Because of You
Title: Because of You
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong
Length: drabble
Genre: AU; angst; romance
Rating: PG 13
A/N: A sequel to Dirty Little Secret that you all wanted. And yes - there will be more ;).
P.S. The song that's in the music section is a perfect mood-setter ;)
Summary: He never thought that one day JaeJoong will willingly knock on his door and say things like this.
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A knock on the door startled YunHo. He looked at the clock on the wall that showed near midnight and put his book aside. He climbed out of the bed, where he tried to fall asleep already for hours, and went to open the door.
More shocking that the fact that someone knocked on his door at this hour was who was standing in the hallway. JaeJoong stood in front of YunHo's door, his whole frame shaking, his eyes bloodshot, his hair in a total mess. He obviously avoided looking at YunHo and just stared at the floor beneath his feet.
"JaeJoong, " YunHo finally spoke and the shorter male glanced at him for a second. "What are you doing here?" he continued. It was rather strange to see JaeJoong in front of his door without a call and on a night when they didn't even schedule to meet, not to mention the state JaeJoong was in right now.
"Can I come in?" the shorter male, whose hair had changed from black to ice blond since the last time YunHo met him (which was exactly 2 weeks and 3 days ago - YunHo counted).
"Sure." YunHo replied and stepped away from the door so other could get in. He closed the door after JaeJoong came in just watched how other kicks his shoes of and moves to the living room, tripping over his own feet and using the wall not to fall down. "Are you ok?" YunHo took few long steps and wrapped his arms around others waist when he tripped again and almost landed on his face.
"No..." JaeJoong whispered and broke out from YunHo's hold. "I am not ok." he said and stumbled across the room and sat on the couch. "And it's all because of you." he murmured and pulled his legs, that were wrapped in tight blue jeans, against his chest and rested his forehead against his knees.
"Because of me?" YunHo repeated and moved toward the couch where JaeJoong was now curled in a ball. He tried to figure out what have he done wrong to upset JaeJoong, though he knew he had followed every single rule that JaeJoong set just to meet him, just to feel him once in a while. He sat on the couch next to the blond male and heard how a small gasp broke from others lips. "Could you..." he said "tell me what I have done wrong?"
"You're not leaving." JaeJoong muttered and YunHo had to admit that he didn't understand what other meant. He already opened his mouth to ask when JaeJoong raised his head and looked at YunHo, his eyes glistering with tears. "I can't stop thinking about you. Even when I'm on stage or in studio all I can think about is you." he said and YunHo's heart jumped a little. "Already for months," JaeJoong continued "and I don't know what to do. And it got only worse after the last time." he said and hid his face again. "What have you done to me..." JaeJoong whispered. "On the other hand" he continued " maybe it's me... Maybe I've grown too attached to you. Maybe i'm depending on the fact that you're here for me too much." he raised his head again and looked at YunHo.
"But maybe it is my fault." YunHo replied quietly and caressed JaeJoong's cheek, whipping away the disobedient tears that were falling from others big, beautiful eyes. "Maybe I'm clenching on you too much." he continued. "Maybe I should have let you go away long ago."
"No no no no no..." JaeJoong started to chant and shake his head. He clenched on YunHo's hand when he withdrew it from others cheek and pulled it back to the place where it was before. "You can't let go of me..." he muttered "All others can, just not you." he said and tried to blink the tears away. "I can live with you in my mind all the time, I can... I can't live without you." he continued to mutter.
Before YunHo managed to open his mouth and say something a pair of lips were already pressed against his, a shaking frame molding with his, as shaking hands gripping his t-shirt. Instinctively YunHo wrapped his arms around others frame and the shaking decreased. He pulled JaeJoong as close as possible and just went with the flow. In no time they found their perfect rhythm as they lips moved in sync, theirs tongues touching once in a while making both of them shiver. Time seemed to stop and YunHo tightened his grip. He didn't want to let JaeJoong go, he didn't want the moment to end yet need for for air won.
"Please, don't leave me..." JaeJoong gasped, resting his forehead against YunHo's, his hands now wrapped around YunHo's neck yet still clenching on his shirt.
"I won't. I swear." YunHo gasped in reply and let his hands to run up and down others back. JaeJoong smiled weekly and laid his head on YunHo's shoulder, his arms dropping to YunHo's waist and renewing the death grip on others shirt there. His breathing finally steadied and YunHo sighed in relief.
"I love you." JaeJoong whispered in a sleepy, exhausted tone, his breath suddenly burning hot on YunHo's neck, making other to shiver.
"I... I... I love you too..." YunHo murmured and looked down at JaeJoong, who was already asleep and sighed yet again. "I love you so much." he murmured against the top pf others head and carefully gather the sleeping male in his arms, stood up and carried him to the bedroom.
He hoped everything he heard was not said by alcohol, he tasted in the kiss.
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a/n: just in case - JJ is a musician, an idol - that's why society wants to see him straight.
NEXT part: Make Me Forget
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong
Length: drabble
Genre: AU; angst; romance
Rating: PG 13
A/N: A sequel to Dirty Little Secret that you all wanted. And yes - there will be more ;).
P.S. The song that's in the music section is a perfect mood-setter ;)
Summary: He never thought that one day JaeJoong will willingly knock on his door and say things like this.
~*~
A knock on the door startled YunHo. He looked at the clock on the wall that showed near midnight and put his book aside. He climbed out of the bed, where he tried to fall asleep already for hours, and went to open the door.
More shocking that the fact that someone knocked on his door at this hour was who was standing in the hallway. JaeJoong stood in front of YunHo's door, his whole frame shaking, his eyes bloodshot, his hair in a total mess. He obviously avoided looking at YunHo and just stared at the floor beneath his feet.
"JaeJoong, " YunHo finally spoke and the shorter male glanced at him for a second. "What are you doing here?" he continued. It was rather strange to see JaeJoong in front of his door without a call and on a night when they didn't even schedule to meet, not to mention the state JaeJoong was in right now.
"Can I come in?" the shorter male, whose hair had changed from black to ice blond since the last time YunHo met him (which was exactly 2 weeks and 3 days ago - YunHo counted).
"Sure." YunHo replied and stepped away from the door so other could get in. He closed the door after JaeJoong came in just watched how other kicks his shoes of and moves to the living room, tripping over his own feet and using the wall not to fall down. "Are you ok?" YunHo took few long steps and wrapped his arms around others waist when he tripped again and almost landed on his face.
"No..." JaeJoong whispered and broke out from YunHo's hold. "I am not ok." he said and stumbled across the room and sat on the couch. "And it's all because of you." he murmured and pulled his legs, that were wrapped in tight blue jeans, against his chest and rested his forehead against his knees.
"Because of me?" YunHo repeated and moved toward the couch where JaeJoong was now curled in a ball. He tried to figure out what have he done wrong to upset JaeJoong, though he knew he had followed every single rule that JaeJoong set just to meet him, just to feel him once in a while. He sat on the couch next to the blond male and heard how a small gasp broke from others lips. "Could you..." he said "tell me what I have done wrong?"
"You're not leaving." JaeJoong muttered and YunHo had to admit that he didn't understand what other meant. He already opened his mouth to ask when JaeJoong raised his head and looked at YunHo, his eyes glistering with tears. "I can't stop thinking about you. Even when I'm on stage or in studio all I can think about is you." he said and YunHo's heart jumped a little. "Already for months," JaeJoong continued "and I don't know what to do. And it got only worse after the last time." he said and hid his face again. "What have you done to me..." JaeJoong whispered. "On the other hand" he continued " maybe it's me... Maybe I've grown too attached to you. Maybe i'm depending on the fact that you're here for me too much." he raised his head again and looked at YunHo.
"But maybe it is my fault." YunHo replied quietly and caressed JaeJoong's cheek, whipping away the disobedient tears that were falling from others big, beautiful eyes. "Maybe I'm clenching on you too much." he continued. "Maybe I should have let you go away long ago."
"No no no no no..." JaeJoong started to chant and shake his head. He clenched on YunHo's hand when he withdrew it from others cheek and pulled it back to the place where it was before. "You can't let go of me..." he muttered "All others can, just not you." he said and tried to blink the tears away. "I can live with you in my mind all the time, I can... I can't live without you." he continued to mutter.
Before YunHo managed to open his mouth and say something a pair of lips were already pressed against his, a shaking frame molding with his, as shaking hands gripping his t-shirt. Instinctively YunHo wrapped his arms around others frame and the shaking decreased. He pulled JaeJoong as close as possible and just went with the flow. In no time they found their perfect rhythm as they lips moved in sync, theirs tongues touching once in a while making both of them shiver. Time seemed to stop and YunHo tightened his grip. He didn't want to let JaeJoong go, he didn't want the moment to end yet need for for air won.
"Please, don't leave me..." JaeJoong gasped, resting his forehead against YunHo's, his hands now wrapped around YunHo's neck yet still clenching on his shirt.
"I won't. I swear." YunHo gasped in reply and let his hands to run up and down others back. JaeJoong smiled weekly and laid his head on YunHo's shoulder, his arms dropping to YunHo's waist and renewing the death grip on others shirt there. His breathing finally steadied and YunHo sighed in relief.
"I love you." JaeJoong whispered in a sleepy, exhausted tone, his breath suddenly burning hot on YunHo's neck, making other to shiver.
"I... I... I love you too..." YunHo murmured and looked down at JaeJoong, who was already asleep and sighed yet again. "I love you so much." he murmured against the top pf others head and carefully gather the sleeping male in his arms, stood up and carried him to the bedroom.
He hoped everything he heard was not said by alcohol, he tasted in the kiss.
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a/n: just in case - JJ is a musician, an idol - that's why society wants to see him straight.
NEXT part: Make Me Forget