gosh....

Dec 27, 2004 21:15

I regret everything...is that bad?...you're not supposed to have regrets...but I do...why can't things be how they used to be...completely and utterly perfect...

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xgoodusernamex December 30 2004, 05:19:32 UTC
i wish you were talking about........

me
there i said it

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xgoodusernamex December 30 2004, 05:28:52 UTC
ok i'm gonna add more to that..

i miss my friend..and this is hard to say
but i've been thinking about it for a very very long time and i'm just gonna be a big person and come out and say it..cuz there's no point in pretending not to care anymore and it's christmas..and that makes me even more crazy i think

god i could be saying all this and u probably still hate me but i don't really care..i need to get it out. And i know u don't need me at all but i'm goin crazy here inside myself
i've tried to write stuff on my journal and changed my mind.
i've thought about calling ( the better thing to do) but changed my mind
at least this way is a little less awkward

but ok i miss you
there
bye
merry christmas
happy new year..aww i miss last year..it was one year! one exact year

and if that post was about some guy or something...i'm officially embarassed..but oh well

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yeah xxxmeaganxxx December 31 2004, 20:43:12 UTC
I miss u too. I always have becuase when your friends with someone...and not even friends like sisters we were that close...one day and the next your not. Thats really tough! And since that day I have missed everything bout us. Every laugh, every cry, every fight, every sleepover, every car ride...everything! Everytime we spent time together we made it fun. And that I miss and no one can fill that spot in my heart not anyone.

One exact year from today. One year ago ross wouldn't get out of the car and let us go to denny's ha! One year ago you were the most important person in my life. Sure thats changed...but who ever said it has to stay that way?

Happy New Year...have fun tonight.

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xgoodusernamex January 4 2005, 18:37:29 UTC
What was that really about?

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xxxmeaganxxx January 4 2005, 23:04:54 UTC
about everything

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xgoodusernamex January 5 2005, 00:31:23 UTC
soooo we gonna hang out sometime?

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xxxmeaganxxx January 5 2005, 17:51:36 UTC
no! jk of course...how many classes do you have?

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