I'm not feeling so confident anymore about writing. I don't think I have enough experiences in life to make my story... deep. I'm afraid that if I do come up with something, it'll end being shallow and immature.

But, having said all of that, I really, really want to write. Somehow I feel that through writing, I can express myself in a way that I ( Read more... )

I was doing freewriting exercises yesterday. It was great! I did it twice and filled out an entire page of typewriting paper each time. Maybe if I keep doing it I won't have so much trouble posting an entry here. Or maybe I just need to let my thoughts flow out naturally. I think too hard on what to write!

So. 48 weeks. Of no posting. After deleting my very first LJ account, then making another one, THEN promising to myself to update it everyday, or thrice a week at least, I went and posted NOTHING.

I suck. I totally, and completely, utterly SUCK.

I read this on Y!News not 30 mins ago:

"Dumbledore is gay," the author responded to gasps and applause.

She then explained that Dumbledore was smitten with rival Gellert Grindelwald, whom he defeated long ago in a battle between good and bad wizards. "Falling in love can blind us to an extent," Rowling said of Dumbledore's feelings, adding that ( Read more... )

I'm posting one of my original short story again.

Hope you like it!

... if... anyone reads this...?

( First Love... )

Hmm... today... wasn't really eventful. Just went to school for an exam.

...

That's it.

... I should be writing another fic.

... Geez... WHERE ARE THE INSPIRATIONS I NEED?! MY PLOTBUNNIES?! THE MUSES?!

E-herm!!

...

I'M BACK!!

*rolls on the floor laughing her useless guts out*

... I miss browsing....

...

PAYBACK TIME!!

So, to celebrate my ressurection *snorts* I brought the results of my first try in fiction writing. Harry and Draco - and my other OTPs - better watch out and prepare themselves... 'cause I'm gonna mess with them next... *insert Lord Voldy ( Read more... )

I think I was supposed to write something... poignant... and thought-provoking... and... and socially relevant, in this post. But I think it was lost somewhere between my brain and my hands. That, or my smutfic plotbunny babies murdered them and threw away all the traces.... Hmmm.... *ambles away searching for her poignant, thought-provoking and ( Read more... )

This week... has been really shitty, so far. Can't smell anything.... Gaahh. AND I STILL HAVE TO FIND SOME KIND OF INSPIRATION TO WRITE SOMETHING!!! I'M AN ASPIRING WRITER!!! I NEED TO WRITE!!! BUT THERE'S NOTHING TO WRITE!!!

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHhHhhhhHHHHHhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guhhhhhhh... Sniffling and sneezing and tearing up all over the place is shit. And my side hurts. And my eyes itch... Oh, the universe fucking loves me. I FEEL IT! I FEEL THE LOVE!

On a positive note... YAY!!! I finally got the look I wanted for my LJ! WOOOOOTTTTTTTTT~~~~~!!! *evil cackles* I'll be updating this a lot more frequently from now on. * ( Read more... )