You know, some people like to drown in their sorrows and their depression. I think you're that kind of person. Why you're depressed, I don't know. But you might look into seeing a psycologist. They really allow you to divuldge your feelings and work out what's wrong inside of you. Trust me, I'm the first to know. By torturing yourself, you are not making life any easier. Don't you want to be happy? I'm just trying to help. I know you're a good person at heart, but you need to find yourself and not rely on means of hurting yourself to thrive in times of anguish and despair.
actualy i know why im fucked up i really do and you know what i write its funny people judge me on my way of writing this stupid fucking journal in all honesty i hate everyone and everything for the most part now depressed the other hand is something im not to tell the truth im happy ashley left and i feel somewhat complete in my life as to what i do and how i live it i write from my brain the thoughts that people dont let out and from the heart the feelings you people called humans try to hide but do me a favor why dont you just say who you are i log ip so hideing behind a post with no face will not help
If you know "why you're fucked up" then why not get some help so as to not "be fucked up". Pills and whatever else you might be doing aren't the answer and you know it. Why do you "hate everyone and everything for the most part"? That is not normal. You don't want to live your life that way do you? There's so much beauty out there. "Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in." - American Beauty. Don't you want to feel that way? We only have one life on Earth, why live it in despair? I'm not saying that I think you have a problem, I'm saying I think you have inner demons that you need to rid yourself of. Writing in this journal is an excellent way of doing that, but only if you're writing to release your emotions, not drown in them. I suggest you find the purpose to your life and stick with it. Don't dump things or people or activites just because they don't pan out perfectly. We don't live in a perfect world, but we do live in a beautiful one, and if you can overcome
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