Each week, a different character captures the heart and soul of the episode through a prologue and epilogue soliloquy. This is a compilation of their words. Translations are reprinted from Querbeet's English subtitles. Please download their subbed videos at
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Episode 6 & 7 added (3.10.2010)
Episode 1: The Miracle of the Holy Night
[Aizawa Kousaku]
The first thing I learned after becoming an emergency doctor:
In the lifesaving world there are no miracles.
Sudden injuries and illnesses attack people mercilessly, and change their lives irrationally.
With only love and courage, patients can't be resuscitated.
What can save them are the practitioner's skill and epinephrine.
Exactly.
In the lifesaving world there are no miracles....
There are no miracles in the world of lifesaving.
It was the first thing I learned when I became a doctor.
The second thing I learned is...
it is said that when in front of a patient, there is no doctor who doesn't wish for a miracle.
Yes.
It means that people can't help but wish for miracles.
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Episode 2: My Own Path
[Shiraishi Megumi]
When examining a patient with severe bleeding, or more specifically catching sight of a senior doctor's accurate judgment in his field of expertise and his swift ligature skills, the Fellowship members become dazed from realizing their own inexperience.
Then, the next thought follows.
"Is this ...really me?"
"No, it's not."
I want to believe it's not.
But, to begin with, what was the real me?
While looking for myself, what I found was my miserable self becoming more despicable.
But facing that self, whether I should come to a halt, appalled.
Or go one step forward.
Depends on oneself.
Whether the direction we're facing is in front of us or behind us, even that is not certain, but we want to take a step forward together with our useless selves.
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Episode 3: Truth and Lies
[Aizawa Kousaku]
Why do people want to know the truth?
"A lie that brings good results is better than a truth that brings sorrow," is a passage from a book I read a long time ago.
Nonetheless, people want to know the truth.
And then, sorrow begins...
Doctors must tell the truth.
Even if that is a cruel reality.
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Episode 4: Bygone Days
[Aizawa Kousaku]
Medical history.
Asking of past illnesses is but one of the important jobs of a doctor.
It can influence the diagnosis and change the treatment.
Yes.
It's the same for people.
All the time, people are influenced by the past and get caught up by it.
A bitter past.
A painful past.
A sad past.
Occasionally there are people who break away from their past.
But generally, people drag themselves through it....
The old days will never come back.
And they can't be undone.
The moment we're each living now will become past memories tomorrow.
Meaning, the past is evidence that we lived.
But, what should we do?
The unexpected past, the past we're oblivious to.
When the moment it's suddenly encountered, what should people do?
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Episode 5: The One I Love (My Beloved)
[Saejima Haruka]
Doctors do all they can in order to cure their patients.
Putting all their experience, knowledge, and skills at work trying to pull patients from the depths of death.
And then after all their great efforts, comes the knowledge.
"Nonetheless sometimes they can't be saved.".....
Even if every single hand helps, there are times when it's hopeless.
At those times the only thing you can do is...
stay by their side.
By cuddling up and feeling them breathe, people can be healed.
However, what should we do...
when there isn't someone to cuddle up with?
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Episode 6: Secret *NEW*
[Shiraishi Megumi]
Speaking the truth is difficult.
People hide it for various reasons.
And the more you try to hide it,
the more others try to open that door
without knowing what is waiting for them there......
Dear persons hid the truth.
That is, trying not to hurt their partners is a form of love.
Nevertheless, people try to expose those secrets.
And then, they regret it.
Why didn't they just keep quiet?
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Episode 7: Mistake *NEW*
[Hiyama Mihoko]
More than results, the process of exerting oneself is important.
People grow up and realize how utter a lie that is.
People see nothing but results.
It makes sense for results to be bad if one slacks off.
The problem is when exerting oneself to the maximum and still getting bad results.
At such times, what should people...
What should we do?......
Why are results such harsh things?
Six years in medical school, over 100 medical books.
All that time devoted preposterously, believing it was for the sake of saving patients in the future.
All that gets blown away once bad results appear.
With just one mistake,
you lose everything.
And then doctors hurt.
Since those bad results are chains, that bring unpredictable consequences along with them.
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Episode 8: Reason *coming soon*
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Episode 9: Emotional Scars *coming soon*
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