Jan, a dutch friend of mine, having received my pic where I'm wearing a new dress (a long skirt of 19th century style, a corset - silver flowers on a black satin) wrote me that he's gonna marry me immediately if I'll show in Holland like that:). Dammit, I gotta buy a ticket right now, I haven't been to Holland for more than a month and haven't seen ( Read more... )

This weekend I've taken my first experience of welcoming trans music lovers into my new club. They were about 120 people and they were rather cool: noone went into a frenzy, didn't break the lights, we had lotsa fun, I almost danced my ass off, some strangers treated everybody to vodka and champagne, that was amazing! After that house music lovers ( Read more... )

I have finally opened my new club. Everything was just perfect :) Journalists came, poets were performing: declaiming, growling, using lotsa foul language, they tore paper and trampled pieces down, the audience was caught alight. The audience was so loyal regarding performers' weird pranks, that journalists shed tears and called the atmosphere " ( Read more... )

Today, at this big and important jewish holiday I'm reflecting on my life. I haven't become a jew who adheres to all canons. Though I wanted it so bad! At least I'm fasting and I don't fuck today - that's a lot for me. But I participate in TV program. They called me from NTV+ and told me that they're waiting for me today. I could hardly remember ( Read more... )

I gotta new amusement. I select guards for my club. Tall (6 feet 7 inches), handsome bodybuilders come to inter - locution and I ask them a lot of "smart" questions and then hire the one who is more handsome and whose cock (according to my estimations) is more thoroughbred :). Just as from an anecdote about a businessman and a secretary. The first ( Read more... )

Now I have charming designer and a stylist - a marvelous gay couple, my art-director led them to me. He is bisexual but since he's living with Jana he's getting more and more natural. What her breasts can do to a man: even I'm thrilled seeing them ( Read more... )

I’m in a bath and masturbating - I just love it, especially after I had a great sex. When my body is relaxed, soft and pliant, fingers move, making me remember of his kisses… I can dream now. Once in “Sexual revolution” TV show on TDK channel I was talking about techniques of women masturbation and erotic dreaming at the time of it. So what is it ( Read more... )

First channel’s editor called me five times when I was in Holland last week. She even proposed to repay for my ticket to motherland: they needed one more heroine for “Five nights” show and the subject was “The decision that has changed my whole life”. I had a lot of fun, imagining what I could say. What was that decision of MY life? To make love ( Read more... )

Russian reality rolls over me with its harshness. You can’t just live here, you must run at full tilt, outrun, jostle, to be always in time, in a word - to do your best. What a difference Dutch people are! They are sluggish; they are either dumb or their life is so good that they have to do nothing to make it better - have a cigar and go with a ( Read more... )

Though Club in Rotterdam welcomed COUPLES exactly, single men still were penetrating and appeared at the most interesting moments. They added to the fucking couples and if were not touching them, were masturbating. Nobody was confused, still it is Europe, civilization (:)), at my club poor onanist may be stopped by an exclamation: “Hey buddy go ( Read more... )