Carmen broke up with me a week and a half ago. I saw it coming if you didn't read my last post. Still sucks though. Pretty depressed but I know it's for the best. She gave me a sweet mole skin journal that had a bunch of memories from when we first started dating. It is both awesome and extremely painful.

Carmen, my girlfriend, was in Cloqet for 3 weeks and got back on the 28th. She didn't call me when she got back. She didn't hug me or even say hi when I got to see her 2 days later. Since she came back it's like she's another person. It's like she's stopped all affection towards me. Those nasty thoughts keep creeping into my head and I have to push ( Read more... )

I forgot to switch my bed sheets from the wash to the dryer so I guess I'll update while it's drying ( Read more... )

As hard as I try I can not get to sleep. It's four fucking thirty in the morning and I'm wide awake. Every time I try to get to sleep I start thinking about what it feels like to sleep and it keeps me awake. I'm also itchy. I saw a couple earwigs today so maybe I'm freaking out or something. It's a little too late in the night now but next time I ( Read more... )

Next year I'm going to see if I can share a room with people. Trying to get up early after being up till 3am is hard. Most days I didn't get up till about 11am ( Read more... )

I fickin love Sir Patrick Stewart. He's in this Hamlet movie on PBS right now. David Tennant is playing Hamlet.

I just repotted my Yukka tree. It's got a pretty new home now. I also found a little worm friend in the soil. No wonder the plant hasn't died yet.

Don't worry, I haven't been gone. I've just been silently observing. Or, more likely, too lazy to post ( Read more... )

I went to Avatar with some peeps. I thought it was a pretty good movie. The plot was cookie cutter but it had the best special effects I've ever seen. The 3Dness of it didnt bother me too much till I left the theater and got a headache. After it was over I did get really depressed. I think it might have been the emotional rollercoster combined with ( Read more... )

So I sent some art to a show in Tempe, Arizona. They put it in the show and here it is...


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The game is coming along. Still need a title and a way to have multiple goals/ ways to win.
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