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[youlovemycar]

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies,
that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand. double-identities, lies, broken promises, pressure from everyone that loves you to do something different

Comments

[kamokittie]

Awww...I love how much you care about your friends. Good character!

[onyx_sunfire83]

skipping right past the cliche comments, i'm having a shitty night.

he gave blood+scars to mal. well, sold it to her, actually. after ranting to me for quite a while about how special it is to him.

whatever.

i thought i had talked some sense into him last night, and he agreed he wasn't going (though i still am). but then i found out that he just felt i was trying to make him seem stupid. and i wasn't at all. i'm so fucking scared for him. i just want him to realize he doesn't have to go sit alone in apartment with one folding chair and some empty canvas in order to find himself. there are so many things here that he hasn't started dealing with, so running away from them isn't going to help anything. and i thought i'd made him understand that. but, i guess not.

he's leaving. he's lying. he loves someone... but i don't think it's me.

[youlovemycar]

sorry i didnt respond, for some reason i'm not getting email notification of any of your comments. wierdness

[onyx_sunfire83]

well, i'm glad he's telling someone those things, because i've never heard any of it. wonderful.

i'm happy for both of you.

really.

[youlovemycar]

i'm sorry.

i was under the impression he had talked to you about these things.
fuck.
i apologize.

hey.

[revmts]

i commented on this old post so maybe people wouldn't see it, as i think u get emails from comments, as i do. iw asn't sure where to email u, so please email me at marlontheshank@hotmail.com when u get this.