He's dead Jim

Dec 28, 2009 09:29

Yesterday was both a good and bad day, though for awhile there I didn't think there'd be enough good to make the balance. ( the bad )

movies, family, star trek, friends, asperger's, euchre, depression

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phoenixknght86 December 28 2009, 20:23:21 UTC
I was the epicenter of a family (extended family) spat last night. I cried the whole way home and for an hour after even though I was told none of it was my fault.

I didn't sleep much last night as a result and the fact I drank just a little too much whiskey.

Lets both try to have good days!

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yacoba December 28 2009, 20:30:53 UTC
I read about that, and I think its horrible what happened! sounds like one of those situations where after the fact you're more angry about what should have been said in those moments. It makes putting it behind you very hard. *hugs*

The fact that my dad pulled away from me really hurt and made it hard to put aside. But so far I'd have to say this has been a good day, I've just been hanging out cross-stitching and watching the snow fall ^_^

I hope your day is going well too! *hugs*

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phoenixknght86 December 28 2009, 20:42:35 UTC
Well, besides being up at an insanely early hour this morning and my visit to the bank (I hate working with checks pulled from Canadian banks)...it's been pretty good so far. I need to do some work. I gotta get off LJ!

I'm hoping to write some of my crossover. I have been meaning to do that since last week.

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yacoba December 28 2009, 20:50:46 UTC
I woke up early too, I don't sleep all that well to begin with but when my kitty thinks I should be awake it inevitably happens. Thankfully he isn't like that all the time it just seems to go in stages ^_^

It's been so very long since I wrote anything, I hope you can get some work done I wouldn't want my writer's block to spread. ^_~

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hold_onhope December 28 2009, 22:49:58 UTC
I have a similar problem, but I think mine's more about straight-up aversion to authority. I hate it when people tell me to do something, even if it's something simple like pass the butter. Even if it's something I was planning on doing anyway - for instance, if I'm planning on starting my homework in the next couple minutes, if my mom pops in and says "You should start your homework now", I suddenly change my mind and do something else, instead. It has to be my idea, not someone else's.

That's different from what you go through, though. I'm sorry you had a hard day. :( *hugs*

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yacoba December 28 2009, 22:53:31 UTC
sokay, everything's been fine today and although I'd still like to explain in the hopes that he might understand in future occasions I don't really think that would change much. Since even I always feel like its a lame excuse ^_~

Fight the power!

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the_tim_world December 29 2009, 01:29:31 UTC
*hugs* I'm so sorry.

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yacoba December 29 2009, 01:35:15 UTC
Sokay, everything was fine today, and while I'd still like to explain myself I'm not sure it would do much good, it could be he still wouldn't understand, but as quick as his feelings can be hurt he can forgive just as fast.

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the_tim_world December 29 2009, 01:52:56 UTC
I think you shouldn't. It seems like he doesn't get it, and doesn't want to understand it. It's best to let it go, and hope it doesn't happen again. *hugs*

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yacoba December 29 2009, 01:58:11 UTC
I know it'll happen again, this situation can come up every day for me ^_~ of course not all situations end this badly, thankfully.

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