Yesterday things began to seem like they couldn't get any worse. I crashed my car. There wasn't much damage but it's still going to cost me more than I can afford. We fought because of it, and because of everything building up to it, and things almost fell apart. In reality I guess they did. I was lying there next to a man who used to be my ( Read more... )

It's okay if you're having second thoughts about me. I'm having them about you too.

I am slowly giving up ( Read more... )

For some reason I've been thinking about the past today. I was thinking and realized that some day I'm going to forget a lot of things. Some day I will look back and I won't remember the house my best friend lived in. I won't remember the wooden steps our the foot long grass in the yard, or the bugs that always tried to follow me inside. I won't ( Read more... )

Things are so good right now it is always freaking me out. Greg met my family last night and it went well. I've never been so happy as a result of spending time with one person. We went grocery shopping so there will be food when he comes over, and I can't remember a time I had this much food in this apartment. So much of me has changed for the ( Read more... )

I'm tan.
I'm in Greg's bed.
I'm watching Oz.
All is right with the world.

I'm so fucking drained.

It's really weird to think that I honestly believed that I would be single until I was 20 at least. It's strange how things work out. When I first met him 2 years ago I wouldn't have imagined we'd end up together, and even if I had known I never would have guessed how happy he would make me. It's a feeling I've never felt as a result of a ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend.
He treats me like treasure.

Stop calling me you fucking psycho bitch.

I don't know what to do.

I'm so glad to have him as my best friend otherwise I'd be far more lost than I am currently. Now I just need an unbiased female preferably straight opinion.. where on earth would I find one of those...