TO DIE !!! ARRRGGGHHHH !!!" He screams in frustation. He kicks his blanket away. Throwing things from his bedside table. He gets down from his bed, ripping his IV drip in the process and pushes things away. "NO !!!!!"
Before Ryosuke could do more, the door of his ward opened and come rushing a panting Yabu.
The older boy seemed to be stricken by the sight before his eyes, but another scream coming from Ryosuke bring him back out of his daze. Quickly, he rushed toward the panicked-boy and hold his arms to stop him from pushing and throwing things.
"Yama-chan stop ! Please stop !" He yells at the other boy.
"No ! Let me go !" The younger boy struggle out of his death grip with tears streaming down his face.
"Yama-chan ! Please, listen to me ! Stop this and calm down !" Yabu shake his body desperately.
"NO !! LET GO OF ME NOW !!!" Ryosuke continue with his struggles.
"RYOSUKE !" Unconsciously, Yabu throw his left hand up and slap the boy hard.
The stinging pain on his cheek seemed to surprised Ryosuke greatly as he stops struggling and just drop to the ground with his head down. His figure is shaking badly as he starts to cry harder.
Holding his shaking left hand close to his own chest, Yabu take a few deep breaths before slowly crouching down and pull the other boy in a comforting hug.
"I-I'm sorry Yama-chan, I didn't mean to hit you. But I don't know what else to do to make you calm down." The older boy sigh heavily. "I-I'm at lost. Why did you do, all of these ?"
Snuggling deeper into Yabu's chest, Ryosuke could only mutter his chocked muffles. "I don't want to die."
Can't quite hear of what Ryosuke was saying, Yabu pull back a bit and make a frown. "What did you just said ?"
Looking up with his red eyes, Ryosuke repeat his words, "I don't want to die."
And Yabu could do more but to widen his eyes in surprise.
***
"Here Kota."
Sighing deeply, Yabu take the can offered to him.
"I'm not actually in the mood for anything." He stares at the can of warm milk in his hand.
"But you ought to take something inside your stomach ! You haven't been eaten anything since this afternoon and it past midnight already ! At least drink this milk !" Cooed the other boy.
"How can I possibly think about myself when someone I care is struggling with his life ?" Kota inquire.
A sigh escape from the other boy's lips. "Look Kota, I know how you feel, but you have to take care of yourself. Because if not, who will take care of our boy ?"
Silence fell between the both of them.
"Gomen." The older boy finally break the silence.
"Eh ? What for ?"
"For always making you worried." Yabu sigh deeply. "We were supposed to be strong and taking care oof Yama-chan, but instead, I was always being overly sentimental and did nothing in the end."
A playful smirk decorating the other boy's face before he stands and walk away. "Well, it can't be helped right ? Since a woman's feelings are much more sensitive of those of a man."
Spurting the drink he just gulp down a second ago, Yabu stand from his seat and chase over the younger boy. "What are you trying to say, Hikaru ?!"
Without saying anything, Hikaru just run away from the older boy's wrath while laughing heartily.
"Hey ! No running in the hospital !"
~~~~tbc
SHORT !! but pls don't kill me.. i still need to finish this up first.. XDD
review please~ and do just anything to make me update faster~ *whacked*