Our Little Secret chapter 3
Title: Our Little Secret (Chapter 3/?)
Author: yukinonamida
Genre: Romance/Drama/Angst/Fluff(chapter1&2)
Pairing: Nishikato
Rating: PG-13 overall
Summary: One day Ryo spots his bandmate, Shige in a club working a "not-so-innocent" second job. Ryo has never paid attention to him that much, but seeing him do this sparks his interest and concerns. The 2 become closer, but what happens when things happen that not only threaten to break them up, but to seperate them forever? (This summary totally sucks...this story is hard to summarize >_<)
A/N: Sorry for the delay, I was working on putting like 8 thousand pics of NewS on my wall. And I had a bit of writer's block. But here's chapter 3! It's not as fluffy as 1&2, but still semi-fluffy. ^_^ Enjoy reading&comment~
Chapter 3: Calm before the storm
Shige reached Ryo's car, bending down with his hands on his knees trying to catch his breath. Rain continued to fall, the skies were gray. Ryo caught up finally. "Oi! What did you say about me?!" Ryo yelled in a semi-jokingly manner. He laughed, trying to catch his breath as well. Shige stood upright, still panting. Ryo's eyed narrowed and he looked at Shige. "Are you okay?" he asked with a worried tone to his voice.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm okay, I just ran too fast." Shige smiled.
"Oh okay...then why the hell are we standing here in the pouring rain?"
They got in Ryo's car, completely soaked from head to toe. The drive to Shige's apartment was filled with conversations about random things, from work to what was on TV the next day. They were both shivering from the cold once they arrived at Shige's apartment.
"Ne, Nishikido kun...do you want to come in? For a shower and some coffee to warm up...it's the least I can do."
"Uh...sure, I'm freezing."
Shige nodded and opened the door half way, and was stopped by Ryo's hand on his arm.
"And Shige...don't feel like you have to repay me for today. I had fun too." They both smiled and got out of the car, sprinting into the building and going up to Shige's apartment.
They walked in his apartment and took off their shoes. Shige went ahead of him and went into his bedroom while Ryo walked slowly around the apartment, looking around and observing. Shige walked out of his bedroom holding clothes and a towel and handed them to Ryo.
"The bathroom's the 2nd door on the right, take your time." Shige smiled.
"Thanks, but what about you? You'll catch a cold...."
"Ah, don't worry~ I have 2 bathrooms, I'll take a shower in the other bathroom."
"Oh~ Alright then."
Ryo went into the bathroom and Shige went back into his bedroom. He pulled open his drawer and rummaged through the clothes to find what he wanted to wear. He could hear Ryo undressing in the bathroom just a few feet away. He looked at the door and then back to the clothes, shaking his head, trying to rid himself of his thoughts.No, Shige...no. You can't...get it out of your head he said to himself. He continued going through the clothes when he heard the water go on. He glanced at the bathroom door once again through the corner of his eye, but he stopped himself by picking up a pair of sweatpants, boxers and a shirt and walking into the other bathroom, trying to get the thoughts out of his head that he knew he shouldn't be having.
Shige finished and Ryo was still in the shower. He walked past the door quickly, trying to avoid a possibly dangerous situation. He started the coffee and leaned against the counter. "This is not good..I can't be doing this...I'll just tell him-"
"Tell me what?" Ryo asked, drying his hair with the towel, his sudden appearance catching Shige off guard.
"Uhhh..." He looked around, and saw the coffee maker, and pointed to it. "That the coffee's almost ready!" Shige laughed nervously.
"Oh? That's good."
Ryo continued drying his hair, the piecy black locks falling over his eyes. Shige didn't even notice he was staring until Ryo looked up at him and smiled.
Shige immediately looked away, and poured the coffee. He handed a cup to Ryo and they drank it fairly quickly. The warm, hot liquid running down their throats felt good after a long day, especially after the rain.
"So, Shige...you have an album?" Ryo asked.
Maybe because of the situation, but Shige didn't understand what he meant. "Um...we're all on the albums together..."
Ryo laughed. "No, idiot, I meant a photo album." He continued laughing and Shige started to blush.
"Oh...yeah, it's over there." He pointed to the table near the couch, and then took the last sip of his coffee, cursing himself for being so stupid and making a fool out himself.
They made their way over to the couch, and sat on the floor in front of it, and Shige opened the album on the coffee table. They started to look through it.
"Wow, Shige these are really good. You took all these?"
"..Yeah."
"I'm impressed."
Shige couldn't help but smile when he heard this. "..Thanks."
Ryo continued to look through the album, but Shige's attention was elsewhere. He turned his head toward Ryo, able to smell the scent of his soap on Ryo's skin. Slowly, Shige put his left hand on Ryo's right shoulder, moved in closer and, closing his eyes, he put his head on his left one.
"W-What are y-you doing?" Ryo asked nervously, moving slightly away. Shige stops him by moving his hand to the side of Ryo's stomach.
"S-Shige," Ryo said uncomfortably "Why-"
He stopped when he looked down and saw a tear running down Shige's face.
"...Thank you...thank you for caring about me.."
He's fragile...he must be after what he's been through...Ryo thought. And...this sense of comfort...I've never experienced this before..
Ryo wrapped his arm around Shige, and he moved closer. After a few moments, Shige moved his left hand to Ryo's right shoulder again and propelled himself up until they were at eye level with eachother. They looked into each other's eyes for what seemed like a lifetime. Shige put his hand on the back of Ryo's neck, pulled him closer and pressed their lips together. Ryo's heart jumped and he pulled away, looking at Shige confused.
"W-W-What a-are you d-doing?"
Shige blushed and moved away, embarassed. "S...S-Sorry.." Why did I just do that? Shit, I'm such an idiot..
Ryo looked at Shige, feeling guilty about making him feel bad about what he did. It's not that he didn't want it, he just wasn't expecting it to actually happen, and so quickly. He moved over closer to Shige and put his arm around him. Shige looked at him in surprise. Isn't he angry? Shouldn't he be beating me up right now?
Ryo leaned over and whispered "It's okay..." into his ear. He pulled away from his ear slowly. Shige looked at him, and put his face close to Ryo's..testing to see if he would pull away again. He didn't. Their lips met for the second time. They wrapped their arms around eachother as the kiss became deeper and deeper.
They both felt a jittery feeling, their hearts fluttered. Like before an interview, or on the first day of school. But they also felt a sense of belonging....a sense of comfort neither of them had ever found elsewhere.
I've liked Ryo ever since I met him. Even though he was short-tempered and rude sometimes, he had a sincere, kind aura resonating from him, and Shige could see it. With everything that Ryo did, his feelings for him grew stronger and stronger. And today, when Ryo had stopped him in the club, and allowed him to take him to the fair, Shige believes he fell in love with him.
Why? Why does this feel so good...so right? Shige's not a girl...but...recently he's been making me so nervous, so worried ever since I found out about his job as a "slave". Since then...I've had this overwhelming urge to protect him...to show him that he deserves so much more. He deserves care, and love. Someone who respects him.
They pull away, and pull eachother closer, into a deep hug. Shige began kiss and nip at Ryo's neck softly and gently. Neither could believe nor describe how good it felt.
"....Why...?" Ryo asked softly.
"I...I like you...a lot..."
Ryo's heart skipped a beat.
Shige stopped and pulled his head back to look at Ryo. He could no longer contain himself. He pressed his lips against Ryo's again, maneuvering around and pushing Ryo's back into the couch cushion and straddled him, sitting in his lap. They sat there, kissing with more passion, more desire than before, letting all their worries and doubts go, only caring about what was happening at that moment. They fell sideways onto the floor, and continued to lose themselves in each other.
After a while, they both fell asleep, holding eachother...neither aware of the force that was about to turn their worlds upside down.
A/N: Ahh...yuck. Not as great as I hoped it would be. Hopefully that's just me being critical of my work though, and you all liked it ^^;. I edited it a few times but I couldn't get it the way I wanted it so I decided just to leave it and move on. I didn't want to go too far with the "love" scene, because it wouldn't really fit in the story. The positioning was inspired by this pic. Ryo is just begging to have Shige sitting on him...and as you can tell I could have gone a lot further. The angst is about to start! Get ready~
Author: yukinonamida
Genre: Romance/Drama/Angst/Fluff(chapter1&2)
Pairing: Nishikato
Rating: PG-13 overall
Summary: One day Ryo spots his bandmate, Shige in a club working a "not-so-innocent" second job. Ryo has never paid attention to him that much, but seeing him do this sparks his interest and concerns. The 2 become closer, but what happens when things happen that not only threaten to break them up, but to seperate them forever? (This summary totally sucks...this story is hard to summarize >_<)
A/N: Sorry for the delay, I was working on putting like 8 thousand pics of NewS on my wall. And I had a bit of writer's block. But here's chapter 3! It's not as fluffy as 1&2, but still semi-fluffy. ^_^ Enjoy reading&comment~
Chapter 3: Calm before the storm
Shige reached Ryo's car, bending down with his hands on his knees trying to catch his breath. Rain continued to fall, the skies were gray. Ryo caught up finally. "Oi! What did you say about me?!" Ryo yelled in a semi-jokingly manner. He laughed, trying to catch his breath as well. Shige stood upright, still panting. Ryo's eyed narrowed and he looked at Shige. "Are you okay?" he asked with a worried tone to his voice.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm okay, I just ran too fast." Shige smiled.
"Oh okay...then why the hell are we standing here in the pouring rain?"
They got in Ryo's car, completely soaked from head to toe. The drive to Shige's apartment was filled with conversations about random things, from work to what was on TV the next day. They were both shivering from the cold once they arrived at Shige's apartment.
"Ne, Nishikido kun...do you want to come in? For a shower and some coffee to warm up...it's the least I can do."
"Uh...sure, I'm freezing."
Shige nodded and opened the door half way, and was stopped by Ryo's hand on his arm.
"And Shige...don't feel like you have to repay me for today. I had fun too." They both smiled and got out of the car, sprinting into the building and going up to Shige's apartment.
They walked in his apartment and took off their shoes. Shige went ahead of him and went into his bedroom while Ryo walked slowly around the apartment, looking around and observing. Shige walked out of his bedroom holding clothes and a towel and handed them to Ryo.
"The bathroom's the 2nd door on the right, take your time." Shige smiled.
"Thanks, but what about you? You'll catch a cold...."
"Ah, don't worry~ I have 2 bathrooms, I'll take a shower in the other bathroom."
"Oh~ Alright then."
Ryo went into the bathroom and Shige went back into his bedroom. He pulled open his drawer and rummaged through the clothes to find what he wanted to wear. He could hear Ryo undressing in the bathroom just a few feet away. He looked at the door and then back to the clothes, shaking his head, trying to rid himself of his thoughts.No, Shige...no. You can't...get it out of your head he said to himself. He continued going through the clothes when he heard the water go on. He glanced at the bathroom door once again through the corner of his eye, but he stopped himself by picking up a pair of sweatpants, boxers and a shirt and walking into the other bathroom, trying to get the thoughts out of his head that he knew he shouldn't be having.
Shige finished and Ryo was still in the shower. He walked past the door quickly, trying to avoid a possibly dangerous situation. He started the coffee and leaned against the counter. "This is not good..I can't be doing this...I'll just tell him-"
"Tell me what?" Ryo asked, drying his hair with the towel, his sudden appearance catching Shige off guard.
"Uhhh..." He looked around, and saw the coffee maker, and pointed to it. "That the coffee's almost ready!" Shige laughed nervously.
"Oh? That's good."
Ryo continued drying his hair, the piecy black locks falling over his eyes. Shige didn't even notice he was staring until Ryo looked up at him and smiled.
Shige immediately looked away, and poured the coffee. He handed a cup to Ryo and they drank it fairly quickly. The warm, hot liquid running down their throats felt good after a long day, especially after the rain.
"So, Shige...you have an album?" Ryo asked.
Maybe because of the situation, but Shige didn't understand what he meant. "Um...we're all on the albums together..."
Ryo laughed. "No, idiot, I meant a photo album." He continued laughing and Shige started to blush.
"Oh...yeah, it's over there." He pointed to the table near the couch, and then took the last sip of his coffee, cursing himself for being so stupid and making a fool out himself.
They made their way over to the couch, and sat on the floor in front of it, and Shige opened the album on the coffee table. They started to look through it.
"Wow, Shige these are really good. You took all these?"
"..Yeah."
"I'm impressed."
Shige couldn't help but smile when he heard this. "..Thanks."
Ryo continued to look through the album, but Shige's attention was elsewhere. He turned his head toward Ryo, able to smell the scent of his soap on Ryo's skin. Slowly, Shige put his left hand on Ryo's right shoulder, moved in closer and, closing his eyes, he put his head on his left one.
"W-What are y-you doing?" Ryo asked nervously, moving slightly away. Shige stops him by moving his hand to the side of Ryo's stomach.
"S-Shige," Ryo said uncomfortably "Why-"
He stopped when he looked down and saw a tear running down Shige's face.
"...Thank you...thank you for caring about me.."
He's fragile...he must be after what he's been through...Ryo thought. And...this sense of comfort...I've never experienced this before..
Ryo wrapped his arm around Shige, and he moved closer. After a few moments, Shige moved his left hand to Ryo's right shoulder again and propelled himself up until they were at eye level with eachother. They looked into each other's eyes for what seemed like a lifetime. Shige put his hand on the back of Ryo's neck, pulled him closer and pressed their lips together. Ryo's heart jumped and he pulled away, looking at Shige confused.
"W-W-What a-are you d-doing?"
Shige blushed and moved away, embarassed. "S...S-Sorry.." Why did I just do that? Shit, I'm such an idiot..
Ryo looked at Shige, feeling guilty about making him feel bad about what he did. It's not that he didn't want it, he just wasn't expecting it to actually happen, and so quickly. He moved over closer to Shige and put his arm around him. Shige looked at him in surprise. Isn't he angry? Shouldn't he be beating me up right now?
Ryo leaned over and whispered "It's okay..." into his ear. He pulled away from his ear slowly. Shige looked at him, and put his face close to Ryo's..testing to see if he would pull away again. He didn't. Their lips met for the second time. They wrapped their arms around eachother as the kiss became deeper and deeper.
They both felt a jittery feeling, their hearts fluttered. Like before an interview, or on the first day of school. But they also felt a sense of belonging....a sense of comfort neither of them had ever found elsewhere.
I've liked Ryo ever since I met him. Even though he was short-tempered and rude sometimes, he had a sincere, kind aura resonating from him, and Shige could see it. With everything that Ryo did, his feelings for him grew stronger and stronger. And today, when Ryo had stopped him in the club, and allowed him to take him to the fair, Shige believes he fell in love with him.
Why? Why does this feel so good...so right? Shige's not a girl...but...recently he's been making me so nervous, so worried ever since I found out about his job as a "slave". Since then...I've had this overwhelming urge to protect him...to show him that he deserves so much more. He deserves care, and love. Someone who respects him.
They pull away, and pull eachother closer, into a deep hug. Shige began kiss and nip at Ryo's neck softly and gently. Neither could believe nor describe how good it felt.
"....Why...?" Ryo asked softly.
"I...I like you...a lot..."
Ryo's heart skipped a beat.
Shige stopped and pulled his head back to look at Ryo. He could no longer contain himself. He pressed his lips against Ryo's again, maneuvering around and pushing Ryo's back into the couch cushion and straddled him, sitting in his lap. They sat there, kissing with more passion, more desire than before, letting all their worries and doubts go, only caring about what was happening at that moment. They fell sideways onto the floor, and continued to lose themselves in each other.
After a while, they both fell asleep, holding eachother...neither aware of the force that was about to turn their worlds upside down.
A/N: Ahh...yuck. Not as great as I hoped it would be. Hopefully that's just me being critical of my work though, and you all liked it ^^;. I edited it a few times but I couldn't get it the way I wanted it so I decided just to leave it and move on. I didn't want to go too far with the "love" scene, because it wouldn't really fit in the story. The positioning was inspired by this pic. Ryo is just begging to have Shige sitting on him...and as you can tell I could have gone a lot further. The angst is about to start! Get ready~
