On a scale of one to 10, today was a negative 11. Not a very auspicious beginning to the new year. I'm in desperate need of advice. Or distractions.

I'm trying so hard to please everyone. And I'm fucking miserable.

"But I thought sirens were terrible creatures ( Read more... )

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I'm hanging out in the library. It's a cool place to be, but it took me ages to find a place to sit down and spread out my "parabola" of stuff, as my friends like to say. Somehow I've misplaced my iPod headphones; possibly Jared has them. In any case, I get too distracted by the chattering of those around me (this is a LIBRARY, people, not social ( Read more... )

I contributed to class discussion today. Not that I haven't in the past, but I just haven't written on those days. And every time I do, it's an event. I'm generally a quiet person and I have a severe fear of being wrong. I like to reward myself for speaking out once in awhile. *proud of self ( Read more... )

i make boys cry. it's a fact of life. it's not something i'm proud of, but i somehow always do it anyway.

Me: Sometimes I feel like the world is conspiring against me. I feel like when I walk in the grocery store, everyone's like "SHH! She's here! Act normal!" & then start pretending to pick out cabbages ( Read more... )

I don't write anymore. I honestly think this is the longest I've gone without putting anything in my journal. Well, Happy Thanksgiving all...hope yours was as deliciously filling and restful as mine was ( Read more... )

Am I selfish? I'm a wreck today. I just want to go to Heather's basement and stack up pillows.