this sucks...

[yourgayfriend]

This whole house hunting thing sucks. I'm coming up empty handed. It's not helping that Jon is now acting like a douche to me. I don't get it. I did everything I could to make the relationship work. I always stood behind him. I put my feelings aside to be supportive. I did anything he ever asked me to do. Even after he broke up with me, I told him

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[die7fox]

Maybe he feels guilty about breaking up with you, and it's causing him to act out?

[yourgayfriend]

I might be inclined to agree with you if Jon didn't have the emotional range of a decaying tree. I think growing up Jewish made him develop some super-immunity to feeling guilt.

[yourgayfriend]

you're fired...either one really. Jon knows my entire situation and why it's taking so long. And then tonight he asks me out to dinner...I need to get out of here asap.

[yourgayfriend]

I don't know....he always seemed to pride himself of being able to remain friendly with the majority of his ex's...I pretty much demanded that I wanted to remain friends w/ benefits. He's fine with that, but emotionally he just runs hot & cold...I guess I should be used to it by now.

So here's the story on my truck. My truck sucks..it drives (knock on wood) but I don't like driving very far or at high speeds...there's something wrong with the exhaust and transmission. Instead of putting the money into repairs on it, I was wanting to save up some money and just get a new vehicle..and then I ran my credit report a few months back and saw how fucked it was. I had completely forgot about the whole eviction, and didn't realize it was on my credit. So I cleared up all the little other things on my credit and was going to start taking care of the eviction like right now, when Jon dumped me a few weeks ago. Basically the timing on everything is a bitch.