Lost Smiles

May 30, 2012 08:26


Title: Lost Smiles
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: i dont own this duckbutt and chunface :(
Summary: Junsu lost his smiles.
A/N: broken yoosu :(


You had always been a ball of sunshine.
You always smiled and laughed like there is no tomorrow.

And then, that person appeared and stole all your smiles.
He lured you in a world you had no knowledge of.
You quickly learned that this world is wrong based on your mother and religion
You still entered it because you loved that guy so much.
You left your house and stopped talking to your friends. all for that guy.

He was sweet at first, he took care of you.
He made you feel loved.
That was when your smiles were the sweetest.
It was the best feeling in the world.

But then, it started.
He flirted with other girls/guys, even in front of you.
Your smile turned to unsure ones.

Then, the nights he spent outside with other people doing intimate stuff he should only do with you.
He touched you less and less. 
He didnt even talk to you anymore.
And your smile vanished completely.

One day, you asked 'why?'
'What why?'
'Why do you flirt and cheat?'
'You didnt think we'd be exclusive just because you live here, right?'
You felt your heart shatter at the revelation. You thought he loved you enough to be in a relationship with only you. You stopped talking and just went to bed. You just felt so tired. You felt sorry for yourself but you cant let him go because you love him so much. You already forgot the last time you smiled.

Everything was just a cycle with him going home from a passionate night spent outside with a stranger and you waited for him looking like a kicked puppy.

One night while your out in the town to buy a gift for his birthday, you saw him talking to a girl in a restaurant. You sneaked in and learned the girl's name is Jimin. He looked so happy with her. He was smiling and joking all the time. They looked so beautiful.

You went home that night without getting him anything. But you would give him a gift he would most likely appreciate. You packed your things and wrote him a letter,

Dear chunnie yoochun,
Thank you for taking care of me for all this time.
I didnt know what to get you but i guess this counts as my gift to you.
I give you your freedom.
I hope you have a happy life with Jimin.
You look good together.
Love,
junsu

You looked at the apartment one last time before turning your back to the place you share with the man you love/loved. And now you start a mission to find your smile that you lost in the process of loving park yoochun.

fanfiction, length: drabble/ficlet, rating: pg-13, genre: angst

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