Fourteenth Cross - [Voice]

[ys_cant_die]

Machika is a sulky fish. He always has the same sad face on...

I wonder if he's sad. He looks depressed... kept in such tiny a confinement, lost.... forgotten and hated for looking so sad... being so unloved...

I feel... almost as though I relate to Machika... but at the same time, she makes me want to hate her.

I almost do.I'm almost completely

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[satsujin_ai]

Will you..? May I ask your reason?

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[ys_cant_die]

I may.

Shortly before Christmas, I... confused myself.

A reality check may be required.

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[satsujin_ai]

My offer remains. If that is your wish, perhaps Lilith may bring you to me.

Though I am curious.. how will it solve your confusion?

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[ys_cant_die]

I could ask her. But Gaara might think ill of her, if I don't return soon... like the last time.

Pain is always a bold reminder of being truly... human.

[soul_similar]

You'll be able to play with me again soon? I've been coming to visit at the high school, but Gaara says that it's not good to be sick. I don't think I get sick though...

I'll help you make your snowman! Then he can have Charles the snowman for a friend. ♥

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You're gonna die?

[ys_cant_die]

You probably wouldn't have much fun. I've been really sleepy a lot. Once I'm not sleepy, we have to play a lot to make up for it! You're so lucky, not getting sick...

Charles the snowman?

[Locked]

If I ask.

[soul_similar]

I wouldn't? But sleeping can feel good. Dreams are nice. We'll play lots and lots later! ...and that's what Gaara said too.

Uh-huh. His name wasn't Sharuru after all. It's Charles. I talked to him before! The real one. Ne, ne. He's small and cute just like the little snowman that was outside awhile back!

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Why? If you die, then you won't be Cecil anymore...

[ys_cant_die]

Not if I'm tired. I wouldn't play very much... I don't like sleeping. He did?

That sounds really neat. I want to meet both of them!

[Locked]

I... want to... feel again. That feeling... I don't know if I'll be Cecil anymore...

Do you have a new name yet?

[inner_sandman]

Don't go outside until you have fully recovered.

[ys_cant_die]

I won't, I won't... I just want to build my snowman!

[inner_sandman]

You must feel bored.

[ys_cant_die]

I'm okay just sitting with Machika. He makes funny faces.