I don't show how truely unhappy I am or maybe I do I'm not quite sure. I try to keep a positive outlook but on the inside I'm dying. And I secretly wish that I had the ability to make myself throw up. I really hope that when I post this it IS indeed anonymous and that you really can't find out who this is.
this is completely anonymous however, whoever you both are, I want you to know I'm always there to talk ... even if I dont know you well. I'm really not as judgmental as I seem.
Either way I'd like to give you a big hug and tell you I love you.
I feel really alone. And even though I constantly surround myself with friends, I really wonder if they actually care anything about me. I find myself wondering things like "What would *insert friend name here* if i died?" and things of that nature. I fail in relationships.
I'm always afraid that I'm going to die. Or that someone I know is going to die and I won't find out about it. I don't want to die without knowing that someone can't live without me.
That's absolutely poetic. I want to cry because that's so beautifully tragic, and it's the type of thing one could write an amazing song about that could bring people to tears.
I don't want to die without knowing someone can't live without me.
By the end of the song some one would have to love you back though. I couldn't listen if it didn't end like that.
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Either way I'd like to give you a big hug and tell you I love you.
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And even though I constantly surround myself with friends, I really wonder if they actually care anything about me. I find myself wondering things like "What would *insert friend name here* if i died?" and things of that nature. I fail in relationships.
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I don't want to die without knowing someone can't live without me.
By the end of the song some one would have to love you back though. I couldn't listen if it didn't end like that.
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