Hmm...

[yasonablack]

Had first lumbar sympathetic block today.

Back hurts. And leg is numb yet on fire, and my foot goes from ice cold to blazing hot randomly.

I also wrote a really long STPMO post on ffnet. I think it was therapeutic even if it might add to internet drama.

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[didgeridoodle]

I saw that post just now, Yasona, and well, I really don't know what to say. I just want to go through the Internet and give you a big, big hug. Don't worry about fueling the drama fire - I think your post was completely justified.

Crimsy and Pirate are cool people; I'm sure they'll understand.

[yasonablack]

Thanks. :) Don't worry about knowing what to say. Had anyone I knew posted the same exact thing, I wouldn't know either. I've never been all that good at helping with the emotional support. XD

And your icon is sooo sweet looking! It looks like the people that I think the entire original rant were about already started posting again, so until someone else gets pissed again, it looks like things are back to normal.

Crimsy and Pirate are cool. :) Hmmm, I wonder if they have LJs... *ponders*

[didgeridoodle]

I'm always kind of lost in the whole consoling thing. It's really, really frustrating to pick out the right words. Say the wrong thing and watch everything implode cataclysmically.

Oh, thanks! I finally found a somewhat relevant hugs icon, and it's sitting in my icon tray all this time, ignored. And it's het! I guess it's high time for the to break the sausagefest streak in my icons. ;P

Crims has one. I don't know about Pirate, though; he's way elusive on these things. C: The Fireplacians in my f-list include Mex, Viv, Crims, Jeannie, Mini, PI, Dimi, Sao, and you. Drop me a line and tell me who would you like to add! Majority of them are friends locked, though, so please keep that in mind. C:

[yasonablack]

I'm always kind of lost in the whole consoling thing. It's really, really frustrating to pick out the right words. Say the wrong thing and watch everything implode cataclysmically.

I thought I was the only one who always thought that would happen if I said the wrong thing! You're like stuck in this wanting to say something, but not sure if you should, so it's this really awkward silence filled with half sentences. And oh the physical contact? I never know who wants to be hugged and who wants to be left alone. So sometimes I sort of pat their back, but then feel like I'm being condescending, so I nod. I have no idea what the nodding is supposed to do. XD

No more sausagefest? :( Ah well, I can only watch two guys, not like I can join in that. ;) But it's the most adorable het icon I've seen in a long time.

I actually talked to Pirate on AIM today. It was pretty cool. And no, he doesn't have a LJ. :( Could you let me know who Crims and Dimi are on LJ? I'll ask them if I can friend them before I do. Thank you. :)