Just ExtraOrdinary Life - Chapter 35
Chapter 35 - Tears Of The Rain
Author : me
Rating : pg-13
Disclaimer : just the story. .
Summary : Sometimes what you call ordinary is extraordinary
Author's note : Gomen for the my stupidity ! the internet just hate me i guess. .
Chapter 35 - Tears Of The Rain
It’s just a plain day for Ryosuke when he has nothing to do. Well, he supposed to come to Alquirro’s place for training but the girl suddenly canceled the schedule because she had something else to do. Kota told him that it has something to do with shopping. Ryosuke didn’t mind it at all since it means that he can have more times to rest. Beside, the weather seem not promising too.
Now being idle, Ryosuke decided to wander around the house to find anything he could do. His parents hadn’t knew yet that his training schedule was canceled, since they seemed to already left the house when Ryosuke found that out.
Ryosuke frown. His parents had been so busy lately. They seemed to ignored him more. Perhaps it was only his feeling, but Ryosuke feel like they’re doing something behind him and that made them staying away from him. And he somehow feel that it has something to do with him. He never had a chance to confront them about that problem because his parents always immediately change the topic whenever he tried to do so.
“Maybe I was just thinking too much.” Ryosuke tell himself when the sound of thunder can be heard from outside. “Aah, it’s raining outside.” He speaks after he watches the rain is pouring heavily outside.
He continued on his walk, and when he decides that he will just watch TV, he can hear familiar voices coming from inside his father’s office.
‘Eh ? I didn’t know when they were home.’ Ryosuke thought in confusion.
“I can’t believe everything turned out this way.” He can hear his mother speaking sadly.
“I can’t believe it too. But, that’s the truth Sora.” His father commented softly. There’s a hint of sadness in his voice.
“But I, after everything that happened, I just, I don’t want to let go.” His mother started to sob.
“We can’t keep him Sora. He deserves his freedom.” Eisuke try to comfort his wife.
Ryosuke suddenly feel his heart beating faster. He has a bad feeling about this.
“I know. But I still can’t accept the fact. The fact that he has his real family. The fact that we have to let him go with his real family.” Sora cry harder.
“Yes. I know.” Eisuke softly speak.
Ryosuke know that he’s supposed to be relieved because they’re talking about someone and his real family. It can’t be him since his real family were all gone. But he just can’t stop feeling nervous.
“But no matter what, we can’t keep him here with us. I don’t want to let him go either. I also thought of him of our own son, but it doesn’t changed anything.” Eisuke speak up again. “We have found Ryosuke’s real family and he deserves to be with them.”
At that very moment, Ryosuke feel that his heart stop. What did his father mean with his real family. He has no real family left, hasn’t he ?
“I understand that. I just hope that time will help me to accept all of this.” Sora commented quietly.
Eisuke smile sorrowly. “I think…” He was stopped as he heard something from outside the door. He frowns as he reached for the door and slowly open it up.
Both him and his wife are stupefied when they see Ryosuke crawled on the floor, his eyes are all red and watery.
“Ryosuke !?” His father exclaims as he tries to reach him and pull him into an embrace.
However, Ryosuke move back as he refuses the touch. “Don’t touch me.” He utters with a pained tone on his words.
His father was taken aback by his action and he just stunned on his squat position. “Did you…?”
“Yes I did. And I still can’t believe of what I heard.” Ryosuke speak with his wet eyes, though, his voice is firm and cold.
His father seemed surprise but is able to regain his cool. “Come. We’ll explain everything to you.”
“No.” Ryosuke reject the offer immediately.
“Come on. We’ll explain everything. About the truth.” His father tries.
“No.” Ryosuke still refuse firmly.
“Ryosuke…” His father sigh.
“I don’t care about the truth. I don’t care about your explanation. I don’t care about what you physically saw or heard. I don’t care !” Ryosuke snap as he stands. “Wasn’t it you who told me that what really matter is what you feel in your heart ?!” He continues burst out.
“It’s not like that, Ryosuke. I mean, you deserve to be with your real family. You deserve to claim what had been taken from you.” His father try to explain as he see Ryosuke cry harder.
“Don’t you love me anymore ? Don’t you want me anymore ?” Ryosuke look down as he speaks with a hurted small voice.
“Ryosuke ! It’s not like that ! We loved you so much ! We never felt that way !” His mother try to reach for him but Ryosuke harshly snap her hands away.
“I said don’t touch me.” He speaks with his choked voice. He inhales deeply. “Don’t lie to me. You could’ve just tell me if you don’t want me anymore.”
“It’s not…” His mother cry.
“I don’t need any real family. I’m satisfied with what I have now. If you really don’t want me anymore, I will leave.” Ryosuke finished his sentence, ignored his parents explanation.
“Ryosuke…” His father call up.
“I’m sorry for the troubles. And thank you for everything.” Ryosuke bow and run out of the house.
“Ryosuke !” His mother try to chase him but her husband stop her. “Let me go Eisuke ! I’ll catch him up !” She tries to snuggle away from her husband strong grip.
“Don’t ! It’s raining hard outside !” The man tell his wife.
“THAT IS EXACTLY THE PROBLEM ! IT’S RAINING AND HE GOT NO UMBRELLA WITH HIM ! HE WOULD CATCH A COLD ! OR EVEN WORSE, HE COULD HAVE BEEN COLLAPSED !” The woman shouts.
“SORA !” Eisuke shake his wife’s body harshly. “Calm down please !” he begs softly after Sora seemed to calmed down a bit.
“B-but, what if something happened to him ? He didn’t even have his jacket !” His wife crying hard.
“Don’t worry. I’ll look for him. You wait here in case he returned, okay ?” Eisuke assure the woman.
Sora looked hesitant at first but she finally nod in agreement.
“I’ll bring him home.” He kisses his wife forehead before he grabs his jacket and key and ride his car to look for his son.
He is worried as hell. He can’t imagine of what will happened to Ryosuke. The weather is bad, and Ryosuke must be freezing in this kind of weather. He needs to find him soon.
Then Ryosuke’s face when he left. The pained and betrayed look on his face. The tears of hurt from his eyes. It made Eisuke wince.
“I’m sorry Ryosuke. I’m really sorry.” Eisuke mumble to himself. “Please be safe.”
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Ryosuke run as fast as he can from the house where he lived for the past 8 years. He doesn’t care if the rain pouring on him. He doesn’t care if people are staring him. He doesn’t care if tears keep rolling down his cheeks.
When he finally stopped running, he found himself in an unfamiliar place far away from his house. He leaned against a wall and let himself drop to the ground. He sobs harder as his parents’ words echoing in his mind.
“Were. They’re not my parents anymore.” He corrected himself.
He then remembered his times with his once father and mother and make a pained smile.
“I shouldn’t feel so comfortable with them. I should’ve known that something like this would happen.” His tears are drowned by the rain. “Now what am I suppose to do ?”
After hours of just staying there, he finally stands up. He didn’t even realized when the rain had stopped or since when his body start shivering. When he tries to walk, he feels his head’s spinning.
He just walks randomly as his headache is getting worse. He can feel his throat is sore and his body is stinging but he keep on walking.
He start to seeing double when a car stop beside him and he hears a familiar voice calling his name. But before he could ever react, he passed out.
~~~~~~~~~~tbc
comments are love !!
Author : me
Rating : pg-13
Disclaimer : just the story. .
Summary : Sometimes what you call ordinary is extraordinary
Author's note : Gomen for the my stupidity ! the internet just hate me i guess. .
Chapter 35 - Tears Of The Rain
It’s just a plain day for Ryosuke when he has nothing to do. Well, he supposed to come to Alquirro’s place for training but the girl suddenly canceled the schedule because she had something else to do. Kota told him that it has something to do with shopping. Ryosuke didn’t mind it at all since it means that he can have more times to rest. Beside, the weather seem not promising too.
Now being idle, Ryosuke decided to wander around the house to find anything he could do. His parents hadn’t knew yet that his training schedule was canceled, since they seemed to already left the house when Ryosuke found that out.
Ryosuke frown. His parents had been so busy lately. They seemed to ignored him more. Perhaps it was only his feeling, but Ryosuke feel like they’re doing something behind him and that made them staying away from him. And he somehow feel that it has something to do with him. He never had a chance to confront them about that problem because his parents always immediately change the topic whenever he tried to do so.
“Maybe I was just thinking too much.” Ryosuke tell himself when the sound of thunder can be heard from outside. “Aah, it’s raining outside.” He speaks after he watches the rain is pouring heavily outside.
He continued on his walk, and when he decides that he will just watch TV, he can hear familiar voices coming from inside his father’s office.
‘Eh ? I didn’t know when they were home.’ Ryosuke thought in confusion.
“I can’t believe everything turned out this way.” He can hear his mother speaking sadly.
“I can’t believe it too. But, that’s the truth Sora.” His father commented softly. There’s a hint of sadness in his voice.
“But I, after everything that happened, I just, I don’t want to let go.” His mother started to sob.
“We can’t keep him Sora. He deserves his freedom.” Eisuke try to comfort his wife.
Ryosuke suddenly feel his heart beating faster. He has a bad feeling about this.
“I know. But I still can’t accept the fact. The fact that he has his real family. The fact that we have to let him go with his real family.” Sora cry harder.
“Yes. I know.” Eisuke softly speak.
Ryosuke know that he’s supposed to be relieved because they’re talking about someone and his real family. It can’t be him since his real family were all gone. But he just can’t stop feeling nervous.
“But no matter what, we can’t keep him here with us. I don’t want to let him go either. I also thought of him of our own son, but it doesn’t changed anything.” Eisuke speak up again. “We have found Ryosuke’s real family and he deserves to be with them.”
At that very moment, Ryosuke feel that his heart stop. What did his father mean with his real family. He has no real family left, hasn’t he ?
“I understand that. I just hope that time will help me to accept all of this.” Sora commented quietly.
Eisuke smile sorrowly. “I think…” He was stopped as he heard something from outside the door. He frowns as he reached for the door and slowly open it up.
Both him and his wife are stupefied when they see Ryosuke crawled on the floor, his eyes are all red and watery.
“Ryosuke !?” His father exclaims as he tries to reach him and pull him into an embrace.
However, Ryosuke move back as he refuses the touch. “Don’t touch me.” He utters with a pained tone on his words.
His father was taken aback by his action and he just stunned on his squat position. “Did you…?”
“Yes I did. And I still can’t believe of what I heard.” Ryosuke speak with his wet eyes, though, his voice is firm and cold.
His father seemed surprise but is able to regain his cool. “Come. We’ll explain everything to you.”
“No.” Ryosuke reject the offer immediately.
“Come on. We’ll explain everything. About the truth.” His father tries.
“No.” Ryosuke still refuse firmly.
“Ryosuke…” His father sigh.
“I don’t care about the truth. I don’t care about your explanation. I don’t care about what you physically saw or heard. I don’t care !” Ryosuke snap as he stands. “Wasn’t it you who told me that what really matter is what you feel in your heart ?!” He continues burst out.
“It’s not like that, Ryosuke. I mean, you deserve to be with your real family. You deserve to claim what had been taken from you.” His father try to explain as he see Ryosuke cry harder.
“Don’t you love me anymore ? Don’t you want me anymore ?” Ryosuke look down as he speaks with a hurted small voice.
“Ryosuke ! It’s not like that ! We loved you so much ! We never felt that way !” His mother try to reach for him but Ryosuke harshly snap her hands away.
“I said don’t touch me.” He speaks with his choked voice. He inhales deeply. “Don’t lie to me. You could’ve just tell me if you don’t want me anymore.”
“It’s not…” His mother cry.
“I don’t need any real family. I’m satisfied with what I have now. If you really don’t want me anymore, I will leave.” Ryosuke finished his sentence, ignored his parents explanation.
“Ryosuke…” His father call up.
“I’m sorry for the troubles. And thank you for everything.” Ryosuke bow and run out of the house.
“Ryosuke !” His mother try to chase him but her husband stop her. “Let me go Eisuke ! I’ll catch him up !” She tries to snuggle away from her husband strong grip.
“Don’t ! It’s raining hard outside !” The man tell his wife.
“THAT IS EXACTLY THE PROBLEM ! IT’S RAINING AND HE GOT NO UMBRELLA WITH HIM ! HE WOULD CATCH A COLD ! OR EVEN WORSE, HE COULD HAVE BEEN COLLAPSED !” The woman shouts.
“SORA !” Eisuke shake his wife’s body harshly. “Calm down please !” he begs softly after Sora seemed to calmed down a bit.
“B-but, what if something happened to him ? He didn’t even have his jacket !” His wife crying hard.
“Don’t worry. I’ll look for him. You wait here in case he returned, okay ?” Eisuke assure the woman.
Sora looked hesitant at first but she finally nod in agreement.
“I’ll bring him home.” He kisses his wife forehead before he grabs his jacket and key and ride his car to look for his son.
He is worried as hell. He can’t imagine of what will happened to Ryosuke. The weather is bad, and Ryosuke must be freezing in this kind of weather. He needs to find him soon.
Then Ryosuke’s face when he left. The pained and betrayed look on his face. The tears of hurt from his eyes. It made Eisuke wince.
“I’m sorry Ryosuke. I’m really sorry.” Eisuke mumble to himself. “Please be safe.”
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Ryosuke run as fast as he can from the house where he lived for the past 8 years. He doesn’t care if the rain pouring on him. He doesn’t care if people are staring him. He doesn’t care if tears keep rolling down his cheeks.
When he finally stopped running, he found himself in an unfamiliar place far away from his house. He leaned against a wall and let himself drop to the ground. He sobs harder as his parents’ words echoing in his mind.
“Were. They’re not my parents anymore.” He corrected himself.
He then remembered his times with his once father and mother and make a pained smile.
“I shouldn’t feel so comfortable with them. I should’ve known that something like this would happen.” His tears are drowned by the rain. “Now what am I suppose to do ?”
After hours of just staying there, he finally stands up. He didn’t even realized when the rain had stopped or since when his body start shivering. When he tries to walk, he feels his head’s spinning.
He just walks randomly as his headache is getting worse. He can feel his throat is sore and his body is stinging but he keep on walking.
He start to seeing double when a car stop beside him and he hears a familiar voice calling his name. But before he could ever react, he passed out.
~~~~~~~~~~tbc
comments are love !!