Well?

[yumenvelopes]

I'm just sitting here actually thinking about what ive lost over the past couple of months. It just seems like i turned it to this horrible bitch that no one likes anymore. i mean i call people(which i believe are my friends) and its like im off the phone in 5 min. like there only being polite to me. i know ive fucked up and hurt a bunch of people

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[nodaybut2day007]

My dearest becki...u kno im not being polite to u...i love u!!!! and u know if i could have talked last night i would have...im in so much god dam pain its not even funny...but as soon as i can carry on a conversation u know i will call u...and u havent fucked up or relationship...stuff changes its apart of life...but u know i will always be there for u in any way i possibly can...i know it seems like the whole world has its back turned on you...but there are so many ppl who love you and dont want to see you depressed or change or anything...so cheer up...call me later on if u want..ill try and talk...but my mouth is so fucked up its not even funnny
love u
~Kristen