Love
Title : Love
Prompt : 21 - Hand
Word Count : 727
Rating : NC +17
Fandom : Young Avengers
Characters : Teddy X Billy
Sumary : It’s a sequel to Memories , they are still talking about their feelings.
Love
-I’m afraid.
-I’m afraid of it too… but… let’s just stay together... and talk about it tomorrow…
They couldn’t sleep. They wanted to touch each other, to look in the other eye… but were afraid of that. Their eyes met in the middle of the night. Black and Blue together; small tears falling; Billy’s hands pressed against Teddy’s chest.
-What am I going to do?
-About what…?
-I’m afraid… I don’t understand what I am feeling… I want to hold you close and let my hands explore your body… touch you… feel you… but I can’t!
Billy grasped Teddy’s hand and put it on his chest, holding him close enough to whisper in his ear:
-Please… if you want to touch… do it… let me feel your hands… your lips… once more…
Billy’s eyes were closed again; he could feel Teddy’s breath on his neck, his fingers on his skin, caressing him very slowly. Teddy’s heart beating so fast… his lips on Billy’s chest…wet… hot…it felt so good
-Teddy…please…
Teddy’s lips were pressed against Billy’s… opening for a bit, letting their tongues feel each other. Billy’s hands on Teddy’s shoulders, pulling him closer and closer. Billy’s legs spread wide open feeling Teddy’s body.
-Sorry…
-Why…? Why did you say this?
-I don’t know… I thought you didn’t like it…
-Wrong… let me do it for you…
Billy pushed Teddy to the floor, their mouths together once more. His hands on Teddy’s chest, under his T-shirt. Billy’s legs still spread wide, feeling Teddy’s hard-on.
And there were many things passing on Teddy’s mind, just like a small movie: his mother and Billy’s parents, Eli, Nathan…Greg…. for a long time he wanted to stick together with Greg although he didn’t really realize why…why did it hurt so much when Greg insullted him… he had been in love with Greg... in a distant past… and now… Billy’s body was over him… their tongues were dancing, their hands were exploring their bodies…
-Ah… Billy…
A small smile… Billy knew it was good for himself… and now he knew it was good for Teddy too… Billy’s hands aimed at Teddy’s boxers feeling his hard-on again, and although he was too ashamed to admit, he liked it.
-Billy… please.. I can’t…
Another smile… Billy knew Teddy wouldn’t resist for too long… he could already feel the pre-cum on his boxers. And Teddy seemed…bigger… so different from his own cock… and it felt so good… better than when he jerked off alone in his dark room.
-Billy… ahn… it’s good… please…
-Do you want me to stop Teddy?
-Please…d-don’t…
A larger smile on Billy’s face. Teddy felt awful. He felt lonely…and it felt so good to have Billy’s hand on him.. and it was moving again… and again…
Teddy opened his eyes in the middle of the night. Billy was staring at him by his side.
-I was worried… you kept on moaning during your sleep…
-Did anything happen?
-You kissed me and we slept together… your hand holding on mine…
-ONLY this…?
-Yeah… although… take a look at yourself… what kind of dream were you having?
Billy laughed at Teddy’s blushing. His hard-on wasn’t a dream.
-May I… you know… touch it?
-Please Billy… I’m just… not ready…yet…
-I understand…I had problems to cope with it too… but now.. I have you to lean on…
-Come here… hold my hand once more… I need you here…
Billy smiled at Teddy’s request. Their hands were together again.
-I don’t know what to do Billy… how to behave… you’re my friend and… I know this is not enough…
-I love you…I’m your friend… because I wanted to spend more time around with you… I know this sounds awful… but that’s how I feel…
-So… you too… it hurts so much when I’m far away from you…
-I don’t want to be your friend anymore.
-Billy…?
-I want to be your boyfriend. Will you give me a chance?
-You don’t have to ask.
-And now.. please… let me give you a hand…you can help me too… because… unless we do something… I don’t think we’ll sleep…
Teddy smiled. His hand touching Billy’s hard-on… moving slowly, in the same pace as Billy’s hands.
And some minutes later they were asleep… after the moans, after the kisses, after the pain they felt inside was gone. They belonged together.