Thursday-As soon as I went to take a nap sharen called me and told me to come over for the sex toy party. So I go to her townhouse...walk the rape path scared out of my mind hahah...by cementaries...and made it to her townhouse and devoured budlights mmm. Bunch of white girls there...I was the only black girl of course but it was good. We got ( Read more... )

-Mad wasted yesterday. Me nick and barbara FINALLY got to go to gippers. At first everyone stared at us either because I was the only nigger or because me and barbara were the only girls. There was this guy in there that we kept making fun of because he was obviousssssly maaaaad d. And I am pretty sure he shushed me at one point haha. Well anywho ( Read more... )

-So fuck my savings account it's too hard being broke so I stole money from myself. Eh I'm going to marry a rich guy anyway and never work ( Read more... )

Last day of classes. It feels surreal. I've been going to school forever...since I was like 3. I used to love it...I used to toughen up when I got sick just so I could go to school...yeah I was one of those. Theeen school just got mad annoying somewhere between freshman year of college aha. Constantly lowering my self-esteeem...constantly making me ( Read more... )

-I have 3 pieces of printer paper left ( Read more... )

So this past weekend HAD to have been the MOST RANDOM weekend I have ever had...so for all the fans of my vagueness...I'll be sure to make it as vague and cryptic as possible ( Read more... )

When did I suddenly start ruining lives ( Read more... )

I love this here journal ( Read more... )

-So I came to the conclusion that my life would be so much easier if I didn't come in contact with mooooooost of the boys I've come in contact with in my life. Things would be so much easier if boys didn't like me...then no one would have to get hurt...everyone could be friends and it'd alll be greeeeeeeat. But of course we live in a retarded world ( Read more... )

-Okay so I am updating my journal so martha can read it instead of talking to me hahaha! So anywho today is the day I made a decision...so I've been eating crappy and had a taste of an awesome meal at uconn and kinda made me miss eating food and being like 'HEY...THIS WON'T KILL ME' so today I decided...I either have to cut down drinking or eat ( Read more... )