yeah, so i really don't know. an old friend who i have so much fun hanging out with (not to mention the all access pass to the mc2 and the velvet unicorn painting). a new, surprisingly interesting, sincere and honest, out-of-stater... the idea that boy A has been crushing for almost a year now, blows me away.. but so does the fact that new boy B ( Read more... )

yes.. i was an ugly little girl.. and shy and slow. friends where really hard for me to make when i was a kid.. the only really good one i had just happend to be a friend of the family so she didn't have choice in the matter. somthing happend in the last 10 or so years. i grew more comfortable in my self, confidnet and focused.. to an extent. i ( Read more... )

yeah.. its my day off. i put off getting out of bed as long as i could. really what i was putting off was the phone calls i have to make today. one to my landlady about the eviction notice we got last week. we got it on thursday, which according to the letter we should have untill this thursday to pay up, or get out. but, it's dated the 14th so ( Read more... )

this will be my last update for a while... our internet service is being shut off in about 25 minutes ( Read more... )

today was alright... i worked with andrea so that make most things better, especially after spending the last two nights working with fucking old lame god damn bitch slut wench nancy.. .
last night was the pre-show blowout.  the turnout was good. casey was a little cold to me, but i think i warmed him up a litle.   i hope he acts more like my friend ( Read more... )

i need more friends on myspace... i feel like a looser. even though might be, i shouldn't have to feel like one... ya know. why is a stupid on-line friends finder concerning me so!? damn them and their fucking spaces. ahh spaces.. i miss that show.

I told mike vent that i'd watch his band, light, play tonight with dalec at the stick. not to fond of the scene on sunday nights there, and as much as i want to see mike perform... i know it will be $7 to get in and that leaves me with $3 for a drink, and thats the rest on my money for like two weeks. and i still have the blowout to attend to. i ( Read more... )

as i sit here dorking out on the puter i get a call from joe mcCullough from work.  he closed tonight with me and nancy, who started crying at one point during the night i might add.  joe is on my good side right now... hes gone back and forth a few times.. but i think it was just the moodiness that we all get at that place.  he was an asshole to ( Read more... )

so i dyed my hair tonight. kinda random for me. on a friday night too. i might go up to marges for a night cap after i rinse it out. this sober stuff is starting to get to me.. leaves me too much time to think about gay things. i stopped at my folks on the way home and my mother made me go down in the basement and go through some of my old boxes ( Read more... )

so, i'm excited because i read today that bill hafer is replacing the drummer in the paybacks!  bill is great.. lotsa energy, perfect for the band.  they are playing at the lager house on the 9th....  you should go.  perfect conclusion to the ham-town blowout, which i just saw the schedule for.. pretty great stuff.  all access wrist bands are on ( Read more... )