I don't have much of an excuse for my actions, really. I guess I'm at a loss of words, but not because this has shocked me, but because I just can't think clearly at this moment. Could be lack of sleep or the huge amounts of stress and work, but either way.
If you have enough courage to come back to me and write something like this, then I'm sure you have enough courage to add this journal, right? I'll add you, of course. And we can start talking all over again. We can start over from the beginnings. We can even go back to where we introduce each other, if we have to/you want to.
That's... I guess that's all I have to say. I'll probably explain things much better once I get my head cleared and all of this depression/anxiety out of the way.
..... =\ I have to admit, I half-didn't expect this.
I just... miss the conversations. I mean, the first time I even IMed you, we had a blast, didn't we? I don't really have as much fun talking to many other people. Re-introductions aren't needed. I'm just trying to get things back to the way they were. If that's even possible. Maybe things would have worked out better if I hadn't been such a thick-headed bastard to Kati >.<, but she forgave me and others shouldn't've judged me, even though I have no say whatsoever on the matter
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I don't have much of an excuse for my actions, really. I guess I'm at a loss of words, but not because this has shocked me, but because I just can't think clearly at this moment. Could be lack of sleep or the huge amounts of stress and work, but either way.
If you have enough courage to come back to me and write something like this, then I'm sure you have enough courage to add this journal, right? I'll add you, of course. And we can start talking all over again. We can start over from the beginnings. We can even go back to where we introduce each other, if we have to/you want to.
That's... I guess that's all I have to say. I'll probably explain things much better once I get my head cleared and all of this depression/anxiety out of the way.
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I just... miss the conversations. I mean, the first time I even IMed you, we had a blast, didn't we? I don't really have as much fun talking to many other people. Re-introductions aren't needed. I'm just trying to get things back to the way they were. If that's even possible. Maybe things would have worked out better if I hadn't been such a thick-headed bastard to Kati >.<, but she forgave me and others shouldn't've judged me, even though I have no say whatsoever on the matter ( ... )
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