I don't think I've ever seen a woman look as hopeless and devastated as I did today. A boy I've known my whole life killed himself on monday..out of no where it seems. I guess it always seems like that though, I just never expected it. The only memories I have of him are of him smiling or laughing. He was always nice..to everyone..(except this ( Read more... )

malorie can't hang out with me on my birthday.
casey has to work.
and i have a funeral to attend in the afternoon.
suddenly i'm not as excited for my birthday...

luckily my twin will be around to cheer me up...boy am I thankful for that

So my birthday is on saturday...
SWEEEET. I'm freakin excited man!
I'm getting two new piercings and hopefully a tattoo if Shela finishes the design :)
man...I'm really excited.

I got a new flute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my, you have know clue how exciting this is ( Read more... )

My new year's started out RIDICULOUS! Casey didn't get off work until 10 so I left my house around 10:30 to meet him at Josh's house. I was headed East on Warner and stopped at McQueen for a red light. I was in the left lane and there were people in the right lane but no one in the left turn lane. There was this guy in a Bronco facing North on ( Read more... )

I hate that whenever I play a game of solitaire and lose, I HAVE to continue playing new games until I win one...
SHIT.

I had a verrrrrrrrrrrrry good christmas ( Read more... )

merry christmas eve!

As I promised, here are some pictures.  Now freaking comment because I actually posted pictures for once!!!!

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I had a wonderful anniversary yesterday. It started off with me kicking my math final in the ass, and hard, too. I definately got an A if not like a 98 or 100%. My first college final! Sweet! My mood only got better when I got to Casey's house and went back to bed. I was so excited to see him! We fumbled out of bed around 11 and I made bacon ( Read more... )