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I guess, while Pam-neechan is out, and I'm pretty bored, I'll post an update.
Welcome to LJ, Pattoys. One of my few good friends during highschool. XD
Anyway, I guess that issue about Jason is over and done with. He must be in his plane for LA by now. Careful, dear.
He talked to me yesterday at YM. It was an open guilt-attack exchange pretty much during the first half. He asked if we couldn't just start over.
Part of me wanted to jump for the chance to be friends again while part of me wanted to shy away from the question. Instead of doing either, I told him I'll think about it.
I've yet to start thinking. I'm much too biased as of now.
He went on as usual, like nothing happened. I guess, at some point, that's what broke me. He always presented his cheer to me, even at the most solemn of times, and it was rather disturbing. But in a way he was right: I mostly think of the bad times, instead of the good.
I used to think of only the good times, but he disappeared, and I was hurt. After all, I used to love the little bugger. To get him off my mind, I tried being pessimistic. I guess, at some point, it worked. Beh. Then when we first talked to each other over YM, it was like POW, what the?! WHAT THE?!
At the back of my mind, I was staggering from the quick and open attack. I guess, in a way, it was my fault too. He was offended by being met with "Hey, how're you doing, you asshole?" and I was a bit too happy to actually notice at that time. Shucks, me and my big cussing mouth.
Note to self: Try to kick the cussing habit a bit to the side.
At any rate, it's an over and done with issue. Atleast until he gets back from the States.
Thanks again to the people who stuck to me.
A note to Reba: One thing I have in common with my characters is that we all hate liars and traitors.
Bows and Arrows
~ Yukitsu
Welcome to LJ, Pattoys. One of my few good friends during highschool. XD
Anyway, I guess that issue about Jason is over and done with. He must be in his plane for LA by now. Careful, dear.
He talked to me yesterday at YM. It was an open guilt-attack exchange pretty much during the first half. He asked if we couldn't just start over.
Part of me wanted to jump for the chance to be friends again while part of me wanted to shy away from the question. Instead of doing either, I told him I'll think about it.
I've yet to start thinking. I'm much too biased as of now.
He went on as usual, like nothing happened. I guess, at some point, that's what broke me. He always presented his cheer to me, even at the most solemn of times, and it was rather disturbing. But in a way he was right: I mostly think of the bad times, instead of the good.
I used to think of only the good times, but he disappeared, and I was hurt. After all, I used to love the little bugger. To get him off my mind, I tried being pessimistic. I guess, at some point, it worked. Beh. Then when we first talked to each other over YM, it was like POW, what the?! WHAT THE?!
At the back of my mind, I was staggering from the quick and open attack. I guess, in a way, it was my fault too. He was offended by being met with "Hey, how're you doing, you asshole?" and I was a bit too happy to actually notice at that time. Shucks, me and my big cussing mouth.
Note to self: Try to kick the cussing habit a bit to the side.
At any rate, it's an over and done with issue. Atleast until he gets back from the States.
Thanks again to the people who stuck to me.
A note to Reba: One thing I have in common with my characters is that we all hate liars and traitors.
Bows and Arrows
~ Yukitsu