i want to smash something ( Read more... )

come on sam we can do this..

lets show all these assholes they were wrong about you.

2am and here i sit watching monty python and eating carrots with dill dip. yum. life is wierd. things seem so crappy at times but i don't care... i feel like i should be unhappy and worried but i just ain't. yes ain't haha. i wonder how things are going to turn out for me... right now i feel like they could go amazingly or really horribly. we'll ( Read more... )

I will fight you to the death...

i'll dream another dream, more beautiful than the best ( Read more... )

i hate this
place.

my body is
failing.

where do i go,
but
down
down
and
down.

constantly
walking on
eggshells
for shit that doesn't really
matter.

waking every day is
more meaningless
than the previous.

i'm
fucking
comatose
like the rest of you-

and mr. kevorkian your my only friend.

i've never cried watching a movie before in my intire life...

i just did watching lost in translation-

him holding her just made me want to die.

life is just one long-
drawn out-
stupid joke
and
i'm not laughing.

so fuck "LJ"- i got something better.
something ya'll ain't be readin'.
doot doot doot :).

you are all that i needed or wanted for my birthday
and your scent lingering on me is enough to satisfy.
you are amazing... beyond what i could describe with words on this stupid journal of mine.
you're what i've needed.

je t'aime beenessa.

my best gift was the card my little sister got me,
not the 50 hard earned dollars inside it either.

i ( Read more... )