That what it feels many people have as of right now... an empty space in their minds and hearts which they are aching to fill with something that comforts them. Sadly, they seem to think death will fill the void.

Love is the only thing which can fill the void which they feel. Love is the only thing they need right now... they do not need hurtful ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to just... go to my room and go to sleep again and hope whoever resides in the heavens has mercy and just lets me die in my sleep...

I would bitch about wanting to go back to my own time but... I *am* in my own time... -sigh- I just feel as if I can't win for losing...

Apparently things aren't as "honky-dory" with Yuka as I thought. I just hope she knows that I wasn't lying when I said I wanted her to be the only one from now on.

-sighs-

Where's my mom when I really need her insane but wise council? Oh yeah... she's... with... John... making sure he's alright.

Trying hard to act normally in spite of odd feeling in pit of stomach

No big offense to anyone but... I feel very... odd... with myself. I don't know. Maybe one thing I did was a big mistake...

Yuka came by this morning thank god after my guest had left and she and I had a long talk... she apologized for over-reacting then used the PMS excuse. ( Read more... )

I was thinking Yuka was here last night... But, I was awoke to the doorbuzzer this morning and it was lovely Yuka. I was too stunned to say anything so I just let her go on to Sean's room to wake him up.

I don't think I understand what happened... Are the rumors I have heard true? Sean and... and... -faints-

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I just want to take this time to thank John for coming over and banging the hell out of me cheering me up... Though my ass foot hurts from where I was getting laid sitting on it... I must say it was a very nice conversation and cheered me up very much. only it did feel a bit strange when he yelled "Who's your daddy!" @,@;;Anyways... Thanks John ( Read more... )

I just returned home from my search to find Yuka so to ask her to kindly look over what Sean did when I sleep-walked through nude... But, apparently she found him first. //^_ ( Read more... )

I think my drunken self screwed a lot of things up... Yuka called me... But... she wasn't exactly friendly. Because apparently I called her last night before making my post and was talking rather... filthy to her and not in a perverted way. I was or less very rude to her calling her s sniveling little spoiled brat that really didn't have any real ( Read more... )

Um... first thing this lovely fucking morning I had the wake up call of having to puke my fucking brains out. THEN I log on to find I apparently did some stupid shit while drunk. All I recall of last night as sitting at the bar quietly, drinking my alcohol and... thinking. Dad was there but... I don't think we really said much. I've always been the ( Read more... )

heloao everytone... m name is sean. i am verrrrry very drunk.xsdgfd///

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iam goinkds to bedsa onow

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