Ambivalent...

[yeishlitikvah]

It's no secret the past few weeks I've faced some challenges and really been emeshed in things, that only I can figure out and resolve to come out the other side of. There are more minute things going on I haven't shared regarding money, work, childcare, and what I perceive as issues of onas devarim

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[whyintellectual]

I go to my father's grave site a few times a year to pray. I always make sure to go on his Hebrew death date and pray for an aliyah for his soul. I also try to give charity in his name.

I always feel better when I leave.

[real_bethy]

**hugs** You've been dealing with so much lately. I can understand why you are feeling sad and vulnerable.

I think it might do you some good to go daven at your mom's kever and do some shopping. Not only will you get to spend some time thinking about your mom, but you will also get to spend some time focusing on you when you go shopping. It sounds to me like you spend an awful lot of time taking care of other people...it might be time to look after you.

**morehugs**