i hate the mirror

[xyou_dont_know]

you ever look at yourself after you're done purging?? i hate it. the red around the mouth, the spit and drool and food particles dripping down my chin, my blood shot eyes from heaving so much.. soo gross

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[fattty]

heh. yea.
I used to purge in the bathtub but I was worried about the drain and things not going down properly and any plumbing damange I might cause. When I do the toilet thing (and yes, getting shit splashed back at u is totally disgusting) I turn on the bath/shower so it makes the same amount of noise.

<3

[xyou_dont_know]

i didn't wory about it much at my old house because it was fairly new and stuff so i figured nothing would happen - but this house we just moved into is just over 100 years old and after the water ran cold (which happens in about 10 min .. ugh) i was forced to puke in the toilet again only i brought a cup in with me so i puked over the sink in the cup.. and then poured the stuff down the toilet so that's an idea if you ever wanna try i guess, no water splashes back at your face. i always get so scared that i will clog the toilet though.. i can't imagine explaining that

[fattty]

eek I know- I have no idea what I would say...