I'm Still Alive!

[zcalebz]

So I am ten days off cigarettes (cold turkey) and thus over the chemical addiction but still the cravings/urges remain between tasks or before/after long periods of being busy and before bed or after computer sessions. I thought my return to work would be tough so I got 60 dollars worth of nicotine gum to meter my doses in case I could not fend off

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[peekopop]

Well done for quitting! I've always told myself I'll never start smoking so I don't have to go through the torture of quitting! ;) I do have a couple occasionally when I'm out drinking with my friends though..

I hope your eye doesn't bruise up too badly! I'm always doing things like that.

And your little one is such a cutie! Nose picking is natural! ;)

[zcalebz]

Thanks for the encouragement darling. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be since I took advantage of the low stress time off from work when I didn't feel like it (as much) anyways. I always told myself if I quit I'd need some time away from work so it was a suprise but it worked.

I was naughty last night. Since I knew how much alcohol and cigs go together and I have been able to quit drinking apart from my once a week allowance, I had a few last night. Today was no problem staying off them though so my experiment was a success it would seem.

I think my eye will be fine afterall. I cried until I laughed. She got a kick out of the picture. She does it when she gets excited, embarassed, or camera shy. I have more evidence in a christmas video, lol.

[zcalebz]

Thanks for tracking me back down eternal. I'll keep an eye out for you.