aoki_unleashed: the dark side of my heart
Title: The Dark Side of My Heart
Author: Aoki_Unleashed
Pairing: YB/TOP/Teddy
Summary: Just like the dark side of the moon, my heart is hidden from the world, you, and even myself because it is inscribed with secrets that should never be told.
Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut, AU
Rating: R
Final Word Count: 6,445
Warnings: Incest, Submissive TOP!,Possessive YB, and Mpreg
Author’s Note: I just combined all the things I'm craving to read into this fic, except werewolf au theme* I fail at smut : (
Phase 1
New Moon
"Change is good"
Seunghyun lay motionless in his bed, staring at the stark white ceiling while listening to himself breathe. He was content to be as far from home as possible but he knew that he couldn't hide in his university dorm forever, and his body quivered at the thought. A cold chill enveloped him at the thought of his family -- the feeling of the hunger and need that came with needing to be loved. He knew that what his father had done to him over the years wasn't out of love, but he hoped that he would find the one he loved no matter where he was.The jingling of keys outside the door roused him from his mindless worrying as a short, fit man appeared in the doorway.
"Hey roomie," The man whispered as he closed the door behind him, throwing his belongings down where he stood. As he shed his shirt and pants, Seunghyun let his eyes rake over the man's well cut body, the sight almost completely dissipating the chill in his bones. Almost.
"Why are you so loud in the middle of the night Dong Young Bae?" Seunghyun mumbled as Young Bae, only covered by blue stripped boxers, made his way into the large bed that they had constructed by pushing together their twin beds.
"Tomorrow is your first day, are you excited baby?" Bae cooed as he crawled on top of Seunghyun.
"It's school Bae, of course I'm not, but I heard there are plenty of fun guys' clubs on campus so--" The words were lodged in Seunghyun's throat as he caught the sinister glint in Young Bae's eyes and heard the feral growl that rose from the smaller man's throat.
"You want--to be away from me-- to be around other men?"
"No! You know what I mean -- I grew up sheltered with 5 sisters so I can't wait to be able to hang around other men, besides, we have two classes together," Seunghyun's voice shook as he waited for his lover's response.
"I guess that makes sense," Young Bae lowered his body against Seunghyun's, making Seunghyun aware of his growing arousal. He buried his nose in Seunghyun's neck and bit down hard enough to break the skin and whispered, "As long as you know who you belong to."
Seunghyun reveled in Young Bae's possessiveness as it made him feel important, and most importantly, loved. When he felt Young Bae's hand slip into his boxers, he moaned as the pad of his thumb brushed against the head of his arousal, but he wasn't in the mood to be fucked into the mattress tonight. He knew that if given the chance, Young Bae could go for days pounding into him like there was no tomorrow. So he quickly thought of a way to please his lover without having to be sore in the morning. With ease, Seunghyun flipped their positions, letting himself tower over his smaller lover.
"You're being really aggressive tonight babe, I like it." Bae let an airy laugh fall from his lips as Seunghyun skillfully removed his boxers and took his length into his mouth. He pulled back slightly and laved at the slit that had begun to leak his favorite substance and then took Bae's cock as deep into his throat as he could. Young Bae lost control and started bucking his hips up, essentially fucking Seunghyun's mouth. Seunghyun smirked as moans poured from Bae's mouth and he pinned his hips to the bed.
"I always wondered why your nickname was TOP, but I guess it's cause you work magic when you're on TOP," Seunghyun giggled at his lover's omission, which sent a tingle up Bae's spine. Seunghyun knew Bae was close to going over the edge and sneakily let one of his hands fall from his hip and to find its way to his entrance. Without warning, he plunged two dry fingers into Bae's hole which earned him a yelp, and with a curl of his fingers Bae was cumming hard into his mouth until his head was pulled harshly off of Bae's cock, cum splattered onto his cheeks and chin.
"So you don't want me to fuck you any more? Hmm TOP?" The question was spat at Seunghyun who stayed quiet as Bae continued, "I know you only sucked my dick like the little slut that could because you didn't want to be fucked." Seunghyun's eyes looked everywhere but at Young Bae as silence engulfed the room. Bae pulled Seunghyun closer to him and whispered hotly into his ear, "You'd better behave yourself tomorrow or I WILL fuck you so hard you won't be able to move from this bed."
Seunghyun only nodded as he pried himself out of Bae's grip and headed to the bathroom to clean his face. When he got back into the bed, Young Bae was already fast asleep and he lay wondering what tomorrow would bring.
"Illsan Creative Arts University," Seunghyun mumbled to himself as he was pulled along to his last class of the day by Young Bae.
"Head to class without me; I need to do something first baby, and save me a seat okay?" Young Bae winked as he walked away from his boyfriend. Music Theory was one of the few classes he had been looking forward to along with Music Composition. As he filed into the class that was quickly filling up and took a seat in the front of the room, he was puzzled to find himself completely relaxed, which was strange because he hated being in crowds.
"Okay class, quiet down. I know I may look young but I'm your Professor, Teddy Park." The whole class erupted with giggles about the outrageous hat he was wearing and hello's as they greeted the school's most popular teacher, but Seunghyun was frozen in his spot at the sight of the man. His eyes glossed over as he lapsed into a memory of the handsome man.
"Babe what's wrong? Don't like the teacher?" Bae asked softly, yet Seunghyun snapped out of his daze as if he had yelled. Seunghyun wanted so much to disappear that he laid his head down onto the table trying to be invisible.
"Park Seunghyun?" The teacher called out, looking at the class for the owner of the name, but he frowned as no one responded.
"What's wrong with you Seung? Uhhh seonsaengnim, he's here." Young Bae shouted, pointing down at the now quivering boy.
"Ohh thank you Young Bae-ah, but can Seunghyun-ssi please stand and answer for himself?" Teddy's face was stained with annoyance as he watched the boy raise from his seat with his head held down.
"Mianhae soensaengnim. I'm just a little tired," Seunghyun squeaked, hoping Teddy would take his apology and be happy, but of course he was never that lucky. He cringed as Teddy walked up to him, placed his hand under his chin, and maneuvered his head so that they were staring directly into each others' eyes. A surprised grin quickly engulfed Teddy's face as he whispered "Long time no see, Hyunnie."
"Theodore--" Seunghyun began to speak as he felt the heat from Young Bae's gaze bore into him.
"Please stay behind after class, Park-ssi," Teddy said aloud as he began to check others off on the attendance sheet, looking up at Seunghyun every so often. Young Bae calmed himself enough to lean over and ask his boyfriend, "What the fuck was that? Are you fucking teachers now you little slut?" Seunghyun simply placed his head back down onto the table where he hid from Teddy and Young Bae for the rest of the class.
When Teddy finally called an end to the classm Seunghyun tried to slip out of the room. Young Bae was so focused on Teddy that he hadn't noticed Seunghyun get up and head towards the doors until Teddy called out to him. "Hyunnie, don't leave yet." Before Seunghyun could take another step to bolt out of the classroom, he could feel Bae's iron grip around his arm.
"Where are you going baby? Seonsaengnim wants a word with you," Bae whispered into his ear as he pulled him back into the classroom.
"Thank you Young Bae, uhh could you please wait outside?"
"Sure, I'll be waiting outside chingu (Friend)," Bae said suggestively as he slammed the classroom door behind him.
"What's up with him? Anyway, I can't believe I'm looking at my little Hyunnie-ah; you got so skinny." Teddy poked and prodded Seunghyun's body, fretting over scars he'd never seen before.
"Theodore, please stop calling me that. I haven't been 'Hyunnie' in years."
"Theodore? Really, is this how you treat your brother after 4 years? Call me by my nickname like you used to or I'll fail you right here, right now."
"What the hell you--" Seunghyun stopped himself from speaking the one word that had no meaning to people in his family -- can't. As a Park there was little that his brother couldn't do.
"Fine...Oppa, can you please stop calling me Hyunnie? At least call me Top."
"So Top, how do you know Young Bae?"
"He's my roomate, you?" Top asked shakily.
"Oh, he's kind of my favorite student. Now how have have you been? I missed you like crazy," Teddy said, pulling Top into a bruising hug that lasted a little too long. The door was slammed open and to both of their surprise Bae stood in the doorway with his eyes ablaze.
"Umm I have to go. We're late for a-another class."
"Okay, we can't catch up over dinner tonight so I'll call you."
"But you don't have my number...?"
"Of course I do. I'm your teacher," Teddy winked as he waved good-bye to his little brother and his favorite student.
As soon as the pair made it to their dorm room and closed the door behind them, Young Bae unleashed hell. He grabbed Seunghyun by the collar and slammed him against the wall.
"What the fuck! How do you know Professor Park? Hmm, did you suck his dick like you did mine? Is that how you got into this school?" Young Bae asked, not waiting for a reply and simply letting his fist continue talking for him.
"No, he's my brother Bae, I swear."
"Bull shit! You, one of the high and mighty Parks? Hmph." Young Bae scoffed, " You looked like you enjoyed calling him oppa, slut."
Seunghyun was so beaten and bloody that he hadn't noticed when the police broke down the door to pull Bae off of him.
Everything went downhill from there. Seunghyun was kicked out of the dorms for fighting and left virtually homeless. He broke down and called his father for help, knowing he would receive nothing, but he called anyway.
"Yobesayo?" To Seunghyun the husky voice that answered the phone might have belonged to the devil.
"Father I've been kicked out of my dorm can you send a car to come get me?"
"Of course, but only if you promise to be a good boy for daddy and continue to do what your best at. I want nothing to do with you otherwise." With that the call ended and Seunghyun found himself cast out onto the street, sitting helpless with his belongings at the curb. After about an hour, Seung started to get cold and without even wishing it, a black Audi pulled over to the curb and the driver hopped out.
"Awwww, my poor Hyunnie. Oops, I mean Top, stuck out here in the cold. You're so cute I think I'll take you home with me," Teddy laughed as he began grabbing Top's things and placing them in the trunk of his car.
"Seriously hyung?"
"Of course Top. You're my only brother, I Love You." At those three words Seunghyun melted and thanked god for sending him help.
Four years had passed since Teddy had last seen his younger brother at all. Being the eldest son at 28 years old, he had moved out of their family home and out of the country to study abroad to start his own life when Seunghyun was only 15. Top had been attached to his hip since he was old enough to realize that his older sisters weren't the nicest people. Teddy's nickname 'oppa' was created when Seugnhyun was three and didn't know what the word hyung meant because he only had older sisters who called Teddy by oppa. When Teddy had first heard Seunghyun use the word, he'd laughed at the child but never corrected him and so until he was ten, Seunghyun called Teddy by oppa.
"Theo- I mean oppa, can you please show me which room is going to be mine?" Top blushed as he made his way up the stairs of the apartment.
"Uhhh...down that hall to the right, first door on the left." Teddy's heart swelled at the thought of being able to make up for lost time with his younger brother. Being that they were the only boys in the family, they had been really close until Teddy decided to move and and leave Seunghyun feeling abandoned. He had left while Seunghyun was in his awkward phase, voice cracking, dick throbbing for anything that had two legs, and angry at the world.
"Wow, oppa!" Top blushed again, "Can I please call you hyung? It's weird-" Top stopped complaining as he caught the uncompromising look on Teddy's face. Before he could continue, the bell rang. As soon as the door was cracked open, a wave of feminine coos flooded through the door along with his younger sisters.
"Oh my god our poor Seungie," They cried together as they all hugged Top at the same time. Although they teased him about not being their real brother, they truly did love him like one.
"Come to tease our poor little half-brother?" Teddy asked threateningly.
"Of course not! We came to check on our baby brother. We heard from father that he had been beaten up."
"Yah, well I'm kinda tired, so goodnight." Seunghyun said as he walked into his new room and closed the door behind him, missing Teddy's worried glance.
Phase 2
First Crescent
"A new side of you"
The next morning Teddy awoke to the buzz of his alarm clock flashing 9:45 in big green numbers. He jolted out of bed, throwing a pair of faded jeans and socks on before he ran out of his room and into the hall that separated the dinning room and the kitchen, frantically trying to get a shirt from the hamper.
"Oppa? What are you doing?" Seunghyun softly called out from the kitchen.
Teddy replied out of breath, "With all the excitement yesterday, I forgot that I have to teach a Saturday class." Seunghyun simply nodded as his eyes caressed Teddy's bare chest. Although it wasn't muscular and toned like Bae's it was where he would always lay his head when he was upset as a child. He shrugged off the warm feeling in his chest and abdomen as a simple reaction to Teddy's chest, which was a source of comfort for him, but deep down he knew that the feeling was more than that. He wanted that chest to be pressed tightly against his back as Teddy pounded into him.
"Hyunnie! Are you okay? You zoned out there for a second."
"Uhh ya-yah I'm fine," He whispered, focusing his attention on the food he was cooking, "Call me Top, not Hyunnie! You should hurry up or you'll be late for your class."
With a mouth full of french toast and a wink, Teddy left the apartment as if he was on fire, leaving Top alone with his thoughts. Teddy's finger grazing his nipples, Teddy's tongue lapping at the sensitive part of his neck. Seunghyun blushed a deep red when he realized that he was hard from fantasizing about his brother.
Tears burned their way down his cheeks as he let his hand slide beneath the waist band of sweat pants. God knew that he hated having these feelings for Teddy, but to do what he was about to do in Teddy's kitchen no less made him feel dirty. Seunghyun gasped as his fingers wrapped around his member and began stroking his throbbing length. He let his mind think of the things he loved about his brother: his eyes, his hands, his lips. Seunghyun's breath hitched at the thought of Teddy's lips.
He was still crying as he neared his climax, "Ahhh-Teddy oppa," He was so caught up in his pleasure that the sound of the front door opening fell on deaf ears. With a final swipe of his thumb over the slit of his erection, he came with Teddy's name dripping from his lips.
"Goddamnit, how could I forget their papers?" Teddy berated himself as he made his way into his apartment.
"Uhh, oppa you're back- soon," Seunghyun sputtered, flushed and embarrassed. He quickly moved behind the counter to cover the wet spot that was forming on his sweat pants.
"I forgot some papers so I had to come back," He mockingly hit himself over the head. "Are you okay? You look like you're over heated or something."
Before Seunghyun could open his mouth to fabricate a lie there was a knock at the front door, which Seunghyun quickly volunteered to get.
"Hello, can I help yo- seogseangnim?" he asked as he took in the sight of the tall slender women who taught his math calculus class.
"Uhhh I'm looking for Teddy. What are you doing here?"
"Well Teddy is my boy- brother," Seunghyun winced at the lingering effect of the fantasy he'd imagined during his impromptu masturbation session. " Come in."
"Who's at the door, ohh Chaerin, hey, what are you doing here?"
"We said we'd go to work together today, remember?"
"Uhhh- no"
"Well since I'm here, let's go. You can explain to me why you never told me you had a younger brother on the way there," She preached as she led Teddy to the front door. "See you on Monday Seunghyun."
As soon as the door slammed shut, Seunhyun's body crumpled to the floor. Of course Teddy has a girlfriend. He's smart, funny, knows everything about music. I'm so pathetic. Against his will, tears marred his face again as he dragged himself back to his bedroom, hoping that with a little sleep all his problems would disappear.
You're a freak of nature! God damn your mothers soul for bringing you into this world!
But I never asked to be born...
Why does he have to live here among our children? What if he- infects them?
Why won't you accept me? Love me?
You like it when I touch you like this don't you? Don't worry, appa will make you feel good...
No.. don't. Please don't.
Seunghyun jumped from his bed as the feelings he had buried deep within himself rose to the surface. All the horrible years he'd spent without Teddy weighed heavily on his mind. Luckily before he could drown in his misery, there was bang at the front door. He quickly willed himself out of his bed and into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. Whoever was at the door was going to have to wait until he got his head together. As the cool liquid quenched his thirst, the banging became constant so he angrily opened the door, "What the hell do you-" He froze as he got a face full of orchids.
"I'm sorry I hurt you babe. Can I come in?" A sweet voice serenaded him.
"Bae? Uhh yah, sure, come in."
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"I wonder if Hyun is okay?" Teddy agonized over thoughts of Seunghyun being sick as he drove to work. "He was flustered and sweaty when I walked into the house. Maybe I should go back and check on him?"
"Teddy, what are you mumbling about? I'm sure he's fine. Anyway, why have I never heard about him before? Your father's been teaching me your family tree since the first time you introduced us," Chaerin smirked as she recalled the memory.
"He's my father's illegitimate son so he isn't really acknowledged by him."
"Ohhh. Well how long is he staying?"
As Teddy pulled into the school parking lot he gave Chaerin a questioning look, "As long as he wants."
"Well what happens when we get engaged? I mean-"
"Engaged Chae? We've been dating for like 6 months," Teddy stormed off. First dad, then school, now Chae Rin. Why is there always something standing between me and my little Hyunnie?
"When your class is over don't forget to come see me in the math building," Chaerin called after him with a scowl. She didn't like how different teddy was acting because of Seunghyun.
When Teddy arrived to his class, half and hour late, he wasn't met with the annoyed faces of his very dedicated music students. Instead, he found a hot pink sticky note taped to his desk that read:
Dear seongsaengnim,
If you forgot our class for any other reason besides having a crazy night out with some hot chick/guy we're going to kill you. We Don't know why you're late but we decided to leave because it's a beautiful day. See you monday : )
love,
Daesung, minzy, and JiYong
P.S. that first part was all Jiyong
Teddy laugh to himself as he walked out of the class room debating whether or not he should go and hangout with chae rin.
"Fuck it i'm going to go finish breakfeast with hyunie," teddy smiled as he made his way to the school parking lot.
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"So, why'd you come here?" Seunghyun asked as he used the dining room table to stabelize his body. being around young bae always made him weak.
"To apologized of course.... baby I-i'm juss so sorry," Young bae whispered as he closed the distance between the two of them. Seunghyun's body tensed as young bae's hands rubbed small circles on his lower back.
"Bae, I-I don't want to do this any more. lets break up."
"What?... So, you found some other guy to fuck?"
"What? no! Jesus christ bae i just don't want to do this any more.... i'm never going to let you force me to do anything ever again. I think you should leave before you do something you'll regret," seunghyun pointed toward the door hoping young bae would leave quietly.
"Fine I'll leave, but not until i have you one more time."
"No! never again," seunghyun pulled away from young bae only to be slammed face first into the hard wood table.
"I smell cinnamon, did you cook your special french toast for that bastard? huh? you know you made that for me after our first night together," young bae smirked as he bound seunghyun's hands together with a tie, "I was hoping i wouldn't have to use this, but i need to remind you where a sluts place is seung babe." Young bae made quick work of both of their pants despite seugnhyun's attempts to get away.
"Bae stop please!"
"I guess since you were probably fucked last night you don't need to be prepared."
The pain rips through seunghyun like a knife when Young Bae entered him without preparation. once again he was at the mercy of a man who didn't give a shit about him, who used him for sexual satisfaction and again his brother was nowhere to be found. He was alone, completely alone. seunghyun could feel the blood begin to trickil down his thighs and prayed to what ever god was listening to let him die so he wouldn't have to face Teddy when he got home.
As if on que young bae was yanked from inside him and a strong arm curled around his waist holding up his frail body.
"Hyunnie? please say something."
"Oppa....It hurts"
After laying seunghyun on the table teddy hit young bae full force in the face.
"What the fuck were you doing?"
"Teddy sungbae? Theres no need to be so upset he's a slut we can share,"
young bae spat as he licked his busted lip.
"A slut? young bae are you crazy?," Teddy tried to calm himself, "if you ever come near my brother again you won't be safe any where in korea do you understand me?"
"Ye seongsaengnim," youngbae mockingly bowed as he left the apartment.
Teddy lost his self control and Tears pour from his eyes as he took in the sight of his blood stained clothing and floor hoping that he'd be enough to soothe a broken seunghyun.
Phase 3 Blood Moon
"Tainted Blood"
Red, purple, and green blobs cascaded through the darkness behind seunghyun's closed eyes. For a second he contemplated that he might be dead and the colorful darkness was his own private purgatory but then there was pain that began at his ass and shot up through his spin. I Guess I'm alive. Seunghyun hesitantly opened his eyes, wondering if the heat that he felt spread across his back was just a side effect of the pain or the man that caused the pain. Cautiously, he removed the arm from around his waist, slide from the bed and onto the floor. Seunghyun knew standing was a bad idea but he wanted to get away as fast a possible, using the bedpost to steady himself rose to his feet only to fall back to the floor with a shriek. Tears streamed down seunghyun's face as he watched the figures rise from the bed making it's ways to his side.
"Please, Bae don't hurt me anymore...please."
"Hyun it's me, it's Oppa. That asshole is never going to hurt you again."
"Oppa? Realy?"
"yes now lets get you cleaned up okay." Seunghyun took in the sight of teddy's clothes and the bed cringing at the splotches of red smeared against them. He knew that the blood came from him, because he was weak.
"Oppa i'm so sorry it's my fault I shouldn't have let him in, i should have fought harder, I-I," seunghyn gasped for air as he imagined what his brother thought of him, "I"m so sorry."
Teddy hushed his brothers sobs, lifting him from the cold hardwood floor, "it's ok hyun.lets get you cleaned up."
When seunghyuns sobs finally died down he found himself engulfed in steam. The warm vapor soothed him enought to allow him to look, really look, at Teddy. Even covered in what Seunghyun knew was his own blood Teddy was attractive and his body responded.
WhenTeddy reached over the deep cream tub to turn the on the shower Seughyun caught a glimpse of the nice V cut of Teddy's abdomen. "Oppa, i can bath my self I'm-," his words lodged in his throat as he saw Teddy stripping his blood stained clothing from his body. Teddy's jeans were the first to go allowing Seunghyun to catch a tantalizing glimpse of his well defined thighs and pert ass. He was so caught up in his teddy's strip tease that he hadn't realized that know Teddy was stripping him, "Wait, no, I," Seunghyun squirmed away from Teddy's feather touch.
"Hyun stop it I know that you can't stand on your own. just let me help you. first we'll wash off this blood and then we can take a bath, like the good old days," Teddy's smile made seunghyun's cock twitch.
The shower only lasted a few moments before Seunghyun realized that he was too weak to even be held up by teddy. So, there he sat, in a tub built for 4 adults, cuddled between his brothers legs in a corner of the tub. He shivered as a soft peach scent wafted to his nose and Teddy's hands washed over his back. As the hands worked magiv on his shoulders and back his resolve dissolved and his lustful thoughts overcame him. His length was rock hard and begging to be touched.
"Oppa," Seunghyun moaned, "I think i can handle it from here." "you want me to leave?" Teddy whispered in his ear, "But, then who would help you deal with this?" Teddy's hand tightened around his little brother's hardened length and before he knew it seunghyun was panting and begging him to stroke faster.
"ahhh, oppa please please."
"Please what hyunnie? "
"So close. please"
"Come for me hyun. come for oppa." With a few rough strokes seunghyun was coming into Teddy's tight grasp. Sated and overcome with the after glow of his orgasm Seunghyun let his head fall back onto his shoulder. Seunghyun smiled as his the realization that Teddy had all but jumped from the tub and left the bathroom. Seunghyun whimpered as he submerged his body up to his neck and tried to will away thoughts that his brother thought that he was as filthy as his knew he was.
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Teddy sighed as he closed the bathroom door behind him making his way to the front door. Guilt began to weigh heavy on his conscious as he thought of what he had just done to his younger brother. He knew he loved his brother more than he should but he though that he left those thoughts behind when he left to study abroad.
"Hello, oh het chae-"
"hello darling, i just acme to spend a little quality time with you since you didn't come see me after your class" she said barging her way into the apartment, " Oh my god! T is that blood what happened?"
"Nothing. uhh seunghyun had an accident i was just helping him-"
"Helping him?" A loud crash erupted from he bathroom and startled them both.
"listen seung is kind of out of it right now so you should go," Teddy shooed chaerin toward the door then quickly made his way to the bath. He gasped as he opened the door to find seunghyun surrounded by crimson water.
"hyun? hyunnie, what did you do? oh god," Teddy lifted seunghyun out of the tub paying no attention to a mortified chaerin.
"Oppa please don't leave me... I know i'm disgusting but please touch me again,"
"shoosh, hyun your not disgusting ok-" teddy paused catching chaerin staring at the a bloody seunghyun as if he were infectious, "Get out chaerin i don't want to see you ever again."
"What? are you serious? your goign to cast me aside for this this boy, this thing?"
"YES! now get out." Chaerin huffed a sigh of defeat and stormed to the front door. if he won't come to me willingly i'll make him come to me, " Hello Park Abujii? ye, it's chaerin i ws wondering if you knew that Teddy's been taking care of his brother seunghyun? oh you didn't well I'm just concerned because...."
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Silence engulfed the empty space between seunghyun and teddy as teddy dressed his wounds. A question was burning on seunghyun's tongue but he couldn't get his mouth to move. His mouth opened and closed several times before teddy finally spoke, "You want to know why I-I touched you? why i broke up with chaerin?"
"yes," Seunghyun peeped
" well," Teddy sighed, "i only started dating chaerin to make dad happy and i touched you because the thought of the little shit touching you made me crazy. i wanted you to forget his destructive touch."
"Ohhh welll-," seunhyun's confession was halted a by the incessant ringing of teddy's cell phone. Teddy gazed at the caller I.D. a scowled, "what do you want?"
"I heard that you've taken in your brother"
"So"
"your girlfriend is concerned that seunghyun is a bad influence on you. she' said you broke up with her for-"
"for seunghyun? yah i did dad I Love Him"
"Son, if you don't like chaerin thats fine, I can even understand if you prefer men over women, but you can not be with seunghyun! he's your brother and more importantly-," teddy ended the call as he locked eyes with seunghyun.
"you, love me oppa?" Seunghyun half smiled.
"yah i do. i have for a long time." teddy meeped when he got a an arms full of a happy seunghyun.
"now that your all patched up lets take a little nap."
"ok"
Phase 4
Blue Moon
"Finally, I can see you for you. No shadow can keep your heart from me"
When Teddy woke from his nap he had plans to cook himself and his hyunnie a nice dinner and discuss what issues seung was having and why he had cut himself, but when his tired eyes opened to reveal a large ornate dinning room he knew he wasn't at home anymore.
"Oppa?'
"Hyunnie? where are we?
"Your at home son," Teddy cringed at the sound of his father's voice.
"you know kidnapping is illegal father-," the older man scoffed as he glanced from teddy to seunghyun.
" I'll tell you one more time son, leave your brother. if your worried about him beging taken care of i will let him move back here," an evil grin formed across the man's face as he eyed seunghyun.
"No," seunghyun responded for teddy as he put himself between teddy and their father, "Yah what he said," teddy added.
"Fine then you force me to shatter the cute little image you've fooled your brother with," he clicked aa button on a remote and moans filled the room, seunghyuns moans.
On the was a younger seunghyun laying across Teddy's old bed stroking his throbbing cock and then two hands covered seunghyun's. To teddys horror his cousin's kush and choice's faces appeared in the frame and before he could see them take seunghyun, his hyunnie, from both ends the tv shut off. Teddy was left in a daze.
"do you see son he's nothing more than a slut working his way through his own family, you can do better than him."
"You sick old bastard!," seunghyun shrieked at the aging man," you never called me a slut when you raped me or when you wanted me to suck your dick! you slipped me an aphrodisiac and let them rape me!"
Teddy's head whipped around and his deathly glare fell on his father.
"it's not like you were a virgin when i took you the first time," he turns to teddy a pleading look on his face, "some other tom dick or harry had already laid his seed inside him and the cherry on top was that the only reason i knew was because the little freak was pregnant. I got rid of the thing in side him and even had to pay extra for the doctor to keep it a secret"
"I'm not a freak!" seunghyun sobbed as he watched teddy march across the floor toward their father and land a punch in the dead center of his face.
"You shouldn't be hitting me son. hit that traitorous slut you say you love. He betrayed you not me."
Seunghyun flinch when teddy moved in his direction, " i'm not ganna hurt seung just tell me what happened."
"It happened during my 16th birthday party after you had already left to study aboard," his speech faltered for a moment, " I was determined to save my virginity for you but, we were playing a drinking game and i wanted o get away so i hid in your room and someone grabbed me from behind and i was kinda tipsy."
a loud booming laugh carrys through the room as their father begrudgingly stares down seunghyun.
"You see had gave away he's virginity long before i took him"
Tears welled in teddy's eyes, "It was me! I- I toke hyunnie's virginity, it was my baby you killed" there’s a long silence as anger runs over his fathers face, "I was never planning on going to go study abroad, i just wanted to be out of this fucking house. so for a month i stayed at the summer house and i missed you so much that when i realized that was your birthday i came home to surprise you. i had just snuck in my bedroom window when you walked in. the moon light was so bright that i could see your entire face. you-I the only reason i wanted out was because i started to think of you in a sexual way and i knew soon or later I’d do something to you so left. but when i saw you in the moon light you were so hot and i had been thinking about you so much that i couldn't help myself. after i realized what i did i got on a plane to America and left."
Seunghyun's breath slowed as he let himself be pulled flush against teddy's chest.
" i'm sorry i left you with this monster please forgive me, i should have been here to take care of you and our baby."
"Ok Oppa, we can have another if you like"
"No! seunghyun is mine to use as i please. you cant have him!," their father lounged at seunghyun locking his throat in a vice grip. seunghyun whined and struggled to get out of the hold while the man above him scream obscenities as his face became a furious shade of red.
"You stupid slut, so willing to get on your knees for my son but not me?"
"I love him! not you."
Before teddy could pry the older man off his love the grip slowly loosened and the man fell away.
"What happened?"
"I think he had a heart attack."
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2 years later
"Appa! Appa!"
"Yes Seunghyunie?"
"Where is my umma?"
"What? Why do you ask Hyun?
"Cause everyone at school has an umma but I don't. How come?"
Teddy tried his best to explain to the child, "Well Hyun, you're lucky. You have an appa and a daddy right?"
"Yah but I want an umma too," the two year old whined.
" Are you saying having a daddy isn't as good as having an umma Hyunnie?," A soft voice called from behind them.
"DADDY!" The small figure wiggled from Teddy's hold, running as fast as his legs could carry him to his daddy, "No, I love you daddy. You're better than an umma."
"You swear?"
"Yup, I'd rather have you than an umma," The litle boy boasted as he leaned over to give his daddy a kiss on the cheek, "I made this for you at school today."
"Thanks baby, it's so big. what is it?"
"It's my heart."
Author: Aoki_Unleashed
Pairing: YB/TOP/Teddy
Summary: Just like the dark side of the moon, my heart is hidden from the world, you, and even myself because it is inscribed with secrets that should never be told.
Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut, AU
Rating: R
Final Word Count: 6,445
Warnings: Incest, Submissive TOP!,Possessive YB, and Mpreg
Author’s Note: I just combined all the things I'm craving to read into this fic, except werewolf au theme* I fail at smut : (
Phase 1
New Moon
"Change is good"
Seunghyun lay motionless in his bed, staring at the stark white ceiling while listening to himself breathe. He was content to be as far from home as possible but he knew that he couldn't hide in his university dorm forever, and his body quivered at the thought. A cold chill enveloped him at the thought of his family -- the feeling of the hunger and need that came with needing to be loved. He knew that what his father had done to him over the years wasn't out of love, but he hoped that he would find the one he loved no matter where he was.The jingling of keys outside the door roused him from his mindless worrying as a short, fit man appeared in the doorway.
"Hey roomie," The man whispered as he closed the door behind him, throwing his belongings down where he stood. As he shed his shirt and pants, Seunghyun let his eyes rake over the man's well cut body, the sight almost completely dissipating the chill in his bones. Almost.
"Why are you so loud in the middle of the night Dong Young Bae?" Seunghyun mumbled as Young Bae, only covered by blue stripped boxers, made his way into the large bed that they had constructed by pushing together their twin beds.
"Tomorrow is your first day, are you excited baby?" Bae cooed as he crawled on top of Seunghyun.
"It's school Bae, of course I'm not, but I heard there are plenty of fun guys' clubs on campus so--" The words were lodged in Seunghyun's throat as he caught the sinister glint in Young Bae's eyes and heard the feral growl that rose from the smaller man's throat.
"You want--to be away from me-- to be around other men?"
"No! You know what I mean -- I grew up sheltered with 5 sisters so I can't wait to be able to hang around other men, besides, we have two classes together," Seunghyun's voice shook as he waited for his lover's response.
"I guess that makes sense," Young Bae lowered his body against Seunghyun's, making Seunghyun aware of his growing arousal. He buried his nose in Seunghyun's neck and bit down hard enough to break the skin and whispered, "As long as you know who you belong to."
Seunghyun reveled in Young Bae's possessiveness as it made him feel important, and most importantly, loved. When he felt Young Bae's hand slip into his boxers, he moaned as the pad of his thumb brushed against the head of his arousal, but he wasn't in the mood to be fucked into the mattress tonight. He knew that if given the chance, Young Bae could go for days pounding into him like there was no tomorrow. So he quickly thought of a way to please his lover without having to be sore in the morning. With ease, Seunghyun flipped their positions, letting himself tower over his smaller lover.
"You're being really aggressive tonight babe, I like it." Bae let an airy laugh fall from his lips as Seunghyun skillfully removed his boxers and took his length into his mouth. He pulled back slightly and laved at the slit that had begun to leak his favorite substance and then took Bae's cock as deep into his throat as he could. Young Bae lost control and started bucking his hips up, essentially fucking Seunghyun's mouth. Seunghyun smirked as moans poured from Bae's mouth and he pinned his hips to the bed.
"I always wondered why your nickname was TOP, but I guess it's cause you work magic when you're on TOP," Seunghyun giggled at his lover's omission, which sent a tingle up Bae's spine. Seunghyun knew Bae was close to going over the edge and sneakily let one of his hands fall from his hip and to find its way to his entrance. Without warning, he plunged two dry fingers into Bae's hole which earned him a yelp, and with a curl of his fingers Bae was cumming hard into his mouth until his head was pulled harshly off of Bae's cock, cum splattered onto his cheeks and chin.
"So you don't want me to fuck you any more? Hmm TOP?" The question was spat at Seunghyun who stayed quiet as Bae continued, "I know you only sucked my dick like the little slut that could because you didn't want to be fucked." Seunghyun's eyes looked everywhere but at Young Bae as silence engulfed the room. Bae pulled Seunghyun closer to him and whispered hotly into his ear, "You'd better behave yourself tomorrow or I WILL fuck you so hard you won't be able to move from this bed."
Seunghyun only nodded as he pried himself out of Bae's grip and headed to the bathroom to clean his face. When he got back into the bed, Young Bae was already fast asleep and he lay wondering what tomorrow would bring.
"Illsan Creative Arts University," Seunghyun mumbled to himself as he was pulled along to his last class of the day by Young Bae.
"Head to class without me; I need to do something first baby, and save me a seat okay?" Young Bae winked as he walked away from his boyfriend. Music Theory was one of the few classes he had been looking forward to along with Music Composition. As he filed into the class that was quickly filling up and took a seat in the front of the room, he was puzzled to find himself completely relaxed, which was strange because he hated being in crowds.
"Okay class, quiet down. I know I may look young but I'm your Professor, Teddy Park." The whole class erupted with giggles about the outrageous hat he was wearing and hello's as they greeted the school's most popular teacher, but Seunghyun was frozen in his spot at the sight of the man. His eyes glossed over as he lapsed into a memory of the handsome man.
"Babe what's wrong? Don't like the teacher?" Bae asked softly, yet Seunghyun snapped out of his daze as if he had yelled. Seunghyun wanted so much to disappear that he laid his head down onto the table trying to be invisible.
"Park Seunghyun?" The teacher called out, looking at the class for the owner of the name, but he frowned as no one responded.
"What's wrong with you Seung? Uhhh seonsaengnim, he's here." Young Bae shouted, pointing down at the now quivering boy.
"Ohh thank you Young Bae-ah, but can Seunghyun-ssi please stand and answer for himself?" Teddy's face was stained with annoyance as he watched the boy raise from his seat with his head held down.
"Mianhae soensaengnim. I'm just a little tired," Seunghyun squeaked, hoping Teddy would take his apology and be happy, but of course he was never that lucky. He cringed as Teddy walked up to him, placed his hand under his chin, and maneuvered his head so that they were staring directly into each others' eyes. A surprised grin quickly engulfed Teddy's face as he whispered "Long time no see, Hyunnie."
"Theodore--" Seunghyun began to speak as he felt the heat from Young Bae's gaze bore into him.
"Please stay behind after class, Park-ssi," Teddy said aloud as he began to check others off on the attendance sheet, looking up at Seunghyun every so often. Young Bae calmed himself enough to lean over and ask his boyfriend, "What the fuck was that? Are you fucking teachers now you little slut?" Seunghyun simply placed his head back down onto the table where he hid from Teddy and Young Bae for the rest of the class.
When Teddy finally called an end to the classm Seunghyun tried to slip out of the room. Young Bae was so focused on Teddy that he hadn't noticed Seunghyun get up and head towards the doors until Teddy called out to him. "Hyunnie, don't leave yet." Before Seunghyun could take another step to bolt out of the classroom, he could feel Bae's iron grip around his arm.
"Where are you going baby? Seonsaengnim wants a word with you," Bae whispered into his ear as he pulled him back into the classroom.
"Thank you Young Bae, uhh could you please wait outside?"
"Sure, I'll be waiting outside chingu (Friend)," Bae said suggestively as he slammed the classroom door behind him.
"What's up with him? Anyway, I can't believe I'm looking at my little Hyunnie-ah; you got so skinny." Teddy poked and prodded Seunghyun's body, fretting over scars he'd never seen before.
"Theodore, please stop calling me that. I haven't been 'Hyunnie' in years."
"Theodore? Really, is this how you treat your brother after 4 years? Call me by my nickname like you used to or I'll fail you right here, right now."
"What the hell you--" Seunghyun stopped himself from speaking the one word that had no meaning to people in his family -- can't. As a Park there was little that his brother couldn't do.
"Fine...Oppa, can you please stop calling me Hyunnie? At least call me Top."
"So Top, how do you know Young Bae?"
"He's my roomate, you?" Top asked shakily.
"Oh, he's kind of my favorite student. Now how have have you been? I missed you like crazy," Teddy said, pulling Top into a bruising hug that lasted a little too long. The door was slammed open and to both of their surprise Bae stood in the doorway with his eyes ablaze.
"Umm I have to go. We're late for a-another class."
"Okay, we can't catch up over dinner tonight so I'll call you."
"But you don't have my number...?"
"Of course I do. I'm your teacher," Teddy winked as he waved good-bye to his little brother and his favorite student.
As soon as the pair made it to their dorm room and closed the door behind them, Young Bae unleashed hell. He grabbed Seunghyun by the collar and slammed him against the wall.
"What the fuck! How do you know Professor Park? Hmm, did you suck his dick like you did mine? Is that how you got into this school?" Young Bae asked, not waiting for a reply and simply letting his fist continue talking for him.
"No, he's my brother Bae, I swear."
"Bull shit! You, one of the high and mighty Parks? Hmph." Young Bae scoffed, " You looked like you enjoyed calling him oppa, slut."
Seunghyun was so beaten and bloody that he hadn't noticed when the police broke down the door to pull Bae off of him.
Everything went downhill from there. Seunghyun was kicked out of the dorms for fighting and left virtually homeless. He broke down and called his father for help, knowing he would receive nothing, but he called anyway.
"Yobesayo?" To Seunghyun the husky voice that answered the phone might have belonged to the devil.
"Father I've been kicked out of my dorm can you send a car to come get me?"
"Of course, but only if you promise to be a good boy for daddy and continue to do what your best at. I want nothing to do with you otherwise." With that the call ended and Seunghyun found himself cast out onto the street, sitting helpless with his belongings at the curb. After about an hour, Seung started to get cold and without even wishing it, a black Audi pulled over to the curb and the driver hopped out.
"Awwww, my poor Hyunnie. Oops, I mean Top, stuck out here in the cold. You're so cute I think I'll take you home with me," Teddy laughed as he began grabbing Top's things and placing them in the trunk of his car.
"Seriously hyung?"
"Of course Top. You're my only brother, I Love You." At those three words Seunghyun melted and thanked god for sending him help.
Four years had passed since Teddy had last seen his younger brother at all. Being the eldest son at 28 years old, he had moved out of their family home and out of the country to study abroad to start his own life when Seunghyun was only 15. Top had been attached to his hip since he was old enough to realize that his older sisters weren't the nicest people. Teddy's nickname 'oppa' was created when Seugnhyun was three and didn't know what the word hyung meant because he only had older sisters who called Teddy by oppa. When Teddy had first heard Seunghyun use the word, he'd laughed at the child but never corrected him and so until he was ten, Seunghyun called Teddy by oppa.
"Theo- I mean oppa, can you please show me which room is going to be mine?" Top blushed as he made his way up the stairs of the apartment.
"Uhhh...down that hall to the right, first door on the left." Teddy's heart swelled at the thought of being able to make up for lost time with his younger brother. Being that they were the only boys in the family, they had been really close until Teddy decided to move and and leave Seunghyun feeling abandoned. He had left while Seunghyun was in his awkward phase, voice cracking, dick throbbing for anything that had two legs, and angry at the world.
"Wow, oppa!" Top blushed again, "Can I please call you hyung? It's weird-" Top stopped complaining as he caught the uncompromising look on Teddy's face. Before he could continue, the bell rang. As soon as the door was cracked open, a wave of feminine coos flooded through the door along with his younger sisters.
"Oh my god our poor Seungie," They cried together as they all hugged Top at the same time. Although they teased him about not being their real brother, they truly did love him like one.
"Come to tease our poor little half-brother?" Teddy asked threateningly.
"Of course not! We came to check on our baby brother. We heard from father that he had been beaten up."
"Yah, well I'm kinda tired, so goodnight." Seunghyun said as he walked into his new room and closed the door behind him, missing Teddy's worried glance.
Phase 2
First Crescent
"A new side of you"
The next morning Teddy awoke to the buzz of his alarm clock flashing 9:45 in big green numbers. He jolted out of bed, throwing a pair of faded jeans and socks on before he ran out of his room and into the hall that separated the dinning room and the kitchen, frantically trying to get a shirt from the hamper.
"Oppa? What are you doing?" Seunghyun softly called out from the kitchen.
Teddy replied out of breath, "With all the excitement yesterday, I forgot that I have to teach a Saturday class." Seunghyun simply nodded as his eyes caressed Teddy's bare chest. Although it wasn't muscular and toned like Bae's it was where he would always lay his head when he was upset as a child. He shrugged off the warm feeling in his chest and abdomen as a simple reaction to Teddy's chest, which was a source of comfort for him, but deep down he knew that the feeling was more than that. He wanted that chest to be pressed tightly against his back as Teddy pounded into him.
"Hyunnie! Are you okay? You zoned out there for a second."
"Uhh ya-yah I'm fine," He whispered, focusing his attention on the food he was cooking, "Call me Top, not Hyunnie! You should hurry up or you'll be late for your class."
With a mouth full of french toast and a wink, Teddy left the apartment as if he was on fire, leaving Top alone with his thoughts. Teddy's finger grazing his nipples, Teddy's tongue lapping at the sensitive part of his neck. Seunghyun blushed a deep red when he realized that he was hard from fantasizing about his brother.
Tears burned their way down his cheeks as he let his hand slide beneath the waist band of sweat pants. God knew that he hated having these feelings for Teddy, but to do what he was about to do in Teddy's kitchen no less made him feel dirty. Seunghyun gasped as his fingers wrapped around his member and began stroking his throbbing length. He let his mind think of the things he loved about his brother: his eyes, his hands, his lips. Seunghyun's breath hitched at the thought of Teddy's lips.
He was still crying as he neared his climax, "Ahhh-Teddy oppa," He was so caught up in his pleasure that the sound of the front door opening fell on deaf ears. With a final swipe of his thumb over the slit of his erection, he came with Teddy's name dripping from his lips.
"Goddamnit, how could I forget their papers?" Teddy berated himself as he made his way into his apartment.
"Uhh, oppa you're back- soon," Seunghyun sputtered, flushed and embarrassed. He quickly moved behind the counter to cover the wet spot that was forming on his sweat pants.
"I forgot some papers so I had to come back," He mockingly hit himself over the head. "Are you okay? You look like you're over heated or something."
Before Seunghyun could open his mouth to fabricate a lie there was a knock at the front door, which Seunghyun quickly volunteered to get.
"Hello, can I help yo- seogseangnim?" he asked as he took in the sight of the tall slender women who taught his math calculus class.
"Uhhh I'm looking for Teddy. What are you doing here?"
"Well Teddy is my boy- brother," Seunghyun winced at the lingering effect of the fantasy he'd imagined during his impromptu masturbation session. " Come in."
"Who's at the door, ohh Chaerin, hey, what are you doing here?"
"We said we'd go to work together today, remember?"
"Uhhh- no"
"Well since I'm here, let's go. You can explain to me why you never told me you had a younger brother on the way there," She preached as she led Teddy to the front door. "See you on Monday Seunghyun."
As soon as the door slammed shut, Seunhyun's body crumpled to the floor. Of course Teddy has a girlfriend. He's smart, funny, knows everything about music. I'm so pathetic. Against his will, tears marred his face again as he dragged himself back to his bedroom, hoping that with a little sleep all his problems would disappear.
You're a freak of nature! God damn your mothers soul for bringing you into this world!
But I never asked to be born...
Why does he have to live here among our children? What if he- infects them?
Why won't you accept me? Love me?
You like it when I touch you like this don't you? Don't worry, appa will make you feel good...
No.. don't. Please don't.
Seunghyun jumped from his bed as the feelings he had buried deep within himself rose to the surface. All the horrible years he'd spent without Teddy weighed heavily on his mind. Luckily before he could drown in his misery, there was bang at the front door. He quickly willed himself out of his bed and into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. Whoever was at the door was going to have to wait until he got his head together. As the cool liquid quenched his thirst, the banging became constant so he angrily opened the door, "What the hell do you-" He froze as he got a face full of orchids.
"I'm sorry I hurt you babe. Can I come in?" A sweet voice serenaded him.
"Bae? Uhh yah, sure, come in."
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"I wonder if Hyun is okay?" Teddy agonized over thoughts of Seunghyun being sick as he drove to work. "He was flustered and sweaty when I walked into the house. Maybe I should go back and check on him?"
"Teddy, what are you mumbling about? I'm sure he's fine. Anyway, why have I never heard about him before? Your father's been teaching me your family tree since the first time you introduced us," Chaerin smirked as she recalled the memory.
"He's my father's illegitimate son so he isn't really acknowledged by him."
"Ohhh. Well how long is he staying?"
As Teddy pulled into the school parking lot he gave Chaerin a questioning look, "As long as he wants."
"Well what happens when we get engaged? I mean-"
"Engaged Chae? We've been dating for like 6 months," Teddy stormed off. First dad, then school, now Chae Rin. Why is there always something standing between me and my little Hyunnie?
"When your class is over don't forget to come see me in the math building," Chaerin called after him with a scowl. She didn't like how different teddy was acting because of Seunghyun.
When Teddy arrived to his class, half and hour late, he wasn't met with the annoyed faces of his very dedicated music students. Instead, he found a hot pink sticky note taped to his desk that read:
Dear seongsaengnim,
If you forgot our class for any other reason besides having a crazy night out with some hot chick/guy we're going to kill you. We Don't know why you're late but we decided to leave because it's a beautiful day. See you monday : )
love,
Daesung, minzy, and JiYong
P.S. that first part was all Jiyong
Teddy laugh to himself as he walked out of the class room debating whether or not he should go and hangout with chae rin.
"Fuck it i'm going to go finish breakfeast with hyunie," teddy smiled as he made his way to the school parking lot.
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"So, why'd you come here?" Seunghyun asked as he used the dining room table to stabelize his body. being around young bae always made him weak.
"To apologized of course.... baby I-i'm juss so sorry," Young bae whispered as he closed the distance between the two of them. Seunghyun's body tensed as young bae's hands rubbed small circles on his lower back.
"Bae, I-I don't want to do this any more. lets break up."
"What?... So, you found some other guy to fuck?"
"What? no! Jesus christ bae i just don't want to do this any more.... i'm never going to let you force me to do anything ever again. I think you should leave before you do something you'll regret," seunghyun pointed toward the door hoping young bae would leave quietly.
"Fine I'll leave, but not until i have you one more time."
"No! never again," seunghyun pulled away from young bae only to be slammed face first into the hard wood table.
"I smell cinnamon, did you cook your special french toast for that bastard? huh? you know you made that for me after our first night together," young bae smirked as he bound seunghyun's hands together with a tie, "I was hoping i wouldn't have to use this, but i need to remind you where a sluts place is seung babe." Young bae made quick work of both of their pants despite seugnhyun's attempts to get away.
"Bae stop please!"
"I guess since you were probably fucked last night you don't need to be prepared."
The pain rips through seunghyun like a knife when Young Bae entered him without preparation. once again he was at the mercy of a man who didn't give a shit about him, who used him for sexual satisfaction and again his brother was nowhere to be found. He was alone, completely alone. seunghyun could feel the blood begin to trickil down his thighs and prayed to what ever god was listening to let him die so he wouldn't have to face Teddy when he got home.
As if on que young bae was yanked from inside him and a strong arm curled around his waist holding up his frail body.
"Hyunnie? please say something."
"Oppa....It hurts"
After laying seunghyun on the table teddy hit young bae full force in the face.
"What the fuck were you doing?"
"Teddy sungbae? Theres no need to be so upset he's a slut we can share,"
young bae spat as he licked his busted lip.
"A slut? young bae are you crazy?," Teddy tried to calm himself, "if you ever come near my brother again you won't be safe any where in korea do you understand me?"
"Ye seongsaengnim," youngbae mockingly bowed as he left the apartment.
Teddy lost his self control and Tears pour from his eyes as he took in the sight of his blood stained clothing and floor hoping that he'd be enough to soothe a broken seunghyun.
Phase 3 Blood Moon
"Tainted Blood"
Red, purple, and green blobs cascaded through the darkness behind seunghyun's closed eyes. For a second he contemplated that he might be dead and the colorful darkness was his own private purgatory but then there was pain that began at his ass and shot up through his spin. I Guess I'm alive. Seunghyun hesitantly opened his eyes, wondering if the heat that he felt spread across his back was just a side effect of the pain or the man that caused the pain. Cautiously, he removed the arm from around his waist, slide from the bed and onto the floor. Seunghyun knew standing was a bad idea but he wanted to get away as fast a possible, using the bedpost to steady himself rose to his feet only to fall back to the floor with a shriek. Tears streamed down seunghyun's face as he watched the figures rise from the bed making it's ways to his side.
"Please, Bae don't hurt me anymore...please."
"Hyun it's me, it's Oppa. That asshole is never going to hurt you again."
"Oppa? Realy?"
"yes now lets get you cleaned up okay." Seunghyun took in the sight of teddy's clothes and the bed cringing at the splotches of red smeared against them. He knew that the blood came from him, because he was weak.
"Oppa i'm so sorry it's my fault I shouldn't have let him in, i should have fought harder, I-I," seunghyn gasped for air as he imagined what his brother thought of him, "I"m so sorry."
Teddy hushed his brothers sobs, lifting him from the cold hardwood floor, "it's ok hyun.lets get you cleaned up."
When seunghyuns sobs finally died down he found himself engulfed in steam. The warm vapor soothed him enought to allow him to look, really look, at Teddy. Even covered in what Seunghyun knew was his own blood Teddy was attractive and his body responded.
WhenTeddy reached over the deep cream tub to turn the on the shower Seughyun caught a glimpse of the nice V cut of Teddy's abdomen. "Oppa, i can bath my self I'm-," his words lodged in his throat as he saw Teddy stripping his blood stained clothing from his body. Teddy's jeans were the first to go allowing Seunghyun to catch a tantalizing glimpse of his well defined thighs and pert ass. He was so caught up in his teddy's strip tease that he hadn't realized that know Teddy was stripping him, "Wait, no, I," Seunghyun squirmed away from Teddy's feather touch.
"Hyun stop it I know that you can't stand on your own. just let me help you. first we'll wash off this blood and then we can take a bath, like the good old days," Teddy's smile made seunghyun's cock twitch.
The shower only lasted a few moments before Seunghyun realized that he was too weak to even be held up by teddy. So, there he sat, in a tub built for 4 adults, cuddled between his brothers legs in a corner of the tub. He shivered as a soft peach scent wafted to his nose and Teddy's hands washed over his back. As the hands worked magiv on his shoulders and back his resolve dissolved and his lustful thoughts overcame him. His length was rock hard and begging to be touched.
"Oppa," Seunghyun moaned, "I think i can handle it from here." "you want me to leave?" Teddy whispered in his ear, "But, then who would help you deal with this?" Teddy's hand tightened around his little brother's hardened length and before he knew it seunghyun was panting and begging him to stroke faster.
"ahhh, oppa please please."
"Please what hyunnie? "
"So close. please"
"Come for me hyun. come for oppa." With a few rough strokes seunghyun was coming into Teddy's tight grasp. Sated and overcome with the after glow of his orgasm Seunghyun let his head fall back onto his shoulder. Seunghyun smiled as his the realization that Teddy had all but jumped from the tub and left the bathroom. Seunghyun whimpered as he submerged his body up to his neck and tried to will away thoughts that his brother thought that he was as filthy as his knew he was.
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Teddy sighed as he closed the bathroom door behind him making his way to the front door. Guilt began to weigh heavy on his conscious as he thought of what he had just done to his younger brother. He knew he loved his brother more than he should but he though that he left those thoughts behind when he left to study abroad.
"Hello, oh het chae-"
"hello darling, i just acme to spend a little quality time with you since you didn't come see me after your class" she said barging her way into the apartment, " Oh my god! T is that blood what happened?"
"Nothing. uhh seunghyun had an accident i was just helping him-"
"Helping him?" A loud crash erupted from he bathroom and startled them both.
"listen seung is kind of out of it right now so you should go," Teddy shooed chaerin toward the door then quickly made his way to the bath. He gasped as he opened the door to find seunghyun surrounded by crimson water.
"hyun? hyunnie, what did you do? oh god," Teddy lifted seunghyun out of the tub paying no attention to a mortified chaerin.
"Oppa please don't leave me... I know i'm disgusting but please touch me again,"
"shoosh, hyun your not disgusting ok-" teddy paused catching chaerin staring at the a bloody seunghyun as if he were infectious, "Get out chaerin i don't want to see you ever again."
"What? are you serious? your goign to cast me aside for this this boy, this thing?"
"YES! now get out." Chaerin huffed a sigh of defeat and stormed to the front door. if he won't come to me willingly i'll make him come to me, " Hello Park Abujii? ye, it's chaerin i ws wondering if you knew that Teddy's been taking care of his brother seunghyun? oh you didn't well I'm just concerned because...."
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Silence engulfed the empty space between seunghyun and teddy as teddy dressed his wounds. A question was burning on seunghyun's tongue but he couldn't get his mouth to move. His mouth opened and closed several times before teddy finally spoke, "You want to know why I-I touched you? why i broke up with chaerin?"
"yes," Seunghyun peeped
" well," Teddy sighed, "i only started dating chaerin to make dad happy and i touched you because the thought of the little shit touching you made me crazy. i wanted you to forget his destructive touch."
"Ohhh welll-," seunhyun's confession was halted a by the incessant ringing of teddy's cell phone. Teddy gazed at the caller I.D. a scowled, "what do you want?"
"I heard that you've taken in your brother"
"So"
"your girlfriend is concerned that seunghyun is a bad influence on you. she' said you broke up with her for-"
"for seunghyun? yah i did dad I Love Him"
"Son, if you don't like chaerin thats fine, I can even understand if you prefer men over women, but you can not be with seunghyun! he's your brother and more importantly-," teddy ended the call as he locked eyes with seunghyun.
"you, love me oppa?" Seunghyun half smiled.
"yah i do. i have for a long time." teddy meeped when he got a an arms full of a happy seunghyun.
"now that your all patched up lets take a little nap."
"ok"
Phase 4
Blue Moon
"Finally, I can see you for you. No shadow can keep your heart from me"
When Teddy woke from his nap he had plans to cook himself and his hyunnie a nice dinner and discuss what issues seung was having and why he had cut himself, but when his tired eyes opened to reveal a large ornate dinning room he knew he wasn't at home anymore.
"Oppa?'
"Hyunnie? where are we?
"Your at home son," Teddy cringed at the sound of his father's voice.
"you know kidnapping is illegal father-," the older man scoffed as he glanced from teddy to seunghyun.
" I'll tell you one more time son, leave your brother. if your worried about him beging taken care of i will let him move back here," an evil grin formed across the man's face as he eyed seunghyun.
"No," seunghyun responded for teddy as he put himself between teddy and their father, "Yah what he said," teddy added.
"Fine then you force me to shatter the cute little image you've fooled your brother with," he clicked aa button on a remote and moans filled the room, seunghyuns moans.
On the was a younger seunghyun laying across Teddy's old bed stroking his throbbing cock and then two hands covered seunghyun's. To teddys horror his cousin's kush and choice's faces appeared in the frame and before he could see them take seunghyun, his hyunnie, from both ends the tv shut off. Teddy was left in a daze.
"do you see son he's nothing more than a slut working his way through his own family, you can do better than him."
"You sick old bastard!," seunghyun shrieked at the aging man," you never called me a slut when you raped me or when you wanted me to suck your dick! you slipped me an aphrodisiac and let them rape me!"
Teddy's head whipped around and his deathly glare fell on his father.
"it's not like you were a virgin when i took you the first time," he turns to teddy a pleading look on his face, "some other tom dick or harry had already laid his seed inside him and the cherry on top was that the only reason i knew was because the little freak was pregnant. I got rid of the thing in side him and even had to pay extra for the doctor to keep it a secret"
"I'm not a freak!" seunghyun sobbed as he watched teddy march across the floor toward their father and land a punch in the dead center of his face.
"You shouldn't be hitting me son. hit that traitorous slut you say you love. He betrayed you not me."
Seunghyun flinch when teddy moved in his direction, " i'm not ganna hurt seung just tell me what happened."
"It happened during my 16th birthday party after you had already left to study aboard," his speech faltered for a moment, " I was determined to save my virginity for you but, we were playing a drinking game and i wanted o get away so i hid in your room and someone grabbed me from behind and i was kinda tipsy."
a loud booming laugh carrys through the room as their father begrudgingly stares down seunghyun.
"You see had gave away he's virginity long before i took him"
Tears welled in teddy's eyes, "It was me! I- I toke hyunnie's virginity, it was my baby you killed" there’s a long silence as anger runs over his fathers face, "I was never planning on going to go study abroad, i just wanted to be out of this fucking house. so for a month i stayed at the summer house and i missed you so much that when i realized that was your birthday i came home to surprise you. i had just snuck in my bedroom window when you walked in. the moon light was so bright that i could see your entire face. you-I the only reason i wanted out was because i started to think of you in a sexual way and i knew soon or later I’d do something to you so left. but when i saw you in the moon light you were so hot and i had been thinking about you so much that i couldn't help myself. after i realized what i did i got on a plane to America and left."
Seunghyun's breath slowed as he let himself be pulled flush against teddy's chest.
" i'm sorry i left you with this monster please forgive me, i should have been here to take care of you and our baby."
"Ok Oppa, we can have another if you like"
"No! seunghyun is mine to use as i please. you cant have him!," their father lounged at seunghyun locking his throat in a vice grip. seunghyun whined and struggled to get out of the hold while the man above him scream obscenities as his face became a furious shade of red.
"You stupid slut, so willing to get on your knees for my son but not me?"
"I love him! not you."
Before teddy could pry the older man off his love the grip slowly loosened and the man fell away.
"What happened?"
"I think he had a heart attack."
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2 years later
"Appa! Appa!"
"Yes Seunghyunie?"
"Where is my umma?"
"What? Why do you ask Hyun?
"Cause everyone at school has an umma but I don't. How come?"
Teddy tried his best to explain to the child, "Well Hyun, you're lucky. You have an appa and a daddy right?"
"Yah but I want an umma too," the two year old whined.
" Are you saying having a daddy isn't as good as having an umma Hyunnie?," A soft voice called from behind them.
"DADDY!" The small figure wiggled from Teddy's hold, running as fast as his legs could carry him to his daddy, "No, I love you daddy. You're better than an umma."
"You swear?"
"Yup, I'd rather have you than an umma," The litle boy boasted as he leaned over to give his daddy a kiss on the cheek, "I made this for you at school today."
"Thanks baby, it's so big. what is it?"
"It's my heart."