Comments | zachariahskylab: Ethical Dilemma

zachariahskylab

Ethical Dilemma

Apr 14, 2011 02:01

I find myself in a quandary. I've always had a need to express myself. To talk about my life. I have said some things that I shouldn't. My livejournal should not be public but up until this point I have kept it so out of a kind of deliberate naivete. I think I may have to lock it. Or close it. Or something.

I've always admired Andre Gide, (french ( Read more... )

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zachariahskylab April 14 2011, 21:05:28 UTC

I totally agree with your comment. I have let go. I did however think that it might be possible to establish some modicum of communication with her but apparently it's too early for that. When I read her most recent messages I can only think that they are intended to hurt me as much as possible. Therefore I can only conclude that she is still in love with me and that I need to cut off all communication for my own sake.

tdaschel April 15 2011, 04:53:20 UTC

an interesting perspective !

.. meanwhile, songs :

Ram On

Little Pad

adagiowrist April 15 2011, 07:06:24 UTC

Zach, you know I wasn't commenting on your sexual exploits. This already got erased once, so will probably be less eloquent than it could be. My issue was with your portrayal of my as money-grubbing, willing to cast you aside spuriously in favor of a 'man' who was better employed and better situated. You know nothing about Ian or our situation, and I can assure you adultery (which your nasty little sister insinuated) was most definitely no involved. You and I fought to the point of insanity ( at least for me, who did not have the benefit of drugs or alcohol to assuage the tension and anxiety. We were reaching the point of, and had on several occasions, crossed the line of violence. When forced to chose between 5+ years of sobriety and you, I chose sobriety. You consistently played games for 12 straight hours a day, refused to help around the house, do any routine shopping, etc. You refused to interact with me, to have even routine conversation with me, to engage in activities with me (and when we did, you punished me with your ( ... )

adagiowrist April 15 2011, 07:37:19 UTC

I don;t think you need to privatize anything, but you need to be prepared for reactions. Some may be good; some not so good ( ... )