today's my free day. haven't had one of those in a long while. and it sucks. it's not even 9 and already i'm bored with nothing to do ( Read more... )

happy new year.

i'm feeling alot better now. yay!
i think i'll sleep the night away. i'm dead tired.

nice way to end the year.
makes me look forward to tomorrow.

not looking forward to family gatherings, but oh well.
at least i got to start off my christmas by hanging out with Brent. yay!

damn allergies, they're what's keeping me from sleeping right now.
happy holidays everyone.

danica, paulette -- email me.

i really do hate it when people fuck up a perfectly wonderful evening for me. escpecially when it's been so long since i've last had a good evening/day/whichever.

fuck my bitch and suck my penis.

and then i remember why i tend to socially withdraw from everyone.

would you like to know the best way to devastate a child?
to shatter them from the inside out, piece by piece?
to leave them broken, wanting nothing more than to whither and die, then fade away?

ask my mother.
she's a master of it.

i was driving back home from santa rita when i felt the urge to visit skinners plaza ( Read more... )

nancy came to visit me the other day with more talk about her up and coming wedding. super excited about it -- two more months! slightly bummed that i have to redo some of the designs since the scanners aren't picking up certain colors. could've sworn it would have worked wonders. so the originals are all being sent to LA to be worked on. MY ( Read more... )

i watched rent today.
i cried like a little bitch.

but i loved it.

no alcohol for two weeks.
the nurse also said no sex, but what the fuck does she know?

all the medication i'm on is making me more than slightly nauseated.

i hate it.
i need a drink.
but i can't have any.
i'm screwed.

a hug would be nice.

i have my eyeglasses back.
happy about it, now i get to throw my contacts away again! =D

"lust and desire. the two things that come to mind when i think of you."

i feel naked without my eyeglasses.
it's odd.
one week. one long ass week without them.

despite the fact that my car broke down and drey and i were stuck in the rain for about three hours trying to figure out what's wrong with the damned thing... i'd still say that yesterday was a pretty good day ( Read more... )