I always do a post for the first day of school, it's almost as if it's expected already ( Read more... )

Trying to figure me out.
But they dont, they just assume.
So stubborn, so Selfish.
Theyve got me all wrong, baby.
It's always the same thing.
You dont know me, and if you get any closer I swear to god you never will.
That's the way the cookie crumbles.
Leaves you with bits and pieces of something
that'll never be.

IM SO PISSED!
They called me from the theater for an interview today.
and my mom was on the fucking phone.
so I missed it.. I called back..
and they told me they would call me back.
but they havent.
it was at 1pm today.
IVE BEEN A FUCKING DUMBASS WAITING ALL FUCKING DAY.
but i know theyre not going to call back.
fuckingshit.
i need a job like now.
they called ( Read more... )

so im going back to nixon. its a done deal! and .. im going to have to isolate myself and get on the ball ( Read more... )

EW!

im not happy at all.
this is making everything worse..and all i can think is, how did i let it get this bad? :(

I need A

• Car
• Camera
• Boyfriend.

then life will be grand. until then, UGH.

Okay heres the deal its july. nothing too great has happened yet ( Read more... )

Im such a narcissist. I know if I left Laredo, I would miss it wherever i was, and when I'd come back.. I'd wish I didnt and miss the place before. That's the thing with me. I'm never at an Okay with myself, and when I was.. It fell apart, quickly. My days have been good, summer is not horrible, it just hasnt lived up to last summer yet. But ( Read more... )

POOF!

i fucking miss it.