Ryosuke's Departure [YamaJima]
Title: Ryosuke's Departure
Author: Natsu
Pairing: YamaJima
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Crack, Fluff?
Summary: Ryosuke's gone... how will Yuto move on?
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A/N: inspired by the photo above.. :3
Yuto's Dramatic POV
Sighing, I shut the door of my room. "Nii-chan?" knocking on my door, I heard my brother calling me. "Are you okay?" He worriedly asked.
"I'm okay, Raiya." I replied trying my best to make my voice sounds okay since any moment later, I know I’m going to cry. Then I heard him sigh.
"Dinner will be ready soon, Nii-chan. Just go down if you feel like eating." He said before he went down towards the kitchen.
I walked towards my bed, before curling myself in a ball, letting my tears flow. I took the photo album on my bedside table that I browsed last night.
The first photo on the album is the photo which I took when we went home together after your audition. I kept on touching your mushroom hair and you always pout cutely when I ruffled your hair to mess.
Flipping the album to its next page, I smiled when I saw the photo Takaki-kun took when we were still juniors. I was busy talking to Inoo-chan while you clung on the hem of my shirt, like a child, afraid to be separated with his mom. But that was the time after you opened up to me that you're going to quit being a Johnny’s but I told you not to. And that's the first time I saw you cry.
Since then on, I promised to myself that I’ll keep your smile since for me, your smile is really precious. That pure, angelic smile which can make anyone smile too.
Flipping to the next pages, tears started to roll down my cheeks again, reminiscing every memory we shared.
I still want to feel your warmth whenever you hug me. I still want to see those loving look only for me. I still want to smell your strawberry scents. I still want to hear those sweet "I love you" from you. I still want to taste those sweet lips whenever it's being pressed on mine.
But how can I if you’re already gone?
When you waved goodbye at me earlier, I already felt something is wrong. When you disappeared from my sight, my heart pounded fast. When the plane took off, I knew I should've stopped you from going. Because when the plane took off, shouts echoed on the airport. I fell on my knees, crying, whispering your name countless of times. Will you hear me now that you're gone? Then everything I see is pitch black.
It's been 3 days already, and still I find myself sleeping with his largest photo that I have. I kissed it before deciding to get ready for work.
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"Yuto," Yabu-kun called. "I know it's hard for you, but please, don't mess up during practice."
"I'm sorry Yabu-kun," I apologized. "It's just that..." I paused then continued, "Yama-chan," I sniffed. "He's not here anymore."
"But Yuto--"
"I don't need any buts!" I whined, cutting off what Yabu-kun is going to say.
I heard him sigh then he told me that I can take a leave for the day to clear my head for a while. I took my bag, lifeless and I can feel the pity looks that my band mates are giving, except to the youngest member of the group who rolled his eyes when I looked at him.
I walked at the streets of Tokyo before riding a bus. I got off in a certain place where no houses can be seen. But then, I entered a forest where people rarely go to. Being that forest is a vast green field with a tree on its center and a lake 20m away from it.
This is the place where I confessed and he answered me back. This is where we shared our first kiss. The place where we hide every time we ditch the practice and Yabu-kun always have a hard time searching us. And this is the place where he said his last goodbye.
The sun is almost setting down when I woke up. I fell asleep on this grassy land. It feels comfortable. It's as if, he's here with me.
When I stood up, something surprised me. An overly familiar figure is walking towards me. I blink my eyes once, twice and thrice before rubbing it with my finger. I closed my eyes and when I opened it, that angelic smile welcome me, and that person is running towards me.
I spread my arms, welcoming him in my embrace. A tear fell, followed by a stream of it. "I miss you," I murmured, hugging the small figure tightly.
"Seriously, Yuto-kun." He chuckled. "I was just away for 3 days for a photo shoot."
"But still!" I whined at him like a kid and I heard him chuckle again.
"Ah, Yuto-kun surely loves me too much." He teased me, and I broke the hug, looking at him, pouting. My arms are still wrapping on his waist while his' are on my neck. His hands then traveled on my face caressing my cheeks before he tiptoed, pressing his lips against mine.
Breaking away from the kiss, he told me, "I really love you."
I pecked on the tip of his nose before saying, "3 days seems like forever, Yama-chan." And I closed the remaining distance of our lips.
--
Omake:
"I heard from Yabu-kun that you acted like I was totally gone in this world. You're not even eating for 3 days!" I heard him complain while both of us are lying on this grassy land, his head resting on my arm. I looked at him and I saw him pouting.
I kissed the pout away before topping him, locking his body perfectly, between my hands and knees. I ducked my head down until we're only breaths away. "Like I said," I started, kissing his forehead before brushing our lips together. "3 days seems like forever, Yama-chan. I don't how will I be able to handle it if you'll be away for a month, or a year." I looked him deeply on his eyes before smiling. "I just love you too much." and I felt him smile when I kissed him again.
-Owari-
What actually happened on the airport.....
When the plane took off, Yuto was kneeling down, crying,,,, then a swarm of fans saw them so they screamed.. and for the sake that the fans won't know that yuto is crying, yabu put a sunglasses on his eyes.. lol
A/N: plot from yamajima91 haha.. XDDD and it's really... crack.. XD
comments are always loved~ :D
Author: Natsu
Pairing: YamaJima
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Crack, Fluff?
Summary: Ryosuke's gone... how will Yuto move on?
- -
A/N: inspired by the photo above.. :3
Yuto's Dramatic POV
Sighing, I shut the door of my room. "Nii-chan?" knocking on my door, I heard my brother calling me. "Are you okay?" He worriedly asked.
"I'm okay, Raiya." I replied trying my best to make my voice sounds okay since any moment later, I know I’m going to cry. Then I heard him sigh.
"Dinner will be ready soon, Nii-chan. Just go down if you feel like eating." He said before he went down towards the kitchen.
I walked towards my bed, before curling myself in a ball, letting my tears flow. I took the photo album on my bedside table that I browsed last night.
The first photo on the album is the photo which I took when we went home together after your audition. I kept on touching your mushroom hair and you always pout cutely when I ruffled your hair to mess.
Flipping the album to its next page, I smiled when I saw the photo Takaki-kun took when we were still juniors. I was busy talking to Inoo-chan while you clung on the hem of my shirt, like a child, afraid to be separated with his mom. But that was the time after you opened up to me that you're going to quit being a Johnny’s but I told you not to. And that's the first time I saw you cry.
Since then on, I promised to myself that I’ll keep your smile since for me, your smile is really precious. That pure, angelic smile which can make anyone smile too.
Flipping to the next pages, tears started to roll down my cheeks again, reminiscing every memory we shared.
I still want to feel your warmth whenever you hug me. I still want to see those loving look only for me. I still want to smell your strawberry scents. I still want to hear those sweet "I love you" from you. I still want to taste those sweet lips whenever it's being pressed on mine.
But how can I if you’re already gone?
When you waved goodbye at me earlier, I already felt something is wrong. When you disappeared from my sight, my heart pounded fast. When the plane took off, I knew I should've stopped you from going. Because when the plane took off, shouts echoed on the airport. I fell on my knees, crying, whispering your name countless of times. Will you hear me now that you're gone? Then everything I see is pitch black.
It's been 3 days already, and still I find myself sleeping with his largest photo that I have. I kissed it before deciding to get ready for work.
--
"Yuto," Yabu-kun called. "I know it's hard for you, but please, don't mess up during practice."
"I'm sorry Yabu-kun," I apologized. "It's just that..." I paused then continued, "Yama-chan," I sniffed. "He's not here anymore."
"But Yuto--"
"I don't need any buts!" I whined, cutting off what Yabu-kun is going to say.
I heard him sigh then he told me that I can take a leave for the day to clear my head for a while. I took my bag, lifeless and I can feel the pity looks that my band mates are giving, except to the youngest member of the group who rolled his eyes when I looked at him.
I walked at the streets of Tokyo before riding a bus. I got off in a certain place where no houses can be seen. But then, I entered a forest where people rarely go to. Being that forest is a vast green field with a tree on its center and a lake 20m away from it.
This is the place where I confessed and he answered me back. This is where we shared our first kiss. The place where we hide every time we ditch the practice and Yabu-kun always have a hard time searching us. And this is the place where he said his last goodbye.
The sun is almost setting down when I woke up. I fell asleep on this grassy land. It feels comfortable. It's as if, he's here with me.
When I stood up, something surprised me. An overly familiar figure is walking towards me. I blink my eyes once, twice and thrice before rubbing it with my finger. I closed my eyes and when I opened it, that angelic smile welcome me, and that person is running towards me.
I spread my arms, welcoming him in my embrace. A tear fell, followed by a stream of it. "I miss you," I murmured, hugging the small figure tightly.
"Seriously, Yuto-kun." He chuckled. "I was just away for 3 days for a photo shoot."
"But still!" I whined at him like a kid and I heard him chuckle again.
"Ah, Yuto-kun surely loves me too much." He teased me, and I broke the hug, looking at him, pouting. My arms are still wrapping on his waist while his' are on my neck. His hands then traveled on my face caressing my cheeks before he tiptoed, pressing his lips against mine.
Breaking away from the kiss, he told me, "I really love you."
I pecked on the tip of his nose before saying, "3 days seems like forever, Yama-chan." And I closed the remaining distance of our lips.
--
Omake:
"I heard from Yabu-kun that you acted like I was totally gone in this world. You're not even eating for 3 days!" I heard him complain while both of us are lying on this grassy land, his head resting on my arm. I looked at him and I saw him pouting.
I kissed the pout away before topping him, locking his body perfectly, between my hands and knees. I ducked my head down until we're only breaths away. "Like I said," I started, kissing his forehead before brushing our lips together. "3 days seems like forever, Yama-chan. I don't how will I be able to handle it if you'll be away for a month, or a year." I looked him deeply on his eyes before smiling. "I just love you too much." and I felt him smile when I kissed him again.
-Owari-
What actually happened on the airport.....
When the plane took off, Yuto was kneeling down, crying,,,, then a swarm of fans saw them so they screamed.. and for the sake that the fans won't know that yuto is crying, yabu put a sunglasses on his eyes.. lol
A/N: plot from yamajima91 haha.. XDDD and it's really... crack.. XD
comments are always loved~ :D