this has been an amazing last week. things have been happening that i never thought would, and best of all is i'm starting to move on. i'm going to renfest tomorrow and i'm totally excited. i wish they'd have it more. anyway... blah! more homework awaits!

i give up

people have run over me and taken advantage of me my entire life. tonite, for once, i stood up for myself, and i feel like shit.

ASTROS ARE THE WILD CARD CHAMPS!!! WOOT!!!!

friday night was a blast... as planned me and gera went out to papa's on the lake. her cousin was our waitress which was cool... the plan was to get gera drunk, but what was not apart of the plan was for me to get drunk... which happened anyway, and a bit by accident. chugging my second zima was what got the buzz going. some guys showed up and kept ( Read more... )

blah blah blah... i hate scantrons... random thought there. had a test in human sexuality today and even after "carefully" looking back over my answers i messed up. i knew the answers and yeah... oh well... now i'm just waiting around wasting time... listening to the endless swispers of everyone around me trying not to be too loud. the ecl is not a ( Read more... )

it's very irritating when a coworker freaks out and leaves town without telling anyone, then doesn't even tell anyone she's back, then work for one day while the rest of us have been busting our butts since thursday and have the nerve to complain about being tired and act like they've been there the entire time! for some reason i knew that was ( Read more... )

well, that was fun. work was a bitch. so many animals... OMG! i haven't been this tired in a long time. i'm currently staying with gera because in all this madness i was unable to fill up on gas before everyone ran out. since amie decided to leave town its been really rough on everyone. but its starting to calm down now. its cool though... gera is ( Read more... )

why the fuck cant i say what i really want to say?

as i am desparately trying to dig myself out of this hole, i feel myself sinking even further in. i think the harder i try, the deeper i go. my heart breaks a little more every day, and i dont have many more pieces left. if only i could get up the courage to say what's on my heart, no matter what it costs me. at this point i have nothing to lose, ( Read more... )

i've got to be the biggest dumbass. i dont think things through because i get so impatient. it's no wander i have no friends. i such a fucking idiot.