[drabble] Falling
“Guys, meet Hye Eun, my girlfriend!” Yoochun said happily introducing his girl to his bandmates. The said girl smiled at the boys and indeed she’s beautiful. Not pretty, but beautiful.
Everyone is enjoying themselves, having a good time while getting to know Hye Eun more. Everyone but Junsu. He sighs inwardly, not sure of what he’s feeling now.
“Guys, meet Hye Eun, my girlfriend!”
Long after the party was over that night, Junsu found himself in bed, Yoochun’s happy voice keep ringing in his head. He closed his eyes and see Yoochun and Hye Eun dancing happily, smiling brightly and looking perfect for each other, like everyone thinks they are.
Junsu doesn’t get it. Or maybe Yoochun doesn’t get it, he thought sadly. He was long in love with his best friend, but words just don’t seem to flow from his mouth. Junsu gave Yoochun a ring for his birthday, the one that Yoochun proudly flaunted to the whole world. His best friend always thought that it’s a friendship ring, brushing it off as ‘coincidence due to ignorance’ when there are rumors about it actually being pointed as engagement ring by the fans.
He always thought that their fanservice means more. He’s always in love with the warm gazes that Yoochun lays on him, the cheeky smile that decorates the beautiful face of his best friend every time he teases Junsu, the comforting feeling when the other lazily rests his chin on his shoulder. He loves it all about Yoochun, he really does. But maybe it’s not the same case on the other side.
He closes his eyes tightly, tears trailing down his cheeks. That night he dreams of falling, falling through the shattered memories of Yoochun’s smiling faces.